Chapter 39: She said, "I'm in pain."
I'm sorry Zhuzhu'er, I can't get close to you yet. The Xie family is so decadent, if it involves you, it will only cause you trouble.
But Zhu Zhu'er, I will use another identity, as always, to fulfill my promise and protect you from worrying about your 100 years old.
The young man in the wheelchair lowered his eyes, his clothes were better than snow, and his white clothes were down. Why is it so shallow.
The plain light was like frost, falling on his eyelashes, and no one knew what was going on in his mind. Some people are not only cruel to others, but even more cruel to themselves.
"In the past, please ask the county lord, forget about it."
He couldn't do it himself, but he said it lightly, and it was indeed too much to ask her to do it.
"Xie Jiusi, don't push me away......"
"You used to protect me, but now that I'm older, I can protect you."
After passing the weeping flower gate in the backyard, the girl stopped. She turned to the young man and looked at his dark misty eyes.
Such a humble request was scraped on his heart.
The beads in his palms, the blood in his heart. His beads shouldn't be like this. She should live proudly and wantonly, and she should be the bright and carefree girl in her memory.
He relented and wanted to reach out. Then, in the next moment, the nails in the sleeves were tightly embedded in the flesh. The pain makes people sober, no, no.
He had to let his little girl die. The young man met the girl's amber eyes, and the tails of the eyes were faintly red.
Murderous and heartfelt, he used the most merciful and innocent tone to uncover a cruel and ruthless truth. "It's that I'm not worthy of the county lord."
"County Lord, I have someone else in my heart."
"Yu Zhi probably didn't tell you that in the seven years I was sinned, she was always by my side."
"County Lord, I can't bear her."
Hearing this, the girl in red's shoulders trembled. She staggered back a few steps, crouched down, and hugged herself. From a whimpering at first, to a louder and louder one.
Seven years of waiting, day and night, could not be resolved. She endured it, but at this moment, all her perseverance collapsed.
She couldn't get out, if she could. She would have been by his side, but she had exhausted all means, but he had lost her. She thought that if she guarded the Xie family for him, he would always come back.
It turns out that in the dark, there have long been vicissitudes of life, and things are not people.
She said.
"Xie Jiusi, I'm in pain."
But she didn't know where it hurt, and the pain was unbearable.
She endured it when the Xie family fell, she endured it when Xie Jiusi disappeared, she endured it when she was imprisoned for seven years, and she endured it when her mother left her.
Because she was waiting, she always believed that he would come back.
But at the moment, she couldn't bear it anymore. The strength of those disguises is overwhelming, and the rest is naked pain.
She cried hoarsely, like an abandoned cub. From then on, she would go down alone.
The misty water rose in the young man's eyes, and he stretched out his hand slightly, and tried to restrain himself from retracting. After a long silence, he slowly pushed the wheelchair forward.
"County Lord, I'll wait for you in front."
He thought she would stay where she was for a long time, but the girl wiped the tears from her face. Got up and walked briskly past him, all the way to his room.
She took the key through a secret door in the wall, stepped on a wooden stool and opened the drawer in the high attic, and a yellow rosewood mirror box jumped into view.
She lowered her head, came out with the mirror case, and handed it to him who was waiting outside. He reached out to pick it up, but she pushed her harder, and the two froze in mid-air.
"Xie Jiusi, I'll give up, but you have to give me some time."
She couldn't accept the sudden departure. There are still too many small feelings that I don't have time to deal with, and I can't let them rot in the bottom of my heart, rusty, and erode my heart day and night.
It will take some time for her to get used to it, to be completely separated from him. Until the end of the world, it is like a stranger.
"Xie Jiusi, even if it is as you say, we can still be friends."
Because of her mother's relationship and his previous care for her, she has never liked to owe anything to people. In the future, if he needs help, she will repay it as much as she can.
The young man shook his head and rejected her, not wanting to have anything to do with her anymore.
"No need, I'm afraid that if I deal with the county lord, I will teach her to have a misunderstanding."
She looked at the young man in front of her, as she spoke of the woman. The snow melts and the eyes are full of soft light.
Maybe she never really understood him, and she didn't know that he was ruthless, whether it was for her or herself, he was forced into no room for turn.
"Huh."
The girl in red had bright red lips and slowly made a mocking smile.
When he came, he was affectionate, and when he left, he abandoned her like a shoe. The so-called acquaintance, the so-called mutual stay, the so-called long-term affection. If it is, it is all unattainable vainness.
Good, great. She is not a faceless person who has no skin to get up, since he no longer needs her, and has a beloved girl. He also said that he didn't want to be friends with her, and she should know each other.
"You don't want to see me, and I won't see you. The rivers and lakes are far away, and the world is sinister. Xie Lang, please take care. ”
After the girl had finished speaking, she turned and went into the house, closed the door, and then collapsed weakly to the ground.
Seems to have exhausted all the ...... Guts.
Mother, I miss you so much.
The young man watched for a while, and the sound of the wheels creaked over the stone road in the dark night. Like a nightmare, gnashing his teeth and screaming helplessly.
He pushed his wheelchair to the door of the main hall, and Xie Yuzhi and Qingye waited.
"Xiao Qi, it's time to go home."
Xie Jiusi spoke gently, his voice was not loud or small, and he could be heard clearly by the people in the room.
"Uncle?"
The young man in white pushed open the door and looked at the person in front of him in amazement. He sat in a wheelchair, holding a delicately made rosewood mirror case.
Uncle has inconvenient legs and feet, how did he get here? Is it to find yourself? As if to see why he was wondering, the young man was kind.
"There are some things, I was going to come to get some things, and it is just the county lord who wants to teach you to pass them on to me."
"Uncle, what about the county lord."
"I've already thanked the county lord and said goodbye."
The implication is that you can go, and the uncle has always done things properly. Xie Yuzhi nodded, not doubting anything else.
The boy went up and pushed his wheelchair onto him, nodding slightly to the girl in goose yellow behind him.
"Thank you for your hospitality, please ask Miss Qingye to tell the county lord, Yu Zhi will go first."
Kiyono responded, quietly following behind.
The two came to the door, and Xie Yuzhi was thinking about helping him into the carriage. The young man waved his hand and pointed to another carriage parked not far away.
"Yu Zhi, you go back first, I still have some things to deal with. Don't worry, the butler is in the car. ”
The young man in white nodded, and got into the carriage alone. Watching the car disappear around the corner, the young man slowly pushed the wheelchair to another deep alley.
"Master."
"Hmm."
"Half a month later, the Wei family's Jiaowei He feast, you must follow her and always pay attention."
"Yes."
"Master."
Kiyono paused.
"Huh?"
"Why don't you tell the county lord."
Why don't you tell the county lord the truth, and resist everything alone at the expense of being misunderstood by her.
The young man laughed, but he didn't expect her to ask such a question. It seems that the girl is interested in Zhuzhu'er, which is very good, as he expected.
He looked at the woman in front of him, his face becoming more and more gentle.
"She's still young and has a long future ahead of her. I can't teach her to bet everything on me. ”
It turns out that it is precisely because of understanding that it is ruthless.
"Go back and cook her a bowl of soothing soup."
"Yes."