Chapter 53 The house is empty when the man is gone
Chen Qingran returned home from the hospital, since Han Yiyi's accident, he suddenly had some inexplicable resistance to this home, and he has been sleeping in the hotel and has not returned here.
As soon as you enter the door, the living room is black and empty, and the whole home looks deserted. Suddenly, for a moment, Chen Qingran felt a little, in the past, no matter how late he came back, there would always be a lamp in this living room for himself, because there was someone here who would wait for him to go home, but now the same house, the same furnishings, but it feels like there is no temperature.
Chen Qingran sat on the sofa and was a little distracted, looking at the scene in front of him before Han Yiyi's final departure, the home clothes were casually thrown on the armrests of the sofa, this is Han Yiyi's habit, there are still a bunch of pregnant women's books and some pregnancy health products on the table, he even has some illusions, as if nothing has happened, because now the real situation has completely deviated from the previous life trajectory.
Chen Qingran came back to his senses, now is no better than in the past, thinking that he will take Han Yiyi back the day after tomorrow, instead of not knowing how to face Han Yiyi and start over with her, it is better to do something practical, such as putting away these things that can make people feel sad.
Chen Qingran, who never does housework and does not touch the spring water with his ten fingers, starts to clean up little by little from the living room with a calm temperament, but the amount of work is larger than he expected, because there are too many things to clean up, too fine. At this time, Chen Qingran felt for the first time that he needed to be prepared to welcome the arrival of a new life, and Han Yiyi accumulated little by little, filling the entire space and corners.
Chen Qingran put these things together and piled them together, originally thinking of packing them directly and throwing them away, but suddenly he was a little unbearable, he took some effort to transfer this pile of things to the baby room, and the bed in that room suddenly evoked his own memories, this is probably the only thing he did for this child, this cleaning up is also manual work, he was a little tired, sitting on the edge of the bed, although the child with Han Yiyi was not what he was expecting, but in fact, he still acquiesced in his heart to the arrival of this child, Chen Qingran had not imagined all kinds of situations that would happen, but only the current situation, such a result, was unexpected.
Finally cleaned up, it was already tossed until the middle of the night, Chen Qingran closed the door of this baby room, he had already arranged for someone to come over tomorrow to lock this room, I am afraid that it will be a long time later, this place will become a forbidden place, neither Han Yiyi nor he will want to step into this room, because this place will only increase sadness.
Chen Qingran was exhausted, he re-examined this "home", and suddenly remembered Li Shuo's sentence of squeezing Shen Yu, "People have feelings." No matter how repulsive he was before, he didn't want to come back, but everything and every corner here could sensitively feel that it was the mark of the previous life he and Han Yiyi had lived, and he felt a special loss for no reason.
When Li Wan came to see Han Yiyi with lunch, Dr. Li was in the ward to Han Yiyi, routine examination, Li Wan asked Han Yiyi's recovery, Dr. Li said that he could be discharged in the next two days, yesterday Chen Qingran had already looked for himself, and completed the relevant discharge procedures, ready to pick up Han Yiyi tomorrow to be discharged.
Hearing this, Han Yiyi frowned: "Doctor Li, can I be discharged from the hospital today." ”
"If you don't want to stay here and continue to observe, it's not impossible to be discharged from the hospital today, you can go home and continue to recuperate, do you want me to help you inform Mr. Chen."
"No need Dr. Li, you don't have to tell him, Chen Qingran has nothing to do with me, this is my own business, I can solve it myself." Dr. Li didn't say anything, there are too many couples who have miscarriages and have lost their pregnancy, so it's no wonder.
Seeing Dr. Li away, Han Yiyi looked at Li Wan and told her that she was really tired, and she had enough of her previous life, and she had already thought about not wanting to have anything to do with Chen Qingran, hoping that Li Wan would be able to take her in in a short time.
Li Wan was silent for a moment, and asked Han Yiyi solemnly: "This is not an impulsive decision, have you really thought about leaving Chen Qingran, so how will you live in the future?"
Han Yiyi said very firmly: "I haven't thought about how to start a new life in the future, but leaving Chen Qingran completely is the first thing I have to do." ”
"I can take you in, but Han Yiyi, I will only give you a week, the countdown will start tomorrow, you can think about your life while raising your body, I am not a charity, what I have done to you now has exceeded my bottom line, and I am not someone you can rely on, no one can be relied on these years, I also have a day with no tomorrow today, don't think about counting on me or anyone in the future."
Li Wan finished speaking with a serious expression, but Han Yiyi knew better than anyone that Li Wan, who looked at the most ruthless Li Wan with an indifferent appearance, was actually warmer than anyone else in her heart, and the days could not go on day by day, Han Yiyi herself knew that she should really think clearly.
Chen Qingran tacitly followed behind Li Wei after work, the two were silent all the way, and came to the hospital with an unusually tacit understanding, but some things were unexpected, for example, some people were shocked to see people go to the empty bed, Dr. Li told Chen Qingran that Han Yiyi had been discharged from the hospital in the morning, Li Wei was in a little unhappy and complained to Chen Qingran that Han Yiyi had no conscience, and he didn't tell himself about such a big thing when he was discharged from the hospital, whether he regarded himself as the closest person, and then found that Chen Qingran was blushing, I didn't feel much better than myself.
