(615) commemoration

Wu Xunsheng's heart seemed to be pinched by something again, and he let go of his hand so uncomfortably that the torn paper kite fell on the thing that spilled from the cup again.

The piece of paper that had fallen from the torn paper kite was clinging to the other paper kite, and he involuntarily used his fingers to uncover the piece of paper, but he was so distraught that he broke the other paper kite as soon as he opened it.

From the time he saw that some of the two paper kites were glued together to the time it took him to break both paper kites, Tie Hongyan saw that the two paper kites were unrecognizable before he could say anything.

Wu Xunsheng looked at the two broken paper kites separately, as if deflated, he completely let go of his hands, and then the broken paper kite fell to the ground as if fleeing. He sighed, shook his head, and reluctantly smiled at Tie Hongyan.

Tie Hongyan looked at him and asked sincerely, "Did you encounter any problems that are difficult to solve?" Can I help you? ”

When she asked, he seemed to have suddenly received a heavy blow in his heart. It was true that what upset him had something to do with her, but he couldn't tell her anyway. He knew that in fact, there was no one in her heart who had nothing to do with him, and he knew that even if she was with Tian Wen every day, it was not something he should care about, as long as the people who were with her did not have the motive to harm her. He always told himself not to think about the useless things, but his mind would drift to that thing, and then he dragged his disobedient mind back, but his mind was torn apart, just like the two paper kites that he had torn before. But even if he tears his mind apart, he can't say whatever he wants, he knows what the consequences will be unbearable if he says something that shouldn't be said, so he avoided her gaze and said: "It's nothing, I just think these two little paper kites are broken, and I feel uncomfortable, so the young patriarch doesn't have to bother." ”

Tie Hongyan said: "Don't feel uncomfortable because of this, wait until I have time to make two for you." ”

Wu Xunsheng said: "I can do it myself, but after all, it's not these two anymore, even if I do it exactly the same, the mood when I do it and the mood when I look at it are different." You just asked me if I made these two for viewing, and I replied now, no. I just want to do it again, to experience a feeling. Time always does not give the world the opportunity to experience the exact same feeling twice, so when I do these two, what I experience only belongs to that time, and it cannot restore the feeling when I was a child, just like I can't restore the feeling when I made these two little paper kites now. The reason why I put them away carefully at that time was to keep a memento of my state of mind when I made these two paper kites. He thought, even if he made two more paper kites now, with his current state of mind, he really didn't want to leave any souvenirs, and forgot the best.

Tie Hongyan obviously understands the meaning of "in order to experience a feeling", and she also recalls the scene of making paper kites in the past. She naturally understands that sometimes people do something they have done, just to shake out memories through those actions when doing things, as if those actions will raise memories into the sky, and what falls will be colorful petals, but those petals have long said goodbye to the flower branches, no matter how beautiful they dance in the wind, they also fall towards the ground, and when people have done that, those flowers are still blooming.