That night really made me uncomfortable to death, cold and sleepy, thirsty and hungry, I had the urge to jump into the lake, no, I was obviously experiencing the pain of complete suffocation after jumping into the lake, first cold and then hot, hot all over, hovering between ice and fire.

Good people and bad people, no one owes anyone, and there are always people who suffer in this world.

I woke up the next morning and didn't die, my vitality was still very tenacious, except for some heat on my forehead and cheeks, and a little dizziness in my head, I was able to stand up, fortunately it was a sunny day, which allowed me to bathe in the warm sun and evapolate the moisture on my body.

Today's mental state is not very good, all of a sudden something went wrong, I gave someone a girl's flower is crooked, the edges around me are blurred, to be honest, I feel ugly. I was going to get some water from the lake to wash her, but I was disgusted by the girl for a while, and she was good-tempered, so she only despised it for a while and left.

Later, I gave a child a crooked print, and I wanted to rub and redraw it when I looked at it, but it was a human face, and then the child's mother came to me to reason for a while, pushed me to the ground, and scolded for a long time, saying that I almost ruined his child's face.

There seemed to be a lot of onlookers, so many that I was dazzled, and the noise in my ears was so loud that I just felt uncomfortable, closed my eyes, and was overwhelmed by the crowd.

"Aru, you're awake, drink the medicine quickly." When I woke up, Ah Yan was next to me, and this was her room, and the place facing the painting on the wall was now empty.

"It's bitter!" As soon as I tasted it, my stomach began to regurgitate acid, and I almost vomited out the bitter gall.

"What's going on? Go and get the doctor back. Ah Yan said.

It took me a while to vomit it off, probably because my stomach was empty, and the medicine was too bitter.

"Ah Yan, I'm hungry." I said this sentence with tears in the corners of my eyes, life in the world, I shouldn't trouble anyone more, the grace of dripping water is still not enough, and if I owe it, I owe it.

Ah Yan treated me very well, she said that she had been looking for me on the weekend, or Xiao Qi found poor me on the street, and I almost didn't recognize it at first.

I recuperated peacefully in Yuefu for a day and a night, and sure enough, something happened the next day.

Early that morning, I heard the noise in the courtyard, and I vaguely heard some dialogues:

"Yansi, our family doesn't raise idlers, this big family, the economy is sluggish this year, and I still want to marry you and the Qin family... I never thought that you were good, how could there be a girl's family who regretted her marriage in public, and your face of our Yue family was lost by you. ”

"Third sister, you also said that you don't have a bad eye for people, look, I haven't even passed the entrance assessment, how powerful am I to be that Aru girl!"

"Third sister, it is said that she used to be the eldest lady of Lingdu, maybe she is even more pampered than us! You really plan to invite her to live at home as a bodhisattva! Don't you feel like you're not being treated well at home right now? ”

"Although it's just a matter of a pair of chopsticks, according to me, can you be a guest of a while, and can you still be a guest of a lifetime?"

"I heard that the eldest brother personally carried it back yesterday, I think she looks good, and the sister-in-law has not come out, Yan Si, it is better to let her be a concubine for the eldest brother, and it is good to stay in the house."

There were so many people coming and going, going in and out, and saying a lot of things, and I listened to them all, and I didn't want to embarrass anyone anymore. Ah Yan only kept telling me not to think nonsense, she said that there are some things that she can still do.

I recuperated here for three days, gossip for three days, that day a girl Xu came to the house, her words made me make up my mind to leave the Yue Mansion, she said: "I rely on my own hands and feet to walk through the people, no one should not worry others in vain." In my opinion, those maids who rely on their own hands and feet are more worthy of admiration than those who live in other people's homes as homeless guests. ”

Yes, I think so too, I used to think that the word glory and wealth was very cheesy, but now I know what a beautiful promise the phrase "I wish you a lifetime of wealth and glory".

I remember that Zhou Mubai said that when he was young, he couldn't sell paintings, and when he was hungry, he often copied the menu of a small shop near his house to have a full meal. I also went to Mao Sui to recommend myself, saying that my writing speed is also quite fast, but people say that they don't need it, but it's a lack of a buddy, if I can, I can replace it for a while, I should go down.

This inn looks not small, with two floors upstairs and downstairs, and a large compound. And most of these days are outsiders. The war was calmed down, and the caravans began to move normally, so business was not bad. I was in charge of serving the food and ordering the food, which was supposed to be a very easy job, and the guests reported to the kitchen, and then the food was served to the table, or sent to the private room, which kept me busy all day. I've watched other guys do it for a long time, and I don't need a menu at all to order food or anything, and I just take a pen and paper to sketch and draw every day, which is a little eye-catching.

The difficult thing is that every time there are visitors from other places, they ask what the signature dish is, how to make it, what it looks like, how does it taste like me, I am the most bad at rhetoric! Some people still ask for a lot, what to put in minced garlic and onions, I'm really dizzy, just my memory, people just finished talking about my hind feet and forgot.

After less than five days of work, I was dismissed, but the boss gave me a little salary, a tael of silver. Now I realized that I used to spend most of my spare time on painting, but now I have no support, and I don't have any skills.

I calculated that one tael of silver could buy all three colors of paint and five pieces of drawing paper, and the lowest drawing board was three taels of silver upwards, and I didn't count on that thing. Or you can buy a full set of seven-color paints and a piece of drawing paper, and then the rest of the money can last for three days to eat steamed buns.

If I could sell a good painting, how could I be lucky to be favored by so many street painters! Why? I'm a person who can't even pass the entrance assessment of the Orange Painting Garden, and I'm also very distressed, and it's like this to worry about getting by.

I still chose the latter, only bought a piece of drawing paper, found a vendor on the table and prepared to start writing, what do I draw?

After a day of struggle, I painted a pair of paintings, it was impossible for me to improvise by myself, I could only borrow Bai Zhou's paintings, I drew two paintings on a piece of paper, Zhou Mubai's pair of paintings, desperate to bet, it can only be like this.