As soon as the results come out this time, there will be some changes in the number of people in each class, just like there are many people who are very willing to add 10,000 yuan to the senior class, after all, the teachers of the senior class are all top-matched.

At this point, I seem to have made the wrong choice......

However, it is already a fact that cannot be changed, since you have chosen, where will there be a back road waiting for you, this is really a choice between favor and future.

Even the sketch teacher who used to teach us has become a regular teacher in the advanced class, and she is reluctant to do so.

After that, our sketch teacher changed to a male teacher, and his painting style was very strange, like stick figures but a little different, it was very peculiar, we couldn't understand him, he couldn't understand us, maybe it was a different abstraction.

I prefer Mr. Lei's sketching, after all, I have been learning sketches with him before, and the style of painting naturally turns to his side, he is my color teacher and sketch teacher.

Although I always ask for leave, I am also the teacher who has been with us for the longest time.

Later, Mr. Lei also took the lead, and persuaded some classmates from the senior class, the first one was the younger brother of the twins, and he was really good at painting.

Absolutely stunning!

That's what a good representation is.

There is no need to rack your brains to think of some routine things, just wave the brush as you like, and be as perfect as you want.

And I used his paintings as model paintings later, which was really good.

There are also a few students who are not good at drawing but Mr. Lei likes very much, although we come from different places, but we do not fight each other because of these things, but become very good classmates.

Help each other and live in harmony.

Especially the twin brothers, my sister and I and him, seem to have become the "top stream" in the whole class, there will be different people to observe and learn every day, my sister and he do draw very well, but I seem to be a number, inexplicably pressed such a title, the name is out, what can be done, most of them have only heard my name, and do not know me as a person.

Stand in front of me and ask, who is Aoi? It turns out that you are Xu Xiaokui?

and so on, and then in the later stage, even the sketch teacher of the advanced class said after seeing my name: "Ao~ It turns out that you are Xu Xiaokui?" ”

At the time, it was embarrassing because it was relatively low-key.

Silent hard work is the direction I want to go, there are many stories of dark horse counterattacks, but not all dark horses rely on talent, more persistence and hard work.

After that, everyone knew that there were two pairs of twins in the whole studio, and they were both very good at painting, and it was for this reason that I would have been just a little transparent existence.

Although I am willing to be a little transparent, I am also eager to be recognized.

In this case, the only way to do this is to work hard, and maybe you will be worthy of this title when the time comes.

I'm afraid that the results will not be satisfactory if I work hard.

Of course, the unshakable concept of "twins" in people's hearts is not something that can be changed with hard work, and they don't want to struggle indifferently, yes or no, they are just things outside the body, and they don't need to care too much about these.

Even if it is explained, others just listen to it and forget that no one pays attention to such an irrelevant person all day long.