What a fucking welcome.

What a fucking drinking party.

Who said something, who gave something, did someone come and talk to him?

Fuck it!

At this moment, it looks like a trance-like dream.

With a stiff body and a devilish electronic sound, Jiang Yi felt that he was the hero of "The Walking Dead" that he had just finished watching the night before, riding on a tall horse, looking down on a group of zombies waving their arms at him, but what the zombies were eager for was not his flesh and blood, but the naked ridicule at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Thinking about it this way, the rabbit jump in the lobby in front of the library, which was like a carnival before, really jumped out of character, jumped out of style, and jumped into a warm-up for him.

He has no other problems with being a child, but he can't stand this kind of vague humiliation.

Sit down and get sick, this is.

From when he came to a first-tier coastal city with a small local teenager in junior high school, he was ridiculed by the little girls at the same table for speaking Mandarin with a strong accent, from when he even went to KFC to get a straw, and when the waiter refilled the straw in the small brown square box, he wanted to grab a handful and was stopped, or when he heard Ms. Xiangxiang listen to others talking about Bulgari and Van Cleef & Arpels at the dinner, he didn't understand and was still trying to pretend to understand, and was secretly ridiculed......

With the heart of a sensitive young man wandering in a foreign land, he has already begun to learn to suppress these looks at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows into his heart.

Although this did not last long, he fully integrated into the new and open life.

Although Xu Xiangxiang relied on her open-minded face, she quickly made her family's economic conditions rise several steps.

Although he never told his mother and father about his feelings, just as his parents never told him about the difficulties and pains of business.

But the boy has not grown into a hard enough heart, and the pen of those years still easily leaves lingering nicks.

It is a kind of long-lasting sequelae left behind after the secret humiliation is forcibly suppressed.

It's scary.

The auditorium was already noisy, and many people who liked to join in the fun were holding small notes in their hands, asking each other's names everywhere.

Jiang Yi was stunned alone for a while, passed through the flow of people, squeezed to the door, and slapped the small note that was already wet in his hand into Gu Yifan's hand, "I'll go back." ”

Gu Yifan reluctantly gave up the little girl who was chatting enthusiastically, turned her head and followed her to the door, "Eh, why did you leave?" I just said that everyone is going out for dinner in a while! ”

"Everyone" is based on a few people who are more familiar with each other in the dormitory, and then relying on the cocktail party, some groups of acquaintances, fellow villagers, and people who are interested in each other.

Jiang Yi was very special and uninterested.

"I thought there would be anything special about the wine party," Jiang Yi said, "just make some sandwiches, and wander around the audience with a glass of wine for one person, without even a chair, and with thin legs!" I went back, I just moved the place, I didn't pack my things, I went back to toss and toss, and I won't have time for class tomorrow. ”

It's like the real thing.

Gu Yifan glanced at him meaningfully, and probably knew where his anxious and depressed mood came from, "That's okay, I don't think it's boring either, I'll go back with you, I haven't gone to see what your temporary dormitory looks like." ”

"Come less, you can play," Jiang Yi pushed him on the shoulder and glanced back, "That girl just now, I've taken a look at this side a few times, waiting for you!" ”

Gu Yifan glanced back, smiled and scratched his head, "That's ......"

"I really don't need to," Jiang Yi turned around and prepared to leave, "When I'm done, you can come to the dormitory to see me again, I'll go back first." ”

"Okay," Gu Yifan shouted in the back without hesitation, "There will be another ...... What, you remember to tell me, call me. ”

"Got it." Jiang Yi responded, step by step, until he got out of the main teaching building, until he got on the bus, avoiding the eyes and faces that suffocated him and made him shake, and then he felt completely relieved.

The temporary dormitory is off-campus, and the location is quite remote, strictly speaking, halfway up the mountain.

From here, you can get a bird's-eye view of most of West, but unfortunately it is foggy during the day, and there is no light at night, and it is dark and dumb.

The layout of the dormitories is similar to that of the campus, with shared bathrooms and kitchens.

Because the school is approaching, the temporary dormitory is very sought-after, and it is easy to grab it on the school's official website.

At this time, the dormitory was empty, there was no one, and the doors were locked from the outside.

In the days of carnival before the start of school, it is estimated that no one is as idle and depressed as Jiang Yi.

He pushed the door into his room, a place the size of a matchbox, and there was a dressing mirror more than a meter high at the door, facing the bed, which had been added by the people who lived here before.

My stomach was empty, but I didn't have much desire to eat.

Packing things is even more none.

Jiang Yi took off his coat and pants, put on a T-shirt and underwear and went to bed.

The surroundings are very quiet, and from time to time there is a rustle of stray cats jumping on the windowsill and their tails sweeping over the glass windows.

The images and sounds of being pushed down and scolded began to be played over and over again in front of my eyes.

