In front of Niu Wanxi's tomb, Qin Xiaojin offered a bouquet of flowers.

Standing in front of his mother's grave again, Qin Xiaojin's mood was particularly complicated.

Qin Shanhai has already told him a true story from Qin Shanhai's point of view, in that story, he is a child who is not expected by his mother, has never received maternal love, and has even been abandoned by his mother's family.

Sure enough, just as Qin Shanhai was worried, he was in a bad mood when he learned the truth, his attachment to his mother and his obsession with mother's love for so many years were like a fire being poured into a basin of cold water, and he was hit hard.

It was precisely because of this that he suddenly understood his father's good intentions, keeping secrets for so many years, bearing the sadness and resentment of him alone, and the depth of love for him can be imagined.

He wanted to hear another story from his mother's point of view, but he couldn't.

Looking at the three words "Niu Wanxi" that had been painted on the tombstone, Qin Xiaojin said: "If you are still alive, will you support my career?" The birth of 'Guzheng Town' is destined to be at the cost of overthrowing the jacaranda dock, the jacaranda you planted with your own hands, after your death, I have guarded you for so long, and it is up to me to destroy them with my own hands, if you are still alive, what will you be the attitude? ”

Mother, the mother who gave birth to him, was supposed to be the closest person in the world, but became the strangest person.

Qin Xiaojin looked at the grave, looked at the tombstone, and looked at the word "Niu Wanxi", only to feel more and more strange.

The mother in her childhood memories is hardworking, kind, beautiful and gentle, but she has a ruthless and ruthless side that she doesn't know for him, for her love and lover, she is ruthless to Qin Shanhai and ruthless to him, cutting off all the expectations of a person who is in love with her, and almost cutting off his life, such ruthlessness and righteousness, just to fulfill her own infatuation.

"Life is a lover, this matter is not about the wind and the moon", his father asked him not to blame her, but-

Qin Xiaojin turned his head to look at Bai He beside him and asked, "Is it only if I don't blame her that I can become a correct son?" ”

"Yes."

Bai He's simple two words made Qin Xiaojin frown, and she said again: "But no one asks you to be a correct son." ”

Qin Xiaojin's brows furrowed even tighter.

"Parents are not perfect, let alone children? Does the child demand that the parents do everything right, always right? If there is none, why should the child ask himself to be the right child? If you push yourself too hard, you will only make more mistakes and cause more annoyance, so give yourself a little room to breathe. ”

When Bai He spoke, he couldn't help but sigh.

"From childhood to adulthood, I tried to be a child who was right in my mother's mouth, but what I did, my mother was never satisfied, and I was very unhappy from childhood to adulthood, because I didn't know how to be right, and was that right really right and not wrong? So, even if my marriage was wrong, in the eyes of my mother and in the eyes of the world, it was very wrong, but for me I had the freedom to choose. Even if I paid a terrible price for this freedom. ”

Bai He looked at Qin Xiaojin, and there was a smile on his lips: "Qin Xiaojin, don't you want to be the right son?" ”

Facing Bai He's inquiry, Qin Xiaojin nodded heavily.

"Reason tells me that she is my mother, and no matter what she does, as a son, it is only right to understand her and tolerate her, just as I must love her if I believe she is my mother, but—"

Qin Xiaojin paused, and he couldn't express the negative thoughts and emotions in his heart.

Bai He said it for him: "But you really blame her, and even hate her, first of all, the person she loves is not Mr. Big, not your father, but someone else, which is unfaithful in the eyes of your son." She chose to be with Mr. Big because she mistakenly thought that her lover had betrayed, and after learning that her lover did not betray but died of illness, she immediately chose to break up with Mr. Big, which is unjust. What's more, she can even give up her own flesh and blood in order to be loyal to her love, you are the son who was almost abandoned, and even abandoned in the end, you hate her and blame her, what's not to do? Even if you are the wrong son, the premise is that she is not the right mother. ”

Yes, that's right.

Why was this woman able to see his heart so clearly?

Qin Xiaojin looked at Bai He's clear and natural eyes, and the drum in his heart was already ringing.

"So can I really bulldoze the jacarandas and knock them down without feeling guilty?" Qin Xiaojin needed someone to support his chaotic heart.

"What's the guilt?" Bai He asked him with a smile, "You just have to ask yourself whether you want to build a guzheng town, if this goal is determined, things such as guilt let them get out of the way, your mother is dead, do you want to explain to her, how to explain to her, these are all issues that you have to consider after you die old and go underground to see her in the future, for now, you only need to be responsible for the living." ”

Qin Xiaojin's heart trembled, no matter whether her mother agreed or not, what her attitude was, she was already an ancient, and it was impossible for her to jump out of the ground to embarrass him and build a guzheng town, and it should be the people of the Niu family who he had to coordinate.

There are also five families headed by Uncle Niu in the blue flower dock. How to make them willing to sell the property rights in their hands to him at a reasonable price is the top priority.

"White lotus, you have a demagogic power." Qin Xiaojin looked at the woman in front of him and was shocked.

"Are you saying I taught you badly?" Bai He smiled slyly, and his eyes fell on the grave of Niu Wanxi on the side.

What mother doesn't want the right son?

If Niu Wanxi is still alive, she will also hope that Qin Xiaojin will do everything she wants and be a correct son.

But she is not Niu Wanxi, she is not Qin Xiaojin's mother, she will not want him to be a correct son, she only hopes that he can be a correct self.

Qin Xiaojin is the third generation of the Guzheng family, and he shoulders the mission of inheriting and promoting the art of Guzheng, which is what Qin Xiaojin wants to do.

On the road of life, he was fortunate to meet this young talent, and Bai He felt that she had a responsibility to give him a positive influence.

Bai He smiled, Qin Xiaojin's heart was like a bright lamp being lit, his eyes were bright and he stared at Bai He and saw that she was embarrassed, so he turned around to see Niu Wanxi's tomb.

"In any case, you have given me life, it is my mother who loves with my heart, although when you were alive, I never enjoyed your maternal love, but I think it is because you don't know that I exist, if you know that there is a flesh and blood of yours in this world, you will definitely do your best to take care of me like other mothers, so, I think you will definitely support me."

Qin Xiaojin said and bowed deeply to Niu Wanxi's tombstone.