The next day.

"Xiaokui, your Xiaobai is back! Come and take a look~" Dad's voice suddenly sounded.

I sat up abruptly, not even bothering to play with my phone.

Xiaobai is back?

Is my little white back?

However, how could Xiaobai come back?

Immediately ran out of the door to find out, it was indeed Xiaobai, but it was another Xiaobai, almost the same, but it was different, it felt different, I could see it.

It's not a novice at all.

Now that Dad has bought it back, I think it's probably to prevent me from being sad and sad, it's really sad, Dad also has a heart, and they all say that father's love is speechless, I now believe it, maybe he loves me, after all, I shouldn't be so hostile to my family.

No matter what, family will always be the strongest backing!

It's the destination.

However, in the face of this little white, the indescribable feeling is actually not very happy, although the appearance is the same, but it is different.

It is not, and cannot be, a novice.

However, after all, it's also a life, so let's raise it together, and we can't kill another one, in fact, I haven't completely come out of the shadows of yesterday, so let's leave it at that.

This little white is also very cute.

Its life should be hard, intuition.

After I accepted it, Xiao Hei disagreed, and put the two of them in a cage, but they always fought, and Xiao Hei relied on the size of his body to bully the weak like this.

After all, Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai are a family, and it is reasonable that this messy Xiao Xiaobai will not accept it.

It's normal.

In order to prevent them from fighting, I work hard every day, as long as I have time, I keep an eye on them, and then persuade them to fight, which has become my daily routine.

And you won't get bored.

This is also the first time I think raising rabbits is such a fun thing, rabbits are very cute, so please don't eat rabbits.

A strange phenomenon is that the little rabbit that was bought for us is obviously raised, how can I always raise it, it seems that I can only raise it, and my sister and brother can't count on it at all.

They are just a momentary novelty, at most they just take a look and care.

As for the details, I'll have to do it.

And I was like an intern rabbit slave, I began to check all kinds of information and sort out, and wrote out all the taboos, so as not to encounter something like yesterday, which was too self-reproachful, and I never wanted to experience it a second time.

also lost such a cute little white.

Sad, it can't be calmed down for a long time......

Ay!

However, dealing with these puppies and bunnies every day is happy and free.

By the way, I still like kittens, although it is cold, but I think my kitten will not be very cold, it must be very clingy, looking forward to the future kittens.

Hopefully it will come sooner.

Because, I don't want to always envy other people's cats, other people's are always someone else's.

Or the best and closest to yourself.

……

Class reunions.

The class reunion after the college entrance examination is something that every class will organize, and I didn't plan to go there, after all, it is also voluntary.

However, when I thought about it later, it was also a party in the class, and I was a member of the class, so it didn't seem good if I didn't go, and Mr. Hai was so kind to me.

So, after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to go.

It's just a party, and if you don't go, the whole high school doesn't seem to be complete.

Go ahead.

That afternoon, I was going to go straight to the meeting place, but Alin was going to get my hair done, and I was about to cut my hair, so I went to her first.

When I came to the barbershop, I showed the barber uncle the hairstyle to be cut, but he hesitated and began to ask me repeatedly, I wondered, why every time I want to cut my hair, there will be questions from the barber, is it strange?

I also know it's not good-looking, but I just want to cut off the past, start over, and start a new life, and this time, it's really short, it's the kind of short hair that reaches the ears.

I actually regretted it after cutting, but life is about trying.

After getting my sure voice, he started to get his hands dirty, and it cut quickly, except that my hair was the most annoying kind of little sandroll, so it needed to be permed, it might be better.

So, the perm began.

I still don't know how to refuse.

I felt permed for a long time, I was very tired and tired from sitting, and then Alin couldn't wait and left early, and soon, the party was about to start, and I was in a hurry, but there was nothing I could do, and the whole afternoon passed like this, just as the party began, just as I finished my hair.

It's a lot of money, and I can't bear to cut my love.

……

Go directly to the Grand Hotel.

When I arrived at my destination and walked in, everyone was shocked, it was for my short hair, which was nothing.

But, again, Alin didn't even have my seat, she was next to her boyfriend, it was embarrassing, I didn't know where to sit, and at that moment, a broad, secure arm opened to me, it was salt.

Every time I'm alone, it's her behind me, thanks to the salt!

Again the disappointment with Alin, why is she always like this? I really can't figure it out.

Didn't understand what she was doing.

Ay!

I graduated from high school, and we are adults, so those hidden couples in the class are also blatantly holding hands and having no scruples, is it because of this that Alin abandoned me?

Sad.

It's really sad.

Maybe it's helping me consolidate my young mind, exercise not to be so fragile, there will be a lot of such things in the future, and, what is this, isn't it just abandoned, although again and again, but just don't care.

She thought I would forget, but I wouldn't.

It is also impossible to forget.

I remember everyone being good to me and not remembering well.