It's just that except for that faint sense of humiliation, the anger has been digested and flattened by itself.

Will we meet again in the future, will we still talk when we meet?

Jiang Yi went through the situation frame by frame in his heart very carefully, and he didn't know if he subconsciously excused Ge Zheng, but the other party seemed to be really absent-minded at that time, and even the landing point of the afterglow may not have fallen on him.

So...... Could it be that I was injured by mistake?

I don't know.

Don't want to know either.

Love whoever you want.

Jiang Yi pondered for a while, his head was covered in the quilt, and he soon became dazed and sleepy.

I didn't have any dreams, except for a little throbbing pain in the back of my head, and a few hungry whispers in my stomach, other pictures were basically forcibly blocked by him.

"Ugh." Someone behind him sighed deeply.

Jiang Yi had a stirring in his head,.

"Ugh." The sigh was longer.

In addition, it seems that someone has gently pushed him on the shoulder again.

Jiang Yi's mind was completely sober, but his body was still a little heavy, he squinted, so he maintained the posture of leaning sideways into the wall and slowly got up, moved sideways to the window like a crab, and pushed the window open.

It was raining lightly outside, and the sound of nature poured into the room in an instant, covering the eerie tranquility of a vacuum.

Jiang Yi breathed a sigh of relief, turned on the light, glared at the empty room, and took out Gu Yifan, who was telling ghost stories, in his heart, and after a hundred and eight knives, his eyes fell on the dressing mirror.

Grandma told him when he was a child, the mirror can't face the bed, people are distracted when they sleep, and they are easy to be weak when they see the mirror.

So he blamed himself, he unconsciously glanced at two glasses just before going to bed, and continued Gu Yifan's ghost story serial.

Jiang Yi raised his hand and looked at the time, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening.

Beaching City is still busy at this time, and it is already silent halfway up the mountain in Huai Village.

I'm awake.

The door to the dormitory was suddenly slammed several times.

Jiang Yi's heart jumped, and his intuition didn't look like his roommate's knock.

He rubbed his eyes, and as soon as he stepped forward and opened the door, he saw two school workers in gray-green uniforms standing in front of the door.

The male school worker in the back didn't speak, but the middle-aged female school worker in front of the door who was not too tall but very fat said with a fierce face: "Please show your student card!" ”

"OK......" Jiang Yi's mind hadn't returned to the rudder, he was stunned for a few seconds, then turned around, took out his schoolbag for a long time, and didn't take it out, he was anxious, and poured all the things in the bag on the carpet in a hurry, kneeling and fiddling for a long time, before remembering that the student card and bus ticket were put in his pants pocket together.

Jiang Yi turned around and quickly put on a pair of sweatpants, took out the student card from the formal pants, and handed it to the female school worker outside the door along with the bus ticket.

The female school worker carefully identified Jiang Yi's face and the photo on the student card back and forth, turned around and said to the male school worker, "That's right", and then handed the student card back.

When Jiang Yi arrived here, he was still confused, and he didn't know what kind of wind these two people were smoking outside the door.

The schoolgirl clapped her hands at him, "Quick, give you fifteen minutes, pack your luggage, you can't continue to live here!" ”

"What?" Jiang Yi frowned and looked at the other party, "I don't know what happened, but I'm a student at Huai University, why can't I live in the dormitory?" ”

"Don't you understand? It's illegal for you to live here! The female school worker said in a thick voice, "You didn't apply online, you didn't go to the school to go through the sublet procedures, the school's dormitory is forbidden to be sublet privately, you have no right to live here, you, and the person who rents to you, you are all illegal!" ”

"Huh? I ......" Jiang Yi felt like there was a thunder on top of his head when the rabbit jumped, and it was delayed until this point, and finally exploded, "No," he took a step forward, although he knew that what the female school worker said didn't seem to have any logical problems, but his voice also rose higher, "I really don't know this rule, I'm sorry, but it's already this time, can you let me move again tomorrow morning?" I promise to move early tomorrow morning! ”

"No way!" As soon as the female school worker beckoned, the male school worker showed a ready look, "The rules are the rules, move immediately!" You've wasted five minutes, we're waiting at the door, and you have ten minutes left to pack your bags! ”

Jiang Yiran closed the door inherently.

Standing on the edge of the bed for a while, he suddenly raised his foot and kicked the dressing mirror over there.

And then...... Nothing more, without saying a word, he pulled out his suitcase from under the bed and began to pack his things.

Fortunately, I only moved here the day before, except for some necessary daily necessities, most of the things have not been unfolded, and some bulky and large items are still stored in Gu Yifan's dormitory and have not been brought out, but the bits and pieces are enough to kill people.

Usually patient when storing one piece by one, but also pay attention to the rational use of space.

At the moment, I can't care about those at all, and the cyclone pressed on my chest can directly hold up a hill.

