Bring it, I borrowed it from your Aunt Cui'e. Lao Wu pointed out the spittoon and night pot that were resting outside the door to Xiaoru.

Xiao Ru nodded with satisfaction.

She knew that Brother Qi Yao was reluctant to eat along the way, because he was worried about going to the toilet.

In his current situation, it is extremely difficult to go to the toilet outside, but he is ashamed to mention it, so she still helps him secretly solve the problem.

Lao Wu said: "I'll do this, you little girl don't care, go to sleep in for a while, the quilt is your sister's, it's very clean." ”

Xiaoru was very moved, "Thank you, Fifth Uncle." ”

"The family is polite."

Xiaoru is very glad that there are relatives in the countryside to help, otherwise she would not know how to take care of the impaired teenager as a girl.

Lao Wu moved the marching bed to the first room for Xiaoru to put sundries,

Xiao Ru's face was a little pale, and she looked tired, and the fifth child said distressedly: "After eating noodles, rest early, and talk about it tomorrow." ”

Anyway, the child's mind is becoming more and more unpredictable.

Xiaoru didn't have any appetite, but was cold from the inside out, and she became more and more weak, but she still fought hard to persuade the young man to eat, "Brother Qi Yao......"

The boy put the boiling water in a bowl and handed it to her, "Drink a little, I scalded the bowl with boiling water, it's clean." ”

Xiao Ru held the hot bowl, only to feel that her frozen hands were warm, she blew it carefully and took two sips, "Brother Qi Yao, you eat noodles, otherwise it won't taste good if it's cold." ”

The young man said lightly: "I will eat if you eat." ”

Xiaoru originally wanted to say that she couldn't eat it, and she really couldn't eat it, but since Qi Yao's brother said so, she naturally couldn't refuse, put the boiling water aside, held the noodles and ate a few bites, and then motioned to the young man with her eyes to eat too.

Qi Yao took the bowl and ate it slowly.

Xiao Ru looked relieved, Brother Qi Yao finally ate.

But she was a little sick to her stomach when she ate, but she didn't want the teenager to worry, so she could only pretend that nothing happened, and she didn't forget to call Lao Wu to eat noodles.

Lao Wu was cleaning up in the utility room, "You eat first, and I'll close it in a while." ”

After eating noodles, Xiaoru took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks to wash.

Qi Yao, who pushed the wheelchair to the door, looked at the busy figure of the little girl, and felt very guilty in his heart.

Xiaoru is a pet at home, where is the opportunity to wash dishes in the cold?

His grip on the door frame tightened.

After Xiaoru finished washing the dishes, her hands were so cold that she didn't want to, she kept rubbing her frozen red hands, the young man beckoned her to come to her side, Xiaoru looked inexplicable, but she still walked over obediently, "What's wrong, Brother Qi Yao." ”

The boy wrapped her frozen hand in the warm palm, "Stop washing the dishes......

Xiao Ru grinned, "We have to wash and return other people's dishes to others!" ”

The boy clenched her hand with pity, "I'm just a dead leg, but my hands can be used, leave those bowls for me to wash!" ”

"Okay, I'll leave it to you next time." Xiao Ru said with a grin.

She saw that the young man had a gloomy face and a depressed mood, and she felt uncomfortable, and he had not smiled since his leg was injured.

The little girl didn't know how to make him happy, and she didn't know how to get back the confident and proud Brother Qi Yao before?

The boy said, "Go and rest!" ”

Xiaoru: "Then you should rest early." ”

"Hmm."

Xiaoru entered the room, and the fifth child immediately came out and said, "Qi Yao, if you want to go to the toilet in a while, tell me......"

Then he lowered his voice and said a few words to the young man, and added: "Xiaoru, that girl is worried that you are embarrassed to say, so she specially asked me to borrow it." ”

The boy's pupils constricted, his thin lips pursed, but he didn't say anything.

Lao Wu ate the rest of the noodles, and casually chatted with Qi Yao: "Xiaoru has many advantages with my sister-in-law, if her personality can be stronger, no one will be able to bully her in the future, but I look at the people who study music are all obedient students, and they were all things learned by the capitalist son and sister before, and they have nothing to do with us little people, I think that Xiaoru will definitely be looking for a boy who is engaged in art in the future......"

The young man lowered his eyes, and the fifth child's casual words were almost like knives to the young man, and his hand resting on his knees was clenched into a fist, and his bones were white.

That night, he didn't sleep well.

When the sky was slightly bright, Qi Yao climbed from the marching bed to the wheelchair with difficulty, and the fifth child rested on the quilt on the two assembled chairs, sleeping soundly.

The young man looked out the window at the cold morning with a sad face.

He is sixteen years old and will soon be in the seventeenth year of his life.

He has been thinking about how to survive in the face of white eyes and discrimination since he was sensible, even if he later recognized his ancestors and returned to the provincial capital to live a worry-free life, but the sense of crisis in his bones has never diminished day by day.

He tried his best to shorten the study time, in the final analysis, so that his mother could live a worry-free life as soon as possible.

He regarded his mother as the whole of his spiritual world, he wanted to give her the best, he hoped that she could be distinguished in front of people, but in the end, his mother still abandoned him.

At that moment, his spiritual world collapsed.

He was mired in deep self-doubt.

Doubt the meaning of your existence.

Maybe he shouldn't have existed in the first place.

No one wants him to exist.

He left the provincial capital with the determination to die, and at that moment, death was his only relief.

Can......

But now, he is really reluctant to die!

There was such a stupid girl who dragged him back from the edge of the cliff, and she said, Brother Qi Yao, you should never hurt yourself.

How could he be reluctant to let her down?

He manually slid his wheelchair and gently pushed open the door of the inner room, and the creak made it a little harsh in the quiet space.

Thankfully, it didn't wake anyone up.

Qi Yao looked at the little girl on the marching bed, she wrapped herself in the quilt, rolled up and down, and only revealed a small head.

Looking for a boy who is involved in art?

The boy inexplicably remembered the boy he met at Gu's house half a year ago.

He didn't remember what the boy's name was, he had never paid attention to inconsequential people, let alone remembered the other party's name, but he clearly remembered the way the boy looked at Xiaoru, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

He didn't understand what that discomfort meant, until now......

Qi Yao suddenly realized that it was something called possessiveness.

Strong emotions rose in his heart, and there was a wild ~~~ beast roaring and roaring in his heart, don't think, don't think!

The young man's hand clenched the stump leg tightly, what the hell was going to do...... How can I get back on my feet?

"It's so cold...... Xiao Ru murmured uncomfortably.

"Xiaoru ......" The young man thought that the little girl was awake and called softly, but the little girl did not react, and repeatedly whispered, "It's so cold, Mom, I'm so uncomfortable......"

The boy slid his wheelchair closer, and subconsciously reached out to probe the little girl's forehead, and he was startled by the hot temperature.

"Damn it!" The boy cursed, his chagrin at his negligence.

He turned around and went out to call out to the fifth.

Lao Wu was suddenly woken up with a confused face, "What's wrong?" ”

"Xiaoru has a fever, you hurry up and send her to the health center to have a look."

Lao Wu was still a little stunned when he woke up, and when he heard the young man say this, he quickly got up to see Xiao Ru, the temperature on his head was indeed very high, which shocked Lao Wu.

"The health center hasn't been working yet!" Lao Wu hurriedly wrung a cold towel to cool Xiaoru's forehead, "If this burns out, how can I explain it to my brother and sister-in-law?" ”

(End of chapter)