……

Immediately after that, the party began.

First of all, Mr. Hai came to the stage to speak, and he said goodbye to us very sincerely, which is also a summary.

For the summary of these three years.

Behind the big screen are photos of each of us, and I finally understand the meaning of the original photo, it turns out that this is what it is.

Suddenly, there were some tears in my eyes.

After Mr. Hai finished speaking, I looked back and looked at the students around me, especially the girls, who were wearing heavy makeup and dressing up with flowers, and then looked at myself, what they were.

It's not a grade at all, and I want to run away in an instant.

Fortunately, there is salt next to me, otherwise I really don't know what to do, it will be very embarrassing, I am like I am from the village.

With this hair now, the earth will explode.

Later, the classmates sang passionately, and the enthusiasm was high, and this was the last time I saw these classmates, and in the future, I'm afraid no one will remember my existence.

Pretty good.

I didn't want to exist.

Next, Mr. Hai began to toast all kinds of toasts, table by table, after the toast, suddenly a person came behind him, it was student B, he looked at me, I was a little flattered, and then raised a smile and raised the wine glass.

I don't understand his initiative to toast.

After all, it was the person I liked, and I was quite flustered at the time, but I didn't show it, and I couldn't let others see it, right?

I don't have the courage to show my heart for fear of rejection.

After drinking this glass of wine, we felt like goodbye, like goodbye, I think, he must have sensed my intentions, and must have given me a response, that is, goodbye.

I know.

There is no possibility, and there is no possibility, between us.

It's over.

It's time for me to give up, isn't that what I meant to cut this hairstyle?

Goodbye, maybe we will meet again in the future, and then, I will definitely not like him, let go, maybe it's hard.

So, I'll try.

Try to put it down.

I came to a group photo again, the last group photo, today's party is half over, and then I want to go to KTV, originally I didn't plan to go, but Alin insisted, I couldn't resist her, so I went, KTV only, anyway, it's not the first time to go.

But actually, I have a bit of a shadow on that place, and when I go there, I always think of some things, some bad things.

A few of us are in a smaller KTV, there are few people, and it is very quiet, not like the other one next to it, super noisy.

That's what a light bar feels like.

Student B sings very well, he is considered a Maiba, with the microphone, it seems to have become the lead singer here, today is more like his home field, he likes folk songs, and I have tried to make myself like folk songs, but I found that it can't be done, I still can't do it.

After today, I understood my heart, and I really couldn't help but come if I didn't like it.

I also want to give up liking him.

Take your time, forget slowly, it'll always be fine.

On this day, I posted a circle of friends, which is a small video, and the protagonist of the video is classmate B, there must be many people who haven't found it, and careful people will always find it.

I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to record it.

Recording today's encounter may be the last, after all, this is a vigorous crush, and there is only one person's joys and sorrows, just because of him.

It's time to wrap it up.

came in a hurry, and ended in a hurry.

……

June 23rd.

It was the day of the college entrance examination results, and I waited until 12 o'clock in the morning to try to enter the website, but the score checking website collapsed.

It's because there are too many people, after all, everyone is waiting for this moment, and it is said that it collapses every year.

I really couldn't wait for the website, so I sent a text message to check the score, and the text message was sent, but I couldn't wait for a reply.

So far in 2020, I still haven't replied, so I didn't send it by mistake??! Impossible!

Wait, wait......

There is still no movement, and the amazing thing is that many students have now checked their scores.

I was thinking if the score was too low and didn't want me to check it. Afraid of hitting my fragile heart? It's impossible! There are a lot of students who have lower scores than me.

In short, it's weird.

At this time, my sister has fallen asleep, and she fell asleep after reading her grades, I admire her big heart, if it were me, I would definitely not be able to do it, because she just crossed the score line for a few points, so she can still sleep?

Oh, my God!

It's amazing.

Keep refreshing, refreshing, refreshing......

After countless refreshes, suddenly, really suddenly, I seem to see my own results, which is a result that I don't want to accept, very bleak, just one word, miserable!

Ay!

Is that really the case?

After zooming in, reconfirm, yes, that's true, that's the result, and I have to accept it, not high, but not very low either.

I really tried.

It's really a boat against the current, if you don't advance, you will retreat, at this moment I seem to be suffocated, or a little difficult to accept, is this really the result? If yes, can I choose not to face it?

Speechless.

Extremely sad.

The mood at the moment really can't be described in words, watching my sister sleep extremely peacefully, why? I really can't figure out if I'm too vulnerable???!

The moment I saw the results, I really collapsed, let alone sleeping, I couldn't even laugh, I was full of helplessness, where did I study? Got the books back again? Left ear in and right ear out?

Oh, my God!

As far as this grade is concerned, I really find it difficult to accept, and when I ask my classmates everywhere, almost all of them are higher than mine, except for some bad ones.

