"Hello Xu Xiaokui, congratulations on entering the re-examination of the student union, please dress at 6 pm tomorrow to participate in the ......."

SMS, as promised.

This time, there was no disappointment.

It's such a text message that breaks the original silence, not only the silence around you, but also the heart.

The content of the text message, official and formal, the form of the text message, concise and unified, in the classroom at the moment, the students took out their mobile phones, and then looked at the text message, happy and disappointed.

Or the sadness after being out, or the surprise of receiving a text message.

In short, my mind was completely off the drawing board standing in front of me, and as for what I was going to draw next, it was only ambiguous.

Yes, all these psychological changes are due to the student union, and it can be seen that students who only participate in interviews want to be admitted.

Students who pass the preliminary examination will receive a text message, but students who fail will not have any text message prompts, in order to ensure that students can know their results smoothly, each student will pass by the bulletin board after class, and the results are also posted.

In this way, you can see it after all.

I received the text message for the retest, I was happy and surprised, and my first reaction was to share it with Anne, but she didn't receive the text message for a long time, and I thought it would be there later, but the result was ......

All of us were dumbfounded, because almost all the students in the dormitory and even in the class who took the preliminary exam passed, but Anne ......

Although I knew that there would be elimination, it was still strange.

She was the most likely to get into the student union, and we all thought she was bound to win, but how could this be?

There was a sudden burst of speculation in my heart, didn't you directly admit it? Don't need to take the retest at all?

Of course, that's just my thoughts at the moment.

The world is unpredictable, the fact is that Anne did not enter the retest, but was eliminated directly, I looked at her, saw her strong smile, pretending to be calm.

Obviously it was bound to win, but it lost in the first round, although it is still incomprehensible, but this is indeed a fact.

A reality that all people need to accept.

However, no one has ever stipulated that you must enter the student union in college, and you can do whatever you want, follow your heart, or follow the trend, and this established result is the result that everyone needs to accept.

……

Retest?

It's an unknown word, what will everything look like?

On the day of the re-examination with curiosity and nervousness, when I thought that the re-examination was to show some of my talents, it turned out that everything was the same as the first examination, only a small part of the structure was changed, the location was still the same place, and the ministers were still those ministers, but it was changed from a single person to a group interview, and one department by one entered the prescribed classroom for another interview, and seven out of ten people were selected.

The rules are simple and clear, it is survival of the fittest.

When we walked into the interview room, we saw the ministers sitting in front of us, looking at us with blank faces, and then began to ask questions.

It turns out that the retest is to understand us at a deeper level, and it is still a question, and we are only responsible for answering.

I still remember the boy standing to my left at this time, in order to enter the propaganda department, not only boasted that he could learn all the techniques in a week.

Because the Propaganda Department has to design the posters, display boards and planning plans for each event.

But...... Within a week? That's too much of an exaggeration!

At that time, it was also obvious to see the surprised expressions on the faces of the ministers, and I thought he would be eliminated, but instead he became the first contestant to be admitted.

Is this called ambition?

I don't understand.

When the minister asked me a few questions, he seemed to be very dissatisfied and turned the page, and continued to ask other students, I looked ahead, what tension no longer existed at this moment, is it because I feel that I have failed? I didn't feel hopeful at all, and I didn't ask any questions after that, just skimmed over and asked other students.

For a person who has no problems or no interest, doesn't that prove the end?

This is true of everything, such as people or things.

For such a approach, there are only two outcomes that can be thought of, either directly without drama or already chosen.

Of course, I hope it's the latter.

However, how can everything always be smooth.

In this way, I ended this retest in a trance, and when I left, it didn't matter.

If you think you already know the outcome, let's take it as a taste.

It's pretty good, too.

This is the legendary mysterious organization student union, an organization that many people yearn for but don't know about.

Just a few seconds ago, when I was re-examined, I saw the gentle senior sister during the military training, and it just so happened that she was the deputy minister of the Propaganda Department.

If she can successfully enter the student union, then she will be my minister?! That's it!

A glimmer of light in the night.

Seeing this senior sister again, she is still the same gentleness.

……

A few days later.

Such a text message left me a little dumbfounded, it was incredible, because there was no hope, and yet, now I actually passed?!

Me?

This is indeed the case.

If you don't work hard, you really don't know if you can, so don't set a ceiling for yourself, what if you can?

When I saw this text message, I happened to be attending a lecture organized by the school, and next to it was Anne, even if I was happy, I didn't dare to be too happy, I was secretly happy in my heart, after all, it was better not to be too public.

Knowing how to read words and colors is a small characteristic of mine.

The first small goal of the university was successfully achieved.

However, the first thing to do when you become a member of the student council is to have a meeting, and the student council also has its own office, which sounds quite lofty, but later, whenever this place is mentioned, it is full of rejection.

Filled with pain.

Then, I was pulled into a group, the group of the propaganda department, and the first one took the initiative to add my classmate called Xiaojing, a particularly nice name, the purpose was to go to the office with me for a meeting, I want to say that this is the intention, she is more active, this is a unique tacit understanding between girls.

There are a total of ten people in the entire department, three ministers, and seven members, which is a very large organization, after all, this is only one department, and there are not many students in the entire art college.

Xiao Jing is a self-cooked girl, very tall and thin, which is the appearance that I envy, and it is also the thinness that I have never experienced.

We had only known each other for a few minutes when she asked me to take a picture of her.

Well......

This girl, I like it very much.

In just a few minutes, there was no embarrassment at all to stay with her, it was natural, and the tone with a slight northeast accent instantly infected me.

Xiao Jing is free and easy, bold and cute, and is a friend worth making.

