The beach at night was a little cool, and coupled with the invasion of the sea breeze, both of them couldn't help but shiver.

"Being cold makes you sober." Xiaohui seemed to be talking to himself.

The two of them chatted about some trivial things that had happened on campus recently. Suddenly, Xiaohui stopped, looked at Ruge scrutinically, and asked seriously, "Did you refuse the boy who came to you today?" Don't tell me there's nothing between you. There is no need for Ruge to answer, Xiaohui continued: "With a beautiful youth, in a college campus full of romance, that girl does not yearn for pure love, you can be ruthless to reject a fairly good suitor, proving that you have someone hidden in your heart, right?" ”

"I used to like a person very much, so that I couldn't see the good of any boy except him in my eyes, and I didn't have the ability to accept the good of other boys, and even because almost all my thoughts were on him, my interpersonal relationship also had problems, except for the topic of study, I hardly communicated with any boys, and I rarely played with girls, because I had something on my mind, and I didn't have a problem with my language expression for a long time, and I didn't dare to speak too much, and I didn't have a confidant friend around me, you know, that's the price of having a crush on someone! Ruge almost shouted angrily.

"It's really a wine and a bold heart, like a song, I really didn't expect that you, who cherish words like gold, can say so many words in one breath." Xiaohui was shocked by Ruge.

"I've had enough, I really don't want to like him anymore." Ruge hugged her head in pain and squatted down.

"But I still can't let go of him in my heart, can I?" Xiaohui asked unrelentingly.

"Heh, liking someone for so many years, it seems to have become inertia, it's so easy to let go." Like a song with a wry smile.

"Tell me, what do you like about him?" Xiaohui continued to ask.

"His smile is very sunny and can warm people's hearts, and I have been attracted to him ever since." Ruge fell into memory: such a beautiful glimpse, I'm afraid I can't forget it in this life.

"He must be handsome, right?"

"Indeed, the appearance is outstanding, as if he came out of the painting, I have never met a boy more handsome and temperamental than him." Laughed like a song nymphomaniac.

"I guess so, it seems that you are also a face control!" Xiaohui said helplessly.

"You must be laughing at my incompetence, an ordinary girl like me is delusional about such an excellent boy, I'm afraid it's not crazy, right?" Ruge laughed at herself.

"What right do I have to laugh at you, I'm not the same." Xiaohui revealed a shocking secret.

Ruge was shocked, she couldn't imagine that such a rational and shrewd girl would have such a side, and she trembled and said, "Really? ”

"Of course. We met at a friend's party, and the first time I saw him, I fell for it, he was so different, not very handsome, but very attractive, and the focus of many girls. See, we all like the focus of the people, destined to be miserable. Xiaohui smiled self-deprecatingly.

"But your interpersonal relationship is very good, your roommates like you very much, and you are also active in the activities in the class, unlike me, who is passive and casual in everything, and has almost no other ability except self-pity." If you can't understand the song, when you hide people in your heart, you can still be so comfortable in interpersonal communication.

"Ruge, you are like a simple child, and you only have this little thing on your mind. I'm different from you, my parents are railway workers, I see their hard work day and night, my life can't be just for myself, I can't be so selfish, so I can only bury my love for him deep in my heart, desperately be a better self, in the future, I will be the support of my parents, don't let them work so hard, other than that, I can't care about anything. ”

"I'm also trying to change now, although I'm just an ordinary girl, I also want to have friends, I want to be recognized and accepted, I also want to have confidence, I am no longer timid when I speak, I can be brave enough to say what I think, I really don't want to continue to live in my fantasy world!"

"We are already luckier than most girls to be able to go to higher education, to have a carefree education, and to live an easy life. Don't be so unconfident, don't be so pessimistic, you still have suitors, come to your fellow countrymen, and don't the male classmates who write to you all be your admirers? Xiaohui said slightly.

"However, they are too ordinary compared to the person in my heart, and I can't convince myself to accept them." Ruge said helplessly.

"I've seen the good, I want to get it, human nature, have you made progress with him?" Xiaohui looked at Ruge.

"When I met me during the holidays, he was cold and unceremonious to me. Even the crush I thought I was hiding was actually a joke, not only he knew my thoughts, but my classmates and even my family also knew that my younger siblings were covering for me in order to help me meet him, and my classmates were trying their best to help me meet him, right? A line of tears slowly left down Ruge's cheeks.

"Ruge, you are not lonely at all, your younger siblings love you so much, your classmates protect you like that, you are actually a lucky girl, you can be yourself willfully. Unlike me, I feel like a lone wolf, I can only run alone in the wilderness, and my little thoughts can only be suppressed to the death, and I can't show a single bit, I know that I don't have any chance, not only can't say it, but also can't show it, you know? You're the first to know my mind. Xiaohui looked at Ruge with sadness on his face, lonely and hopeless.

Ruge thought of the care of her family and classmates, and felt embarrassed for a while, she was really too willful, blindly wanting to get things that were unattainable, but they could support them unconditionally. And Xiaohui, she is sober and rational, and she doesn't give herself any chance to be willful, how bitter she should be in her heart, she is really a hundred times more pitiful than herself.

Ruge gently walked towards Xiaohui, hugged her, and patted her on the back one by one. Ruge felt her back get wet, then heard a soft sob, and then she screamed. This strong girl, under the anesthesia of alcohol, under the cover of night, on the empty seaside, finally took off the disguise of pretending to be strong and indulged in wantonness.

After a long time, Xiaohui's mood finally stabilized, and they sat down on the beach.

"Look, the moon is so beautiful today." Xiaohui pointed to a bright moon hanging high in the sky.

"Yes, it's really beautiful and pleasing to the eye. Isn't it also a beautiful thing that we have the opportunity to enjoy something beautiful? The song is thoughtful.

"Look, the innocent little girl has become a philosopher, and her speech has become philosophical." Xiaohui regained his former image and teased Rusong.

"I've also suffered losses, well, who can be innocent all the time?" Ruge smiled shyly.

Two classmates with almost different personalities, because they shared the secrets of their hearts, their hearts were unconsciously closer, and they have since become friends who have nothing to say.