This time it's a double whammy, it's really never going to be better again, it's not going to be better, really!

And there is no chance left, all hope is lost, listen! It was the sound of heartbreak, lying on the bed, unable to calm down for a long time, tossing and turning, unable to sleep at all.

Thinking about the future.

Where is the future, I am very confused.

In case you can't get into college, if you don't get in, in case you ......

In short, the result is not good, and now the whole body is filled with sadness, and sadness is sadness.

However, there is no way back.

Dad seems to be quite satisfied with this result, he should not know the sinister nature of this society, he does not know the grade of the college entrance examination score, my score is medium, but it is either on the upper side, or it is a very medium score, which is very dangerous.

What is unacceptable must be accepted after all.

……

The next day, the school organized all the art candidates in the third year of high school to go to the school to conduct a mock online report, which was also the most efficient one in the school, which was good.

It's just this result, where should I report? It seems that there are very few schools to choose from, and there are very few options for the arts, but now there are even fewer of them, and there are simply very few!

I'm afraid that when the time comes, nothing will be reported, and it will be cold, and after studying hard for so many years, nothing will fall.

Is that really all I can do?

When I came to school again, I still couldn't accept this reality, and my sullenness became my signature expression, and I really couldn't laugh.

You can see the results, but you can't see the hope.

Maybe I should think about the good now, maybe I can see the light of day? Maybe there's still a lot of hope? Maybe......

In short, I still feel that there is little hope.

Don't want to kid yourself.

However, when simulating online newspapers, there is indeed a lot of hope, but this is only a simulation and does not represent anything.

Ay!

I can't help but sigh.

These days, my life is to eat, sleep, and watch school......

Nope.

That's all.

……

Volunteer for this day.

My sister and I came to the Internet café early to fill in the volunteers, and my sister invited a sister who had volunteered to help us, and I should really thank her.

Special thanks to her.

From eight o'clock in the morning to five o'clock in the evening, this time period, the whole day, have to stay in front of the computer, refreshing their rankings, we art students, are the first batch of students to report online, just after the scores, very soon.

There is also very little time to choose, after all, there is nothing to choose from because the score is too low.

Too many restrictions.

All kinds of temptations, all kinds of changes, at the beginning it was very stable, and finally when the online report was about to be closed, that is, at half past four, the crazy moment came.

I think everyone has experienced this moment.

The high-scoring players returned, they came to squeeze us, and watching their rankings "brush brush ......" fall, at this moment, I panicked.

Very panicked.

I can only change my volunteer in an instant, and take refuge in the most stable art college, which was only stable at the beginning, and then began to fall down, Xiaopang's major, I was squeezed down, and my sister's major, if I went in, then she would be squeezed out, so it was impossible for me to go.

After trying all kinds of majors, I chose Chubby's major, but it was dangerous.

It's really dangerous.

At the last minute, I was squeezed out again!

The sister next to her said: "I feel like applying for that unpopular major, fast!" ”

I didn't have time to reply, so I immediately changed my volunteer, just at the last second, I reported in, the time was closed, the online report was suspended, and every minute and second were particularly accurate.

I was stunned!

Until it refreshes again, the picture freezes.

"Is this in the newspaper?" I asked confusedly.

"Yes! It's reported, great! "That sister was even happier than I was, and then she went to tell my legend to others.

Is it really reported?

Thrilling! Stimulate!

At that moment just now, I really thought that I couldn't report it and was going to get out of gear, but I didn't expect it......

The world didn't give up on me!

It's so fun.

Immediately afterwards, Mr. Hai's message came, asking about my situation, so I took this freeze-frame picture and sent it to Mr. Hai, who also gave me a thumbs up.

He's genuinely happy for me.

Next, the class teacher sent a congratulatory text message to each parent, and there were only four undergraduates in our class, and I was one of them, and so was student B.

We both went to university, albeit at different universities.

My sister and Xiaopang are in the same university, the art college, it sounds pretty good, and the school should be very good, and I'm already looking forward to it.

Fantasizing about the scene of the university.

I heard from that sister that the dormitory of the art college is very good.

Not bad.

It's just that I applied for this major......

It's kind of weird, design, so, what kind of major is this? The unheard, the unseen.

Baidu can't explain it clearly, but seeing that it is said to be based on learning theoretical knowledge, I was a little confused, thinking, what is the future of that.

No matter what, it's a big deal to change majors at the beginning of school!

On the way home after volunteering, I met Xu by chance, and I heard him say that he was also an art college, but he was out of gear, and he was almost ......

It's really a pity that he was squeezed out.

And I, who applied for this major at the last second, did I also squeeze out a classmate at that time?

I can only be sorry, people don't do it for themselves, and the heavens and the earth will be destroyed.

Of course, you are the most important thing.

For universities, there are many unknowns, and everything is really unknown.

Well, my university has been chosen, so I'm a prospective college student, happy.