After the end of military training,

Inevitably, our restless hearts are taken back, and for us, as long as we don't go to class, we are happy to do anything, I think this is the psychology of the vast majority of students!

But I always remember that during the parade performance, we were not given school uniforms to our new students, but the school required everyone to wear school uniforms for the parade.

It's head-scratching!

However, fortunately, the homeroom teacher discussed with the senior classmates at that time, and they were willing to lend us school uniforms, at this time, I thanked a young lady, she was very cute and gentle, and her voice was also very good. When my classmates finished borrowing their uniforms, I was confused, I didn't know who to borrow them from, and I didn't know how to open my mouth when I looked at the unfamiliar faces.

It was she who took the initiative to hand me the delicate bag in her hand, and the school uniform was neatly stacked in the bag, "Let you wear mine~"

I looked at her and whispered "thank you".

I was watching the other classmates go out, and I was a little anxious, and I couldn't remember you in a panic, please forgive me. But your image will always be in my heart, keep that beauty, and I thank all those who have helped me.

People in the world are already disorganized, and everyone's personality is different, so be kind to those who are kind.

……

Finally, I returned to my normal study life......

At the beginning, Mr. Mu Tu appointed the "Prince of Lamps" (I call him classmate G) as the class president, the class leader is not necessarily the best to learn, but must have leadership skills, after a period of observation, he still failed to succeed, and it cannot be said that he is not good, but he has no majesty in front of his classmates.

Later, the head of our class kept changing, and Mr. Mu Tu was watching to see who could finally be qualified for this position, but the class representatives of each subject were chosen by the teachers of each subject themselves, and I was honored to be elected as the head of the mathematics group......

Every day after class, with the improvement of English ability, the cognition of mathematics is becoming more and more confused......

The first mid-term exam arrived, and the first time was an examination room distributed according to the admission ticket number at the time of admission, with two people in one examination room, and Nana, who was in the same examination room as me, became the one who talked more among the many students.

We came to the examination room together, and sat down according to the exam number, the classmate in front of me happened to be from my sister's class, and she didn't know who she said, but she knew me, as for the reason why I still remember her, it was because she asked me a very "brain-dead" question, "Who is older than you and your sister?" ”

This question...

Who is my sister or me? She knew it was my sister, so why did she ask like that??

Indissoluble......

Of course, my sister is older.

Since I was confused by her question at the time, I didn't react to pay attention to her, and it is said that in the end, she commented that I was "very ugly"

Well, this evaluation is special.

After all, this kind of sincere evaluation is rare.

I'm not good at socializing, and after about two months of getting along, except for the female classmate I met during military training, "I call her classmate Y" almost no one in the class talked to me, except for some classmates who borrowed homework, and had a very official conversation.

Maybe it's because of the shadow left by just coming to this city, I think that if I can not speak, I will not speak, and if I talk too much, I will lose!

That's when I thought of "Words are always unclear~"

So everyone thinks I'm cold?? It is true that there was also a growth in height later.

But I'm not cold, I'm just passive. When people talk to me, I try to talk to them, and I might wonder if they hate me if they hate me. And will I not do that well? I always care a lot about my image in the minds of others, but I am very sensitive!

Every introverted child is actually very rich in inner world, and they sometimes talk to themselves, which is not schizophrenia, but a kind of self-therapy.

……

After the midterm exam, he ranked 11th, which was not bad. Later, the number "11" seems to be very close to me, the exam rankings are all 11 without accident, the physics experiment exam is drawn to No. 11, and the physical education exam is also No. 11...... It's just a coincidence.

So, it became my lucky number.

After the mid-term exams, the parent-teacher meeting naturally ushered in, and the parent-teacher meeting looked grand, especially for the boarding students, who did not go home for a week, of course, they missed their parents, so they stood at the school gate early on Friday afternoon, looking at their parents with anticipation, and after that, they both came to the classroom.

Most of the time our parents go to the parent-teacher conferences, and they don't ask too much about the trivial matters of our school, and then the two of them can always push and push, in short, no one wants to come......

