High school.

It is a noun that appears in the years when it should be worked hardest, carrying beauty and hope.

"No matter how high the sky is, you can get closer to the sun by standing on tiptoe." This is a sentence I like very much, the world is always full of hope, no matter where you go, every step you insist on, you will be one step closer to the sun, only the sunshine is fair, and it shines on everything in the world without hesitation, and everyone longs for it.

At your feet, it is a new starting point, embark on a new road and continue to move forward through obstacles.

Nine.

Although it is not a key high school, the admission rate of special students here is still quite good, and it is known as the No. 9 Middle School in the city and the art high school in the small name.

Most of the annual undergraduate admission rate is increased by specialty classes, so more attention is paid to cultivating specialty students, while most other high schools focus on cultivating ordinary students.

The focus is different.

Therefore, when I came here, I also had some security in my heart, and the future can be expected.

Then the most heard sentence is: those art, music and physical education students don't need to study at all, they can go to college by taking the exam casually, so you can't compare with them, and those who don't want to study hard will go to the primary three doors, and it's still too late to change classes as soon as possible.

This is a phrase that is often on the lips of the head teachers of each class.

But is that really the case?

……

Reported.

It is also a variety of registration and payment materials, but one of the procedures for many students living on campus is to apply for accommodation.

Do you need to pay a fee......

The dormitory is terrible, but the heart is very free, the smell of garbage emitted by the corridor involuntarily wafts into everyone's nasal cavity, not only makes people's sense of smell more sensitive, but in the narrow corridor, it has become a one-way line.

People walk in a row, passing by the dormitory, are busy cleaning, so the garbage left by the graduating class last semester has to be cleaned by yourself? Cleaning is not a big deal, but the smell is slightly heavy, which also proves that the school is too poor to afford a cleaning aunt, or it can also be said to be a deduction.

The dormitory is on the second floor, not far away.

A class is divided into two dormitories, each with an aisle on opposite sides, I casually walked into one of the dormitories, strangely empty, didn't I come too early?

Indeed it is.

My sister's dormitory is next to it, very close.

I chose a lower bunk by the window, put down the schoolbag to occupy a place, this bed is very good, the sun is very good, after all, the first time to live in the school, a look at the upper bunk is inevitably not used to it, and I am still worried about being able to go up? For someone like me who has a very uncoordinated limb.

The next thing is to look for the class where you are, the nineteenth class of high school, it's easy to find, you don't need to make any effort, it's in the first classroom on the first floor, and my sister's class is in the middle of the second floor, a big one.

This may be the difference between 70 and 50 people, they are also art classes, but tittle is different, so the configuration is not the same, and I don't know why everyone has to report for class 17.

Dad sent us and went back by himself, and my dad and I didn't belong to the Cold War, after all, we don't usually talk a lot, so I'm used to it.

……

As soon as I walked into the classroom, I was met by a male student carrying a desk in the direction of Class 17, and it seemed that someone had changed classes on the first day of school.

No, it's just the first day of reporting.

A classroom full of people, when they walked to the door, they felt chaotic, and those who didn't know might think that they all knew each other, talking, laughing, playing, or playing, were they all self-acquainted?

Walking in the corridor of the classroom, no one noticed me, but I noticed everyone, the new environment, the new classmates, I paused instantly, stood in a trance, couldn't hear the noise of everything around me, as if isolated from the world, I could only hear my own "plop" heartbeat, very textured heartbeat, empty eyes looking at the unknown, the surrounding messy sound getting louder and louder, getting louder and louder......

For a moment, as if I was suffocated, I immediately squatted at my feet, held my knees, and gradually trembled. Biting his slightly pale lip, he wanted to flee from here immediately, but he couldn't, and the sound of breathing gradually covered all the sounds around him.

I want to flee and scream, I don't know why I'm like this, but I panic when I see the crowd, I feel very uneasy in my heart, and my body is involuntarily weak and sweating.

Is it social phobia?

Fledgling.

"Sit here, there's no one here."

Suddenly, a voice came into my ears, which gradually eased me, and I looked up at her, it was a girl, I nodded and got up and sat next to her, and there were two girls on the other side of her, and the class was divided into two seats on both sides, and four people in the middle.

I was disrespectful to her invitation.

Slowly sat down, put his arm on the desk naturally, lowered his head and slowly calmed his breathing, then raised his eyes and glanced at the girl next to him, who was chatting with another girl at the moment.

I......

Do you want to thank her? Do you want to take the initiative to speak? But what do you want to say? What if she doesn't hear it? Should I ask her name first? Wouldn't it be rude?

The inner struggle is extremely high, and a lot of questions follow, especially when she is chatting happily with others at the moment.

In short, it's embarrassing!

The embarrassment of a person.

Forget it, next time, I must find a reason to start the topic, let's leave it at that, I'm a person who is easy to embarrass myself, and it's easy to embarrass others, and I won't resolve the embarrassment, let myself go for the time being.

Now I feel that the person who can stay alone with me for a long time must be a very lively and outgoing person, and I sincerely admire it.

Soon.

The head teacher walked in, a male teacher, carrying an "old cadre" style briefcase, holding a pile of documents, and began to sort out the documents by name, and even the class representatives have been selected, of course, it is only temporary, and the specific needs to be adjusted by the teacher.

Another class teacher in charge.

"The representative of the English class is tentative, Xu Xiaokui, stand up and let the teacher take a look." After the head teacher finished speaking, he glanced at the class.

I stood up, and all the eyes of my classmates turned to me, and I was watched for a moment.

But it was only for a moment, the homeroom teacher nodded and signaled, indicating that I already knew, I sat down, thinking about maybe the homeroom teacher has the report card of each of our classmates in his hand, and my English score is also good, so there is this tentative, thanks to the cultivation of the civil engineering teacher, I used to know nothing about English, and now I can be the representative of the English class.

But it's only tentative, isn't it? The class representative not only needs grades, but more importantly, it is necessary to have leadership, which is what I lack, and I bowed my head in an instant.

"Wow, I'm at the same table as the representative of the English class, and the homework will be handed in in the future, and the "lost~" will pass, so convenient. The girl next to her said, just this moment felt that she was very lively and proactive.

"yes." I smiled at her and ended the conversation again.

I really can't chat.