Ah, over the hill, only to find that there is no one waiting......

What the hell!

The more it is stuffed, the more urgent it is, the more it can't be stuffed in, and when the zipper of the suitcase can't be pulled alive, Jiang Yi even has the urge to throw the box out of the back window directly!

His hands were shaking until he dragged the box out of the dormitory door.

The female school worker's face remained unchanged, and after he stood in the corridor, he stepped forward and pushed the door into the dormitory, looked around, exited, asked for his key, locked the door, and then put the key in his pocket, "Let the person who rents your dormitory come to the school office tomorrow morning to get the key." ”

Jiang Yi didn't speak, lowered his head and dragged the box outside.

"Classmates!" The female school worker called him from behind and walked up quickly, her voice was the same as when she had just urged him to pack his luggage, "If you don't have a place to live tonight, the school can provide temporary accommodation, you can stay for one or two nights, do you want me to help you get in touch?" ”

Jiang Yi looked at her......

This eldest sister, dare you to secretly learn "The Art of War"?

But this bluffing strategy contains dark speculation that Jiang Yi will be a scoundrel, which makes Jiang Yi suddenly become more depressed than when he was packing his luggage just now.

"I ......" As soon as Jiang Yi's words came out, he quickly closed his voice, because the bell at the corner of the gate rang very crisply, and it was the students from the same dormitory who came back.

Of the three students who came in, one had greeted them yesterday, and the other two were completely strangers.

When the scorching gaze roamed back and forth between "him-suitcase-school worker", Jiang Yi very much wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

At this time, even if someone came to him and asked him what was wrong, he could dilute this embarrassing situation with a rough explanation, but ...... No, even the student who had said hello just stepped back to the side in astonishment, and walked in with the other two people silently.

"Do you want me to help you get in touch with your accommodation?" The female school worker and the others all went over and asked again.

"No need," Jiang Yi shook his head and said a little dejectedly, "I'm going to live in a B&B." ”

The schoolgirl shrugged and didn't say anything more.

The night was already dark, and the roads were slippery.

The spacing of the street lamps is very large, and it shines under your feet, but you can't find the way ahead, and you don't know what you're lying on your stomach in the darkness far and near.

There are many ways down the mountain, but after a few rows of houses, there is a large area of desolation.

When passing by a park halfway, Jiang Yi looked back at his shadow, not to mention, it really smelled of a lost dog.

The mobile phone was in hand, and he had just dialed a student who rented a room to him, but no one answered.

He could contact Gu Yifan, but now that the bus had stopped, he didn't know how to get back to the dormitory, and ...... Even if the relationship is very good, he still doesn't want Gu Yifan to see such an embarrassed self in one day, twice.

Calling home? Xiangxiang and Lao Jiang? Say hey, your son is living on the streets, he has just been expelled from the dormitory, the scene is grandiose and resounding, and Xiao Jiang left with a lofty and extraordinary demeanor...... Fuck it.

Going to a B&B? The key is that he only knows that there is no hotel in the town, only a B&B that provides beds and breakfast at the same level as a homestay, but he really doesn't know where the specific location is.

Not particularly to know, at least not so urgently.

The helpless frustration and the sense of humiliation that revealed the confusion were about to drag his emotions to the bottom in this second.

Well, it's confusion, the kind of confusion that is in a foreign country, weak, pitiful and helpless.

It's really useless, and I suddenly want to cry so much.

There is a swivel chair in the park, which seems to be a gathering of several people, and it is blurry to see clearly, but there are sporadic fires, which is even worse if it is a local gangster.

Jiang Yi dragged the box across to the other side of the road.

After a few steps, I saw a crooked and staggered figure in front of me, with a burly figure and a sluggish pace, it was obvious that he was a drunken strong man.

.

Jiang Yi dragged the box and turned back to the other side of the road.

Someone in the park began to laugh in his direction, and then there was a lot of laughter.

Jiang Yizhen felt that the self-esteem he had accumulated over the past twenty years had been stripped clean for most of the day, buried in the gutter and trampled, and there was nothing left.

Maybe in a few decades, he will become famous, scolding Fang Xuan, and when he turns his eyes back and looks back at the road ahead, this humiliating night of wandering and declining will not be able to squeeze into the top 10 of his life's ups and downs, but he knows that he will never forget the feeling at this moment.

Alas.

The rain drifted for a while, just drenching all his hair, and then stopped.

The headlights lit up behind him, shining under his feet.

The car had been with him for a while.

But he never turned around to confirm.

If the person in the car was not the person he thought he was, then the other party's intention to follow him like this might bring unpredictable and terrible consequences, and he was really a little scared.

If the car was the person he thought it was, he ...... I don't want to see that person at a time like this.

But the time to come will come, and soon he felt the car speed up to his side, and after a while, an elbow was bent out of the window, and a familiar voice asked, "Need help?" ”