But fortunately, our two classes are next door, and the homeroom teachers also know each other, so it would be nice to have only one parent, stay in our class for a while and then stay in their class for a while, and the teachers will understand.

Our class is the first time that a civil engineering teacher has been a homeroom teacher, so it also means a lot to her, and she is usually very strict and responsible.

The parent-teacher meeting didn't mean much to me, the words of praise didn't take my turn, and the words of criticism had nothing to do with me, so I went back early.

……

QQ was more popular in the post-90s student days, and we all called it "buckle".

Speaking of buckles, I thought of the first computer class in the sixth grade of primary school, and the teacher also taught us how to apply for buckles, but the premise is to complete the content taught in class first. At that time, we lined up to enter, two people on a computer, two people on a stool, and the resources in the computer room were so scarce. However, this is the first time I have experienced what a computer class is, and the overall situation is good, but it is not very comfortable to sit on......

My sister and I shared a computer, and the first computer class was very weak. My dear old lady, I don't know how to open a game interface.

The computer is stuck......

I tried my best to turn off the game interface, but the more I clicked, the more I stuck......

Now I'm even more panicked, before entering the classroom, the teacher clearly stipulates that you can't play games, and at this stage she hasn't started to lecture, so we open the game, and it's estimated that it's miserable~

What makes me feel relieved is that the classmates next to me did not "complain", and some are still helping us find a way, "Why don't you turn off the computer and restart it?" ”

It's a good idea, and I quickly bent down to look for the shutdown button......

Suddenly, there was a chill down my spine.

"Before I even started the lecture, did you two play games and ignore what I said? Penalty day. "That's right, it's still discovered, at this moment, the computer teacher is standing behind us, I slowly turned around, the fierce explosion head, it should be instant noodle rolls.

The computer teacher is very fierce, and the English teacher has a fight.

I picked up the broom and started to work on duty, and my classmates also came with sympathetic eyes, "I'll sweep it for you!" A classmate said.

"No thanks." I know she has good intentions, but, after all, it was her own mistake, and of course she has to pay for it.

And the computer teacher is fierce, if I see someone else on duty for me, wouldn't I be even more miserable to "die".

……

After the lecture, but her lecture had nothing to do with us, and I was not very interested.

When it was time to play the computer freely, I still remember that with the help of my classmates, I applied for the first deduction number, and my online name was "Zi'er".

may be because I like to watch "Seven Fairies of Joy" too much. Later, he changed a series of screen names such as "Happy Smile", "Angel Wings", "Bury Love", "Plant a Tear" and so on.

It can be said that it is very non-mainstream, and I thought it was quite nice at the time.

After applying, I took out a gel pen and wrote down the buckle number in the book, and then I didn't pay much attention to the buckle because I was obsessed with playing Lianliankan......

When my sister saw me playing and watched it again and again, she looked disgusted, as if she was "naïve"!

When she played, it was all kinds of dress-up games, cutting ~ each other, all of them were quite naïve.

"Poetry!" Wow, I yelled without controlling myself, but no one noticed me in the noisy environment, and then my sister opened the dress-up game interface, I actually saw my goddess, which can be said to be very excited.

Since then, I've also become obsessed with dress-up games!

……

When I was in junior high school, somehow, the big guys were in the class one by one to deduct the buckle number, which was also a kind of popularity, after all, it was a very tall thing to have a buckle at that time. Suddenly, a copy came into my hand, and I wrote down my own buckle number, and by the way, I wrote down other people's buttons.

At that time, I didn't have a mobile phone, not even an elderly machine, and the three children in the family only gave my sister a mobile phone for the purpose of convenient contact.

I think that in every post-90s youth, there should be a Wang, Xu, Xu, and right! Their songs were very popular at that time, and they could be heard everywhere in the streets and alleys, and they never got tired of listening to them.

We also have a lot of their fans in our class.

I want to hear it, and the only option is to go to an internet café and download it.

