Chapter 636: His Baby
There was such a big thing, Xiao Duo naturally couldn't continue to stay, An Yan and they simply took Xiao Duo home.
Along the way, Xiao Duo was exceptionally silent, and she sat on the safety seat without saying a word, like an unconscious ragdoll.
She doesn't seem to want to communicate with anyone, just immersed in her own world.
An Yan felt distressed and guilty, she softened her voice and asked her in a low voice, "Xiao Duo, is there any injury other than her face?" β
Xiao Duo didn't say a word, and An Yan was not good, now she directly unbuttoned her clothes to check, and she could only be secretly anxious.
An Yan comforted: "Xiao Duo, everything has passed, don't be afraid." β
Xiao Duo suddenly turned her head and stared at An Yan with her eyes, "Is it that without my parents, I will be bullied and ridiculed forever?" β
An Yan was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then she only felt very sad, her eyes were red, and she felt even more guilty.
She reached out and hugged Xiao Duo into her arms, her eyes glistening with tears, "Xiao Duo, don't be sad, me and Twilight Yao are your parents, you can call us that in the future, okay?" β
Xiao Duo broke free of her embrace and said loudly to An Yan: "It's not!" It's fake! It's all fake! You're not my mom and dad, they're dead and they'll never come back to me. β
Xiao Duo couldn't cry as she spoke.
The crystal tears fell, like a knife falling on An Yan's heart, she was extremely uncomfortable, and guilt was like a cup of bitter wine that drowned her heart entirely.
At the moment, it seems that there is nothing to do but say sorry.
An Yan knew that no matter how much compensation she gave Xiao Duo, she couldn't make up for her parents' position in her heart.
But people can't always stop moving, people always have to go through a lot of pain and ups and downs in this life, a little bit in such pain to grow and transform, just like a butterfly that breaks the cocoon before it completely breaks its shell, it always has to struggle, except for herself, no one can help her.
But what if this pain was something she shouldn't have experienced?
An Yan always couldn't help but think that if he hadn't appeared in that small mountain village at the beginning, he wouldn't have met Gu Zicheng in the future, and Xiao Duo's family wouldn't have suffered an unwarranted disaster.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Duo, I'm sorry ......" An Yan stubbornly hugged Xiao Duo, also crying bitterly.
In her life, she can be regarded as having a clear conscience, except for Xiao Duo's family, even if she exhausts her whole life, she can't make up for it.
Qin Duyao took in this scene from the rearview mirror, and he was inevitably worried.
Fortunately, in the following time, Xiao Duo did not continue to make trouble, but just curled up on one side alone, without saying a word.
When I returned to Jingyuan, it was completely dark, and after dinner, Xiao Duo went back to the room alone.
An Yan followed and wanted to talk to her, but found that she had closed the door, and after a while, the light in the room went out.
An Yan went downstairs with some frustration.
Qin Duyao felt uncomfortable when she saw her like this.
This mood lasted until late at night, and An Yan tossed and turned, making it difficult to sleep.
The night was as deep as thick ink, but An Yan's heart was still as hot as a fire, and all his internal organs felt restless.
She simply sat up, ready to go see Xiao Duo. Seeing that her mood was wrong, Qin Duyao reached out and hugged her waist.
"What's wrong? Can't sleep? β
"I'm still a little worried, Xiao Duo is still so young, and I encountered that kind of thing today...... When I was in the car today, I knew that she really blamed me, after all, I killed her parents. An Yan's mood was very low.
Seeing this, Qin Duyao sighed, "Don't be too sad, Xiao Duo is still young now, I believe that after a while, she will slowly forget her parents and regard this place as her real home." β
An Yan shook her head and said: "I don't want her to forget her parents, they are heroes and my saviors, I don't want them to be forgotten, but I don't want Xiao Duo to be immersed in the past all the time." β
Qin Duyao touched her hair soothingly, "I know what you think, An Yan, don't worry, everything will slowly get better." β
An Yan frowned, "Dui Yao, why did you say that Xiao Duo was so abnormal recently, the last time I went to the nursing home, Aunt Lan also reminded me to pay attention to Xiao Duo's emotions, do you think she was stimulated by something?" β
Qin Duyao also felt that this matter was a little strange, it stands to reason that the matter of Xiao Duo's parents has been so long, and when they first passed away, Xiao Duo's emotions were not so excited, why did she become so concerned about the death of her parents now?
Qin Duyao remembered that Xiao Duo disappeared in the playground that day, and remembered that Xiao Duo ran out because she saw a woman like her mother, Qin Duyao felt that maybe it was because of the stimulation that this woman caused to Xiao Duo.
Seeing that Qin Duyao was silent, An Yan said strangely: "What's the matter, Duyao, do you have any ideas?" β
Qin Duyao's words came to his mouth and swallowed again, because he suddenly remembered that An Yan didn't know about Xiao Duo's disappearance before.
"It's nothing, I just think maybe we should find a time to take Xiao Duo to see a psychiatrist."
"This ...... Is it necessary? Xiao Duo's situation is not so serious, is it? β
"It's because her current symptoms are not serious that she should be treated and relieved in time to eliminate her negative emotions in time."
Hearing this, An Yan felt that there was some truth in his words, but he was worried that Xiao Duo would reject this kind of thing.
"What if Xiao Duo doesn't want to?"
"I won't let her notice it, I know a more reliable psychiatrist, who specializes in psychological counseling for children and teenagers, and is also very kind, if you don't feel at ease, I can arrange for you to meet first, and you can find out for yourself."
"How can I not be at ease with what you arranged, then do it."
An Yan sighed, Qin Duyao leaned over and kissed the corner of her lips, "An Yan baby, since Xiao Duo's matter is solved, shouldn't you leave some energy for me, huh?" β
"Huh?" An Yan was stunned for a moment, and when he realized what Qin Duyao meant, his face instantly turned red.
"It's almost late at night, sleep!" An Yan wrapped his whole body in the quilt, looking like a silkworm baby.
Qin Duyao smiled dumbly, hugged her tightly with the quilt, and pretended to be aggrieved: "Baby, you rolled up the quilt, do you want to freeze me to death?" β
After a while, An Yan stumbled and loosened the quilt, and Qin Duyao took advantage of the situation to get in, hugged her waist with satisfaction, and kissed her behind the ear.
Being troubled by Qin Duyao like this, An Yan's boredom was much less, and he gradually fell asleep peacefully.
Listening to the sound of even breathing in his ears, Qin Duyao's heart slowly settled down, his baby should have been happy, and the rest of the things should be left to him.