Unfortunately, Dongfang Nanbei was born in a family without a mother; The home she remembers is a family of three.

There was grandma, dad and her.

Her grandmother loved her very much, mainly in terms of being fed.

Her grandmother is not in good health, and her eyes are not very clear; There is also a bit of a hunchback, and in his sixties he is too old to move around.

Every day when she came back from school, her grandmother would take out the warm buckwheat cake from her arms and quietly stuff it for her, and at the same time tell her, "Eat quickly, don't be seen by your father in a while......".

The food her grandmother left for her was basically obtained from "fate".

Every day as soon as she went out to study, her grandmother went out on crutches.

Her grandmother went to every family in the town to sit and chat, and when it was time to eat, she would directly say to the host's house, "Scoop a spoonful and bring it back to my house to eat, this is something she has never eaten!"

The host family is reluctant but can't bear it, after all, Dongfang Nanbei is a well-known "poor person" in this town.

These are known from the east and the south, because sometimes she is also worried that her grandmother will not be able to see the road clearly, and she is also afraid that she will accidentally fall down and bump into it.

So many times she would quietly hide behind her grandmother, to see where she went and what she did?

She went out early, quietly turned back and followed her grandmother, and made sure that her grandmother had entered the house safely, and then she ran to school again.

It is said that the children of the poor are in charge of the family early, and the sensibility of the East and the North is really distressing.

Despite the difficult conditions, her grades were indeed excellent, in the top three in her class and in the top ten in her grade!

The food given to her grandmother by others is not really free, Dongfang Nanbei will help these families do what they can in all the time when they are not studying; Chopping wood, carrying water, sweeping the floor, feeding the pigs......

What her grandmother did was for her to be fed and well-fed, and what she did was in exchange for others to be kind to her grandmother.

After all, in this year when food and clothing are a problem, no family is really "rich".

Her grandmother was a well-known embroiderer in the town when she was young, and the needlework that came out of her hands was really like a living thing, vivid.

Originally, he could have supported his family with his craft, but God was unfair.

Her grandmother has been in poor health since she gave birth to her father, and her cough has hurt her body for many years, and there is no timely and effective treatment, and her eyes have been burned out after several fevers.

Speaking of which, her grandmother's eyes are not very clear, and she is about 30 years old.

Her grandmother only got her granddaughter when she was 59 years old, so she was extra precious to her.

I heard from the people in the town that her mother ran away from home when she was only a few days old, so she didn't drink breast milk for a day and felt a day of maternal love!

At that time, there was no such concept as drinking formula, and even if I knew, I couldn't afford to drink it.

So her grandmother fed her corn juice and buckwheat noodle soup instead.

And because she couldn't see clearly, there was mouse feces in the water on the noodles, and her grandmother also fed her the insects together.

She was raised by her grandmother "groping".

No matter how rough she eats, her grandmother will never let her go hungry!

It was originally a home of three people, but she and her grandmother lived together!

Her dad is really boring and immoral.

Dozens of years old, he is still a big child; Failure to take on the responsibilities of being a child and a parent.

Let the elderly mother and young daughter not have enough food and clothing.

Her dad only does odd jobs, not because he can't find something to make money, but because he's too lazy!

Everything is three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, and my grandmother is also very soft-hearted, so he is left to ......

She is very "jealous" of her father, because her father has a mother, and his mother dotes on him.

It's really a treasure with a mother's child!

Such good days are gone with the death of her grandmother!

Her grandmother was 70 years old when she died, her father was 52 years old, and she was 11 years old and in the sixth grade of elementary school.

Her grandmother is gone, and she no longer has an umbrella; When Dad drank and scolded her again, no one really cared about her.

She has a good personality, and everything will be turned the page the next day.

Her philosophy is that the sun rises and it's a new day, and everything can start again; In short, no matter what happens, she can always face it with a smile.

When she comes back from school, there is no longer a grandmother waiting for her at home, and there is a drunken father and a room full of messes.

"Sooner or later, I'll kill you!"

Dongfang Nanbei muttered to his unconscious father while cleaning up.

She only dared to talk about it at this time.

In the past, her father beat her and scolded her, and she would only cry and suffer, but now she just runs away as long as she doesn't pull her legs when she sees the signs; I ran to my brother and sister-in-law's house in the family.

Estimating the time, her father will come home when he is sober.

She used to ask her grandmother about her mother, but every time she mentioned it, her mild-tempered grandmother would lose her temper and tell her to stop talking about that bad-hearted woman!

The more this happens, the more she wants to know who her mom really is!

She asked everyone in the town, and the accounts were mixed.

It is said that her mother is very good, has a good temper, and is also very diligent; Some say that her mother is small, and she doesn't talk much; It was said that her mother was lazy and would not do anything......

In this way, she doesn't know who to listen to and who to believe!

She asked where her mother had gone.

The answer was, "Who knows if that bad-hearted woman is dead or alive!" "

What kind of person is her mother? Why did you run away from home? Where the hell did it go?

For a while, she had no way of knowing.

After her grandmother left, she was ready to drop out of school, because her father could not afford to continue her education; It's good to barely survive 9 years of compulsory education.

But luckily, she was given the opportunity to study with a Project Hope grant.

She had excellent grades and was admitted to Qixing State No. 1 Middle School as she wished, which means that her life has begun a new milestone; At least she can leave the smoky home!

In the three years of high school, she basically never returned home, and she spent her winter and summer vacations working as a temporary worker at a convenience store in the city.

It was only during the Chinese New Year that she came home and had a meal with her father.

Her father was still an alcoholic, and he didn't care about her studies; also began to play the idea of letting her take a leave of absence from school and marry someone to support him.

She ignored it, she planned to work hard, wait for the university to be admitted, and then join the job in the future.

She still thinks about supporting her father, after all, he gave her life and brought her into this world!

Of course, these kind thoughts came to her without knowing it.

It wasn't until she was 17 years old, after her father's unexpected death, that she learned about her origins; For this dad of hers, she hates it even more!