Three dollars an hour, that's the first time I went to an Internet café, a little overwhelmed, as soon as I entered the door, after paying the money, watching others were playing games, my sister and I walked awkwardly to a corner, chose two computers, and then thought about it, no one will notice you, people here are busy fighting monsters and so many people come and go......

Turn on your computer – the oversized screen catches your eye and the first thing you need to do is log in to the button, then turn on the music.

Take out my private collection of antique 4G USB flash drive,After plugging it in,Start downloading songs,Take out the book while downloading the song and start ......

Copy the lyrics!

It was definitely the most boring thing I've ever done, especially in an internet café, it was definitely a breath of fresh air, but for me at the time, I was very happy, doing what I loved, and I didn't feel like wasting my time.

Because there is only one "antique" stereo at home, plug in the memory card, listen to a lyric, pause, write down the lyrics you hear, and the cycle repeats...... It's really a good exercise for my hearing, but it's Chinese listening, sometimes I can't hear a word clearly, and the whole song has to start all over again......

is how much patience is required,

This time, my sister and I have the same hobbies, and we both like to copy lyrics, but she will never copy lyrics in an Internet café, only a stupid white sweet like me would do this, but I think it's good that it's meaningful, and I don't care what others think.

I took out the lyrics that I had copied by listening at home, and then looked at the computer screen, and it was like a bull's head and a horse's mouth......

Time was limited, so I started to revise the lyrics based on what I had written, and went back and started again.

……

Later, when my hand was about to cramp, I opened the buckle and slowed down, but the headphones were always hanging on my ears, enjoying the music, I really like music, but I don't have that talent, and when I sing, I am out of tune, but not to the point of being a music idiot.

Then open the Happy Farm in the buckle space.

Steal vegetables!

This was also one of the popular trends at the time, when stealing other people's vegetables, I would be extremely excited, and I would feel a sense of accomplishment when I saw that the vegetables I planted would grow slowly, but it was still a little ...... to see the vegetables I had grown stolen

Of course, you can also have baby penguins.

But when I stole vegetables, I found that there was a little shortcoming, and I didn't have many buckle friends, so where did I steal vegetables?

So, I took out the buckle number I copied and began to add friends......

I think that at the beginning, I really had no scruples, and I took the initiative to add all the students in the class, waiting for their consent, and I would only be so active in the online world.

If it were now, if you took the initiative to add someone, he might think that you were interesting to him......

But after all, they are all classmates, and if there is anything in the future, it is convenient to contact, maybe only I think so.

One of the G classmates, he is the "Prince of Lamps" who was canonized at the beginning of the school, and because of this, I am very impressed by him.

Later, I don't know how, no matter what I was doing, my peripheral eyes would always glance at where he was.

After entering the number, after a while, the buckle icon in the lower right corner suddenly flashed, and it was G who agreed to my friend request.

Open a dialog box.

I pretended not to know who the other party was

After all, I just learned English, and I couldn't help but want to show my hand, but since I hadn't had much contact with the computer before, my index finger typed down letter by letter on the keyboard:

「What's you name?」

"Didi, Di!" The familiar message prompt sounds (the prompt sound can be made up by yourself), and the icon in the lower right corner flashes again.

He replied, "You added me, and you still ask me?"

He continued, "Are you?"

"Guess?"

"Do you guess me?"

"Xu Xiaokui, you may not know me yet."

"I'm a little impressed......

No face to recall......

It's really childhood, naïve to the limit, but I didn't feel naïve at the time, and I thought it was fun, and the ghost knows what I was laughing at across the computer.

We chatted back and forth for a while, and found that there was still a lot of speculation and endless topics.

The first time the heart bang~ just opened. Then I wondered if it was love at first sight?

It seems like... Right......

It doesn't seem to be ......

After all, at that time, I didn't know what it was like to like it......

When I was still unsatisfied, a new interface suddenly popped up, showing "Your balance is insufficient, please renew." The computer will shut down in five minutes."