All in all, I think she's good.

After walking to the office, I found that there was another girl, her name was kiki, different from Xiao Nettle, kiki was quieter in comparison, kawaii's short hair, as if it came out of a comic, but, the same is that kiki is also very thin, very thin and thin, looked down at himself, it's time to lose weight.

Everyone, meeting.

The meeting of the student union is nothing more than to say some precautions, seeing that the seniors must say hello and the like, we who were ignorant at that time, listening to it is called a serious ah, holding notes and recording word for word, it is them, the three ministers in front of me chose me, so I want to thank them.

At this moment, there is only change and effort.

Since you have obtained this precious opportunity through many interviews, you must cherish it.

Although the gentle senior sister is very gentle, but I always dare not look at her, she has an inexplicable aura, and it may also be my personal psychological effect, but it is not so terrible.

However, one thing to be happy about is that Xiao Jing and Kiki should be a very good friend, a friend worth making.

Of course, hopefully we can be good friends.

……

Golden autumn October.

The National Day holiday is coming, and after spending about a month of university life, I finally ushered in the long-awaited small holiday, and I decisively chose to go home in order to prepare daily necessities.

There is another task when I go home this time, and that is to buy formal clothes and computers.

The Propaganda Department has contracted the posters of all departmental activities, which can be called the poster department, so the computer is a must-have, and even if it is not a requirement of the student union, as a student in the design class, you still need to have the blessing of the computer, otherwise, what should you do in the follow-up courses?

It's a matter of time.

The first laptop is called Xiaoxin, whether it is the appearance or the internal configuration, I personally love it, since I chose it, I have to be responsible for it, or maybe because this is my computer.

I think everyone has some selfishness about their belongings, no matter what others think, they will like their own belongings.

This is also an effect in psychology.

"If you don't come back for a small holiday like this in the future, don't come back, and the round-trip travel fee will also cost money."

On this day, Dad said.

No shock, no confusion, and to be expected.

I always take his words to heart, maybe I'm used to it.

He remembered it so clearly that he couldn't even remember it.

So, I didn't go back for every small vacation after that, and when I asked why, I was too lazy to go back, and to my surprise, I would ask why.

Has the world changed, or has the family changed?

Anyway, I haven't changed.

Moreover, after my sister and I started school, Xiaohei Xiaobai left one after another, because of the negligence of my father and mother.

Or don't care, otherwise how could you not take care of it?

Of course, there are feelings, but if you don't accept this reality with your own eyes, you will feel a lot less pain, and you will still miss it.

……

After returning to the university campus again, he once again pretended to be a strong physical examination, and after a suffocating blood draw, he turned around and received chocolates from a senior sister.

After drawing blood, you should really replenish your energy, but after eating it, you regret it, it seems that you can't touch chocolate these days, well, all this little funny is only known to yourself.

At the same time, thank you for the kindness from the strange senior sister.

Physical testing is a very new thing.

Unheard.

But, as far as the literal meaning is very good, it is a sports test, and the word sports is a nightmare......

When I came to the sports test site, there were a lot of projects, but these were very difficult for me.

"Those who fail the physical test will be retested!"

After seeing this sentence, I immediately refreshed, retest?! Isn't one pain enough? After that, I worked hard to keep every test passing.

However, there is really nothing that can be done about the standing long jump, let alone passing, its scores are all negative.

Ay!

However, fortunately, the final total score was passed, just 60 points, avoiding the risk of retesting.

This time the 800 meters are very different!

On almost the same playground across the country, because of the different people they meet, almost all the students in art colleges, especially the design department, are sedentary, so their motor functions are not very developed.

Even me.

When I lined up and stood at the starting line, I suddenly felt a sense of tension in my heart, and my heart was pounding and I was trying to calm down.

Then, just listening to the test teacher's order, the nervous mood was instantly relieved, and he rushed to the forefront at that moment.

And then......

I lost my strength.

Weakness of the limbs, feeling of collapse of the whole body.

But, to my surprise, I actually ran in first? A person whose limbs are completely out of harmony?? Seriously???

Maybe it's not because of me, it's because of the classmates around me, it's not the first time I've run 800 meters, but it's the most different.

In this 800-meter test, I suddenly found self-confidence, my own unique highlight moment, I am very proud and proud, proud of myself.

led all the way, but in the final sprint, he was overtaken by one place, but it doesn't matter, this is also a breakthrough himself, isn't it?

At this point, I found a little trick, which is just my own summary, and it is not mature.

That is, when you start running, you must rush, and then slow down to maintain your position, don't slow down before the run, fall behind others, and where will you have the strength to chase after you in the later stage.

Sprint, buffer, sprint!

While running 800 meters, I saw my minister, a male head of the same department.

Later, he told my colleagues in the student council about my 800-meter run, and in their eyes, I was even more powerful.

With my inherent height, can this label be removed?

Ay!

I didn't like the label, but after that, I found myself in love with running.

Because, there will be wind when you run.

When you enjoy running, the wind blows in your ears, gently and gently, maybe it can understand your heart at the moment, and only it can speak.

Venting, releasing ...... stress

Listening, accompaniment.

The only thing I like is the playground under the night sky, the silence after the hustle and bustle, the silence, I can hear myself.

yes, it's empty.

If you don't care, you will have fewer worries.

It's hard to learn not to care.

Before I met you, my whole body and mind were in a blur, without any goal, but after meeting you, everything seems to be gradually getting better.

At this time, I am still looking for you, looking forward to meeting you soon, what will it be like to have a sense of purpose?

Confused, looking for the one that might belong to me.