Chapter 8: Lonely Waiting, Paranoid Love

Han Yiyi woke up from the table on her stomach, and it was already one o'clock in the morning. I don't know if it's because I have a child, but recently the whole person is often sleepy, and often in a trance, I will remember a lot of previous things, and those things are in front of me, but it has been a long time.

No matter what she and Chen Qingran have become like now, Chen Qingran's mother has always treated her as her own.

"It looks like he won't be back tonight, and we've become like this now, as I promised." Han Yiyi looked at the dishes on the table with lonely eyes and muttered to herself, whether she was really wrong to insist on making such a decision at the beginning, but to this day she tells herself that she has no regrets.

The sound of the door opening came from the living room, and Han Yiyi came to the living room, "Qingran, you're back."

Chen Qingran was full of alcohol, "I'll make you a cup of honey water to drink, relieve hangover and nourish your stomach." Han Yiyi said intimately.

"Don't be busy, let's sit down and talk." Han Yiyi was stunned, it had been a long time, she couldn't remember how long it had been, Chen Qingran didn't call her Yiyi, Han Yiyi sat quietly beside Chen Qingran.

Chen Qingran frowned, "Actually, I know about your pregnancy, but we can't have this child, it was a mistake for him from the beginning."

He is our child, he is not an accident, and the fact that he has come proves that he is destined for us. I want this child, I can listen to you for everything else, but I won't. Han Yiyi said emotionally.

"Yiyi, we are all young, you are only 22 years old this year, there is still a long way to go, and none of us know what we will be like in the future."

"You have no confidence in our future, Chen Qingran, I think you understand one thing, no matter what happens to us in the future, I promise that this child will be quiet and will not let him disturb you."

"Han Yiyi, what do you want me to say, anyway, I won't be a qualified father, it's already like this between us, why should you be irresponsible and take a more innocent child. You shouldn't be selfish and decide to give birth to this child, do you want him to be like you in the future, have parents to give birth to him, no parents to teach, grow up in that environment, like you are now, we can't afford this responsibility, I don't want him to blame us in the future. ”

"He will never be like me, he has a father and a mother, he will have a complete home, Chen Qingran I have known you since I was a child, I know that you will be a good father."

"Han Yiyi, what do I have to say before you understand, is it really okay for us to be like this now, how long do you have to lie to yourself, how long will we torture each other, I can tell you clearly that even if I have children in the future, it will not be with you. Do you know, we have known each other since childhood, but I have always treated you as a sister, but now I am more and more disgusted with you, I hate this family, the love between us has long been exhausted little by little, why are you so selfish, you want to blackmail me with your child, why do you want to touch my bottom line. ”

After speaking, Chen Qingran couldn't help but feel that his words might be heavier, and he couldn't control his emotions after drinking, Han Yiyi was obviously a little irritated after hearing it: "Why are you not very selfish, you even deprived him of the right to be born, this is my child, even if I don't have you, I can still bring him up and raise him, and I don't need you to care about it at all." ”。

Chen Qingran almost lost his mind: "It's just up to you Han Yiyi, why are you, just because you forced me to marry you before you finished college, or did you go out to work seriously, or did you come out with the same style as you were a little sister back then, or did you want to use your brother to press me again, I'm really fed up." Chen Qingran slammed the door and walked out.

Han Yiyi muttered to herself: "Now even you always leave me here alone like this, I'm not here to blackmail you, even if we really don't have a future in the future, I won't use this child to blackmail you, it's just a sustenance for me to live." ”

Han Yiyi sat lonely on the sofa in the living room, the night was dark, and her heart was cold.

During the lunch break, Li Wei enthusiastically told the roommates that the roommates who were interested in the recruitment staff of the small theater troupe could actively sign up to participate, but the response was unexpected, because the roommates responded coldly.

"I'm a man who doesn't flow into outsiders' fields, Sasha, are you interested?" Li Wei began to name them one by one.

Sasha, who slept on the top bunk, replied seriously: "My image and character can't be an actor." ”

"In addition to the actors, there are staff, curtain pullers, props managers, and financing personnel of the External Relations Department, club activities can add credits, and the staff of the small drama troupe have a subsidy, a daily subsidy of 100 yuan, and I am responsible for this recruitment, and the number of places is limited." After Li Wei finished talking about the reason, the roommates suddenly began to sign up actively.

"Then now all the students who are actively signing up tell me about the position you want to apply for."

Sasha, Pingping and Sister Juan said in unison: "Curtain puller." ”

"Why is this job so sought-after?" Li Wei is confused, this is more fierce than the competition for actors.

Ping Ping said with interest: "You work in the repertory troupe, don't you know the story of the former curtain puller's braids?" ”

Li Wei shook his head, indicating that he was not impressed.