Only then did Li Wei realize that Han Yiyi had really made up her mind this time, and even avoided herself in order to cut off contact with Chen Qingran. The mood is tasteless and mixed, should she be happy for Han Yiyi's determination or feel sad as if she is no longer Han Yiyi's only reliance, but one thing she can be sure of, then the Chen Qingran next to her seems to be in a terrible mood, Li Wei never thought that Chen Qingran would have such a day, Li Wei thought of a word that deserved it, and thought of a sentence that he knew why he was in the first place.
Chen Qingran dragged his tired body and even had a trace of subtle expectation, Han Yiyi was already sitting quietly at home, even if he came back to pack up and take away some change of clothes, he would have the opportunity to sit down with her and have a good talk, but the reality is that the house is still empty, cold and terrible, how long will Han Yiyi's departure this time be, Chen Qingran doesn't know.
Chen Qingran is not a person who likes not to believe, he tried to contact Han Yiyi, the message failed, the phone was empty, WeChat was blocked, and Chen Qingran was sitting on the sofa in the living room for the first time Soberly realized that this time he and Han Yiyi were really over, and this five-year contract marriage came to an end before it expired.
In this seemingly absurd marriage, Chen Qingran thought that Han Yiyi was centered on himself in everything, but until this moment Chen Qingran realized that Han Yiyi was the leader of their marriage, this marriage started with Han Yiyi's insistence on being with herself, and Han Yiyi's insistence on wanting to give birth to a child with herself, and in the end, the only obsession of this somewhat paranoid person now is to leave himself to end this marriage.
Chen Qingran got up and glanced at this former "home", the man lost everything, no one was gone, the home was scattered, this place is now like an empty shell and not like home, and there is no need for him to continue to stay here, Chen Qingran didn't pack anything, and left directly.
Li Tingting, who was waiting for the results of the company's investigation, didn't know that everything she did was wrong until Chen Qingran and Han Yiyi broke up, maybe she never thought that Chen Qingran left Han Yiyi, and she might not be with her. Chen Qingran now more and more every time he sees Li Tingting, there will always be the scene of the press conference, the scene where Han Yiyi fell unconscious in a pool of blood, Chen Qingran began to deliberately maintain alienation and indifference with Li Tingting, Li Tingting once prepared for the worst for herself, but never thought that one day there would be such a situation, and the whole company seemed to know the fact that she was about to lose power.
In Chen Qingran's view, Li Wei's recent actions seem to be very reversed. For example, Chen Qingran thought that Li Wei would be sneering at himself when he saw that he would definitely have nothing to do, but in fact, Li Wei came to him to sign a list with a businesslike attitude, respectful and polite, and never mentioned Han Yiyi's affairs, Chen Qingran felt that maybe he should be pleased, at least to prove that Han Yiyi was doing well, otherwise he would not remain silent according to Li Wei's uncontrollable straight temper, and occasionally a little lost, it turned out that whoever left this world would turn the same, Han Yiyi, who always said that he couldn't live without him, could still live without him.
Even Chen Qingran sometimes couldn't understand himself, why he occasionally missed Han Yiyi, that time he couldn't help but ask Li Wei, I don't know if Han Yiyi has enough things, and if there are Han Yiyi's clothes and items at home, do you want to pack them up and give them to her.
Li Weiwei looked at Chen Qingran with a ghostly expression, and exclaimed that you still care about her, and then threw out a golden sentence, clothes are not as good as new, people are not as good as new, the old ones don't go, and the new ones don't come.
Chen Qingran felt that he was really nosy, but the new sentence did not wake him up, the pre-sale effect of the second phase of the Blue Mountain Bay project was very good, and the busy time was to sit and reap the results like now, but at this time he was idle, Chen Qingran reflected that he was doing this probably because he was too idle recently, and people were too idle to have nothing to do, so they would think about some boring things.
Recently, I finally regained my long-lost freedom, it's time to start a new life and a new relationship, anyway, now I have a lot of time after work, Chen Qingran frequently mixes with Li Shuo. Li Shuo knew that Chen Qingran was different from Shen Yu, and left Han Yiyi, Chen Qingran was not afraid of some comers, and began to shuttle through all kinds of girls, and his private life became colorful, all types, all kinds of female companions, but there was no fixed, but the relationship with women was handled very well, Li Shuo once couldn't help but ridicule, how did Chen Qingran keep his desires in his contract marriage with Han Yiyi in those years, or Chen Qingran took out the current pickle girl's high EQ and thought a little about how he couldn't coax Han Yiyi to be happy, It can be done in minutes, and it will not torture each other, it is obviously a joke, but Chen Qingran's face suddenly changed when he heard this, and people lost interest, Li Shuo knew for the first time, I don't know when Han Yiyi actually became Chen Qingran's taboo, and it seemed that he didn't want to mention the past.