Chapter 12: Goodbye Jinbo

The last college winter vacation has begun, and this winter song doesn't plan to spend it part-time, she wants to go home to relax, and also spend time with her family to enjoy this last free time.

When I returned home, I found that my younger siblings, who were also studying in other places, had also returned home, and the family was very excited to reunite after a long absence, and they exchanged their recent situation. Ruge learned that the younger brother who had just entered college had a beautiful girlfriend, and it was said that the girl's family was also quite wealthy, and she was attracted by the younger brother's talent and took the initiative to pursue him.

The little kid who loves to follow her ass is also an adult, and he is also in love, almost at the same time as her. But it's really the back waves pushing the front waves, and if the front waves don't work hard, they will only have the fate of being photographed on the beach.

Two younger sisters, one sophomore and one junior. Her younger sister, who is one year younger than her, had a boyfriend in her sophomore year, and the relationship between the two is relatively stable. The little sister with the best brain, and the most beautiful of the three sisters, does not have a boyfriend, so she may be more picky.

The children in the family have all been admitted to university, which is still rare in small towns. Ruge's father is particularly proud, although he has suffered a lot of hardships in life over the years, but seeing that the children are all motivated, no matter how hard and tired he is, he is willing and full of energy. The family's economic situation has also improved in recent years, and they are no longer overstretched, and their lives are gradually improving.

One day, Ruge and Xiaomei were hanging out, and the two chatted all the way, so comfortable.

"Ruge, is that you?"

I heard someone calling her in front of her, and when she looked up, a slender boy came into view, who was it not Jin Bo? I saw that his face was haggard and exhausted, and he still looked like a handsome young man.

It's the first time the two have met again since they met three years ago. Thinking of his disdain for her before, cold and detached appearance, she couldn't help but feel a faint pain, and he could still greet her like this, it was really speechless.

But no matter what his purpose was, after all, he was someone she had liked for many years, and it was impossible to be as cold as ice, so she still replied politely and plainly: "Yes, I am Ruge." ”

Jin Bo had noticed her a long time ago, such a well-dressed, elegant temperament, fresh and refined girl, although she was like the shadow before the song, but her temperament was very different. He tentatively called her, but he didn't expect it to be her. How is this possible, how can such a girl who is as inferior and cowardly as an ugly duckling be so reborn? He couldn't imagine it.

When the little sister saw this boy, she didn't have a good impression of him, and this boy who trampled on her sister's emotions so much made her annoyed, and she was about to leave with Ruge.

Seeing that Ruge was about to leave, Jin Bo unconsciously stopped her: "Ruge, can I have a word with you?" ”

Hearing his pleading, the kind Ruge was not good to harden her heart and leave, she also wanted to hear what else he could say to her, so she persuaded Xiaomei to leave first, and Xiaomei was unwilling to leave angrily.

"What do you want to ask?" Ruge asked him calmly.

"I want to know if you're doing, but it looks like you're doing well." Jin Bo was a little lonely and had to answer himself.

"Yes, people can't always be immersed in pain, they must always force themselves to grow." As the song says, it is easy, but the process of growing up can be imagined to be difficult, but fortunately, she is tough enough, not crushed by pain, and always stubbornly laughs at life.

"Ruge, I really didn't expect you to change so much, much more beautiful than before, I almost didn't recognize you just now." Jin Bo said with a slight smile.

"Really, you value looks so much? No wonder you used to be dismissive of me and rejected me thousands of miles away. Ruge was not polite to him.

"I used to be too superficial, and I only knew how cruel life was after half a year of employment. In the past, I was too conceited, I lived in the clouds for a long time, and suddenly fell into the world, only to find that I was just a member of the general public, no different from all living beings, no ability to look handsome and futile, no one would use you casually if I couldn't create value, and I almost tasted sadness in half a year. Jin Bo smiled bitterly.

Ruge didn't expect Jin Bo to talk to her so much, which was almost impossible before. Now, he doesn't seem to vomit or be unhappy, and he can't listen to a song. Are boys so self-righteous? Relying on the girl's liking for him, he can do whatever he wants, thinking that no matter what he does to her, she will not refuse? The kind-hearted Ruge always likes to consider the feelings of others, but this time, she doesn't plan to wronged herself anymore, and said sharply: "Do you need to talk to me about these hardships of yours, what do you treat me as a trash can for dumping negative emotions?" ”

"No, don't get me wrong, I'm just in a bad mood, I'm depressed, I can't tell my parents, and I don't have any friends around me who can talk, I see you today, I'm really happy to be able to talk to you, don't be so harsh, okay?" Jin Bo almost pleaded.

"You're really a double standard, don't you remember what you did to me at the time? but ask me to speak softly to you. You don't think I'm still fond of you, can I pamper everything about you? Ruge sneered.

Listening to it like a song, I'm afraid there is no place for him in her heart, right? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart, this girl she wouldn't be waiting for him in the same place, he was afraid that he would never be able to intersect with her again, and said with a wry smile: "I hurt you very much before, but I still stubbornly think that there is still a place for me in your heart, and I still can't get rid of my conceit!" ”

"There is no need to mention the past, so let's leave it at that." Ruge didn't want to entangle with him anymore, turned around and left, it was already broken, and she definitely wouldn't allow it to recur.

Jin Bo stood in place, looking at the figure of Ruge gradually drifting away, feeling as if he had lost the most precious thing, and could never find it again, his heart hurt so much, I am afraid that what awaits him is a more difficult life.

Although Ruge is resolute, is her heart really so calm? After all, he is a person who has liked him for so long, although he has long been let go, but in her heart he is still a special existence after all, even if he no longer likes it, he still hopes that his life can be happy, no matter what, it has nothing to do with him. Live in the present steadfastly, live up to the time of life, move forward, and go to the unknown life.

When I think that after returning to school, I will face the problem of finding a job, writing a graduation thesis, and completing unfinished credits, but I feel that there is not enough time, so I should go back early. She has long realized that avoiding problems will only make people more cowardly and incompetent, and only by facing them positively can we solve one problem after another, and can enhance people's infinite self-confidence.

Today, she can be free in front of Jin Bo, and her attitude is neither humble nor arrogant, is it not because she has been tempered, has built self-confidence, can control emotions, instead of being swayed by emotions, her heart has gradually become stronger.