"The girl with big pigtails is an ordinary girl like us, but she has lived a different life, and that is an idol." Ping Ping said with a look of adoration.

Ping Ping told the story of the girl with big pigtails with passion, and the girl with big pigtails did not apply to become an actress, so she left a wonderful chapter in the repertory troupe as a staff member as a curtain puller. The girl with big braids insists on not using automatic unveiling equipment, and does her own body routine, every opening, midtime, curtain call never misses every link, she has waist-length hair, braided thick braids, methodical, not in a hurry, in front of Mu, leaving the back of the floral skirt and the big braids to the audience, shaking the braids with their own unique knots, from entering the drama club to graduation is two years, so that the audience remembers the back of this big braid, not only is it well-known, but also has become a representative of a generation of behind-the-scenes personnel, Also received love. ”

"Wow, it's so distinctive, will it be exciting for me to tell the story of the big pigtails in my next drama work, what is her name? There are no photos. Li Wei found this very interesting.

Sister Juan said helplessly: "As an ordinary public, people seem to only remember her big braids, but ignore her appearance and name, so big braids have a story but cannot be regarded as a popular figure." ”

"It's a pity, why didn't I remember this character when I was in the drama club before." Li Wei said with a sigh.

"You used to be one of the leading actors of the drama club, how can you remember this character every day."

Li Wei smiled a little unnaturally: "I have now retreated into the background, so if you are interested in the staff of the repertory troupe, we can set off, and there is a recruitment this afternoon." ”

Li Wei interviewed with his recruited partners, so he had a better rehearsal time than scheduled. The small theater of the repertory troupe is divided into a number of independent plays, each crew has its own small team, including screenwriters, choreographers, actors, props teams, and even the external relations department to recruit sponsorship funds. Li Wei is currently one of the screenwriters of the one-act play in the Department of Architecture, and recently her creation has had a bottleneck, for example, there are only ideals, and she has been stunned for several days about the love story. Li Wei has been looking for inspiration everywhere lately.

At this moment, other crews are rehearsing romantic dramas, Li Wei and his friends sit down quietly, and they may be able to get inspiration by appreciating it attentively. This group is not quite the same as their repertoire, unlike their original work, which is a rehearsal of the classic hit drama "Rhino in Love".

Li Wei is fascinated, a man falls in love with a woman, and does everything a person can do for her, the protagonist in the play, Ma Lu's love for Ming Ming is full of paranoia in the eyes of others. Even in rehearsals, the performances of the male and female protagonists were delicate, and the story came to an end, and Li Wei couldn't help but applaud.

The actor of the road saw Li Wei step down in surprise: "Li Wei, you are here." ”

Li Wei didn't have much impression of this person, but seeing her attitude towards herself, Li Wei decided that it was likely to be an acquaintance: "You guys acted so well." ”

"Of course, so don't worry, my back wave will definitely shoot you to death. Li Sheng, don't forget who is your current partner. "The female lead suddenly appeared between them.

"We'll talk when we have time." The actor left the battlefield between women without gunpowder.

Pingping whispered and kindly reminded Li Wei in his ear: "The previous heroine of this drama was you." Li Wei was shocked, the former starring was herself, and the current starring actor seemed to be a little familiar as if she had seen it, Li Wei carefully recalled that it was Cheng Hui that day, no wonder she was always hostile to herself.

Li Wei's moment of silence inexplicably caused Cheng Hui's attack: "If you want to comment that I am not as good as you, I admit it, because you are like a road, a person who is so paranoid about love and does not know it, and you are absolutely familiar with playing such a role because you empathize." In the past, every time you officially performed, you would force Shen Yu to sit in front of you to watch your performance, you don't know how embarrassed his face was. ”

"Cheng Hui, where did I provoke you, let you see me so unhappy, and look for thorns every time."

"Look at me, the first person to find fault is you Li Wei, I couldn't look down on my fiancé before, and I always like to blame others."

"What fiancé, Cheng Hui, you make it clear."

"Oh yes, I don't know if Shen Yu is your fiancé now. After all, it's the one who escaped from your engagement ceremony. If you are his fiancée, you should prepare his homecoming banquet very ceremoniously tonight, and you should not waste time in the theater. ”

Li Wei stood up suddenly and stood in front of Cheng Hui: "What nonsense are you talking about, if you don't say it clearly, you are not allowed to leave." ”

"Li Wei, you are here again, but unfortunately I am not the Cheng Hui I used to be, get out of the way, you are angry but you have the ability to go to Shen Yu's homecoming banquet, what I said is the truth, what kind of ability do you have to lose your temper with me here." Cheng Hui shook off Li Wei and looked at her with disdain and turned to leave.