Chapter 29: Nightmare
Ruge was lying in bed tossing and turning, she was excited when her father came back, and Jin Bo's question ruined the originally relaxed and happy family atmosphere. She is really unfilial, she is such a big person, and she worries her parents.
Whether Jin Bo was sincere or false, she couldn't figure it out. seems to be sincere, but why don't others say that she is good, and he thinks she is good, and I am afraid that he can't even tell how much sincerity he has.
Once he accepts her like this, when he is fresh, where will he put himself? And like before, cold to her?
Or maybe it's just that his parents need him to find a reliable daughter-in-law, and she is decent, enthusiastic, and thrifty, and she must be a good hand in life. In the town, she is the most suitable candidate, but she is willing to only be a cow and a horse for others?
Maybe she would like to make cows and horses for others, but Jin Bo is an exception. She loves him like that, she doesn't want the love she gets from him to be unequal, she needs to maintain her precarious dignity, and if she can't even get it, she'd rather find a suitable person and marry casually.
But is she really willing? has loved for many years, and finally is about to keep the clouds open and see the moon. The temptation was big enough that she wanted to be a moth to the fire.
But can she bear the fate of a moth to a fire? Even if she can bear it, how sad will her parents who have worked hard to raise her for many years be. How sad would her beloved brothers and sisters be, and could she bear to plunge her beloved family into endless sorrow?
What the hell is she going to do with him, Jinbo? This villain, why does he like to let her get into trouble so much, just relying on her love for him, acting so unscrupulously?
The town is so small, people almost know each other, he picks her up every day, what do others think of her? After a long time, others will think that her eyes are above the top, and even the most handsome guy in the town can't look down on her. Once this incident has a bad impact on her, it may indirectly affect the work she depends on, which she cannot afford.
This guy simply roasted her on the fire, and he couldn't do it without agreeing to her. Once this thought came out, it scared her into a cold sweat. It's really a good calculation, she really underestimates him.
Dressed in the cloak of infatuation, he sends each other every day to make people sympathize with him; and tempted her with sweet words, so that she could not resist it; and then showed her the signature healing smile that fascinated thousands of girls, so that she was intoxicated and couldn't extricate herself. Step by step, he fell into the gentle trap he carefully designed. Such a powerful scheming and wonderful idea, she couldn't help but applaud.
She was deceived by his bright and sunny appearance like a white rabbit, this black-bellied and shameless guy, I didn't expect it to be a fierce wolf, who bullied her so much. She still thinks that he is just a brainless boy who is outside of gold and jade, and he is defeated in it.
He was the experienced hunter, and she was the prey he had eyed, and he had been hunting her for a long time. He was not in a hurry, and was watching his prey make its final death throes.
Promise him that he will succeed in his scheme. If he doesn't promise him, he will continue to stalk and embarrass her. Is there no other way out for her?
The more I think about it, the more scared I become, and the more I think about it, the more sad I become. Ruge, who couldn't bear it, finally burst into tears, letting her tears wet her pillow, tired and scared, she cried and fell asleep.
In the dream, she dreamed that she agreed to Jin Bo despite the opposition of her parents and the dissuasion of her younger siblings. After getting married, Jin Bo finally showed a hideous and terrifying face, humiliated her with the most vicious words every day, and her parents also dictated to her, and he also asked him to work overtime to make money, and all the money he earned had to be handed over to him. In their family, she has become a puffed bag who is bullied, and she has been living in dire straits, without any happiness at all.
She also dreamed that she had given birth to a lovely son. And her hateful mother-in-law didn't even let her touch her son, scolding her for being nothing more than his family's fertility tool and money-making machine. The mother-in-law scolded her for wanting to get her son's love, which was a fool's dream. Her father-in-law never helped her and let her wife bully her.
In the end, she was unbearable, suffered from depression, and became sensitive and suspicious, crazy and stupid. Her parents were worried about her and wept all day long, and her younger siblings were also pointed at because of what happened to her.
At the age of 36, she suffered from breast cancer in her prime. He immediately drew a line with her and divorced her decisively. Chronic depression made it impossible for her to work, she was fired from her employer, and now she lost her marriage when she was seriously ill, and her elderly and frail parents took her home.
Her parents went bankrupt to help her with her illness, and her younger siblings were also in high debt because of her, and they treated their closest family members, and they did not complain.
Lying on the hospital bed, she regretted the marriage she chose impulsively, how unfilial she was, let her elderly parents bear the pain of almost losing their daughter, and put the pressure of life on the younger siblings who were not wealthy.
In less than half a year, with infinite guilt for her relatives and her infinite reluctance to life, she died and left this world forever.
Ruge, who was awakened by a nightmare in the morning, found that the pillow towel was almost soaked. What happened in the dream was as clear as the real thing, and she couldn't help but tremble.
She vowed that she would never allow herself to fall into such an unbearable situation. She wants her parents to be proud of her and her younger siblings to love her forever. I am not sure of the sincerity of Jin Bo and his family, and will never agree to him. She has to take control of her life.
She cleaned up her mood, got up to wash, and saw that the girl in the mirror had red and swollen eyes, a melancholy face, and completely lost her former look. If her parents saw it, she didn't know how worried they would be, and she must not let them see it, so she hurriedly said hello to her parents, who were busy in the kitchen, and staggered out of the house.
"Why is this kid in such a hurry? I didn't even bother to eat breakfast. "Mother talks to herself.
"Maybe there is an urgent matter in the unit, the child is so old, don't worry about her, she will solve the breakfast herself." Ru Father is relaxed.
"You men are just careless, you didn't pay attention to your daughter's hesitation yesterday? She still couldn't let go of that stinky boy in her heart, and she must have been thinking about it again last night. ”
"Our daughter is a dead eye, there are many men in the world, she has to hang herself on a tree. What can I do if I suffer a loss when the time comes? The daughter of a miserable life. Ru Father looked worried.
"If the daughter really has to be that kid, what can we do, parents can't be strong with their children. Especially our eldest daughter, her temper is more stubborn than yours, and she can't pull back ten cows for what she recognizes. Rumu began to sigh.
"That child is not the debt of his parents, he is all wrongdoers." As the father sighed.
Because the couple was worried about their daughter, they had no taste for breakfast. Even the joy of the other children's coming could not dilute their present sorrow.