When the hour is up, the computer automatically shuts down......

This was the end of my first experience with an Internet café.

My sister and I walked home together, each with our own thoughts. Of course I don't know what she's thinking, and she doesn't know what I'm thinking.

And I'm still annoyed that I didn't say goodbye to him.

Alas~

When I went to the classroom the next day, maybe it was my own reason, I always felt very embarrassed, but in fact, when I arrived in the classroom, Student G was not ready to talk to me at all, could it be that he wanted me to take the initiative to greet him? I probably can't do it? I think it's better for girls not to be too proactive.

Later, I got used to it.

……

After that, I would go to the Internet café every Sunday afternoon for a fake Internet encounter.

After I logged in and buckled, I glanced at G's gray avatar, and I was a little disappointed......

"Ahem!" After a while, a prompt sound from the buckle was coming online!

I guessed it right with my careful thoughts.

Because he was a boarding student at the time, the boarding students' homes were far away from the school, otherwise he would not have chosen the dormitory, so he would do a shuttle home every Friday afternoon, and then come to school on Sunday afternoon, and study at night, and the boys had nothing to do when they came to school, so they could only go to the Internet café to play games! And I'm guessing he's online for three to four hours at a time.

Believe that all the chance encounters you think can come from someone else's "well-planned!" ”

While downloading music in the background, open the chat dialog again:

"What are you doing?" My former self was really proactive.

"Internet café games, what about you?"

"Boredom ......"

「……」

We talked like this for about an afternoon, and he also gave up his game, and he was very happy ^_^, but what exactly we talked about, let's leave it to the years.

……

Later, I found that my sister's mobile phone can log in to the Internet, because the battery is pasted with a network access permit, after research, it can really enter the network, although it is an elderly machine, but there is also a way.

At that time, I always had to beg her unrelentingly before I was willing to play with me for a while.

I've added a lot of buckles, and everyone will ask me a question:

"Are you?"

However, one thing that can be proven is that these children have mobile phones, and I am ......

I could only say that I was different from them as a comfort!

But when I accidentally played with my heart, I wanted to tease them, and I did everything possible not to tell them who I was.

Among them, there is a female classmate who is the first in the class, revealing a kind of arrogance in her bones. She was the same classmate as me when I was in the sixth grade, but she didn't have much to do with her, and when she first came to this class, only the two of us knew each other, and we walked together, but it only existed for a day, and soon she had new friends.

It was as if I had been "abandoned".

This is the reality, some people are not destined to be all the way, after all, we are not very familiar.

But this time, when I added friends, I also added her, joking as always, the difference is that I her off, I don't know what I said that I shouldn't have said, and the reply to everyone is the same.

But she was so indignant that I didn't tell her who I was, so she threatened to go to the class to check it out.

But I didn't take it seriously at the time, thinking that she was just talking. It's offline......

The next day,

When I came to the classroom, I saw my button number written on the blackboard......

I didn't expect it to be true, she joined forces with the current class leader, wrote my buckle number on the blackboard, and shouted everywhere in the class to ask, so I silently "got on the list".

I sat down in my place and glanced at G with my spare eyes, he shouldn't have broken me, he was the only one in the class who knew that the buckle number was mine, and he didn't look like someone who liked to sue, so I was relieved, maybe people didn't care what your number was.

……

I didn't admit it, and no one guessed it was me at the time, not only because I had a spare buckle number, but in fact, the real reason was because of my personality, and everyone commented on me as quiet, introverted, and unsmiling......

No one would have thought it was me, and then it was over.

Escaped like this haha.

I'm not cowardly, I just want to be stable, I don't want to provoke anyone, I don't want to offend anyone, and I don't want the previous things to happen again......

This school is good everywhere, but every time I pass by that private elementary school on the way to school, although it has changed now, it still leaves an indelible shadow on my heart!

Oh, yes! I'm vulnerable, and I'll speculate for a long time about the random look that someone throws at me, and then try not to cause trouble to others......

Sometimes I feel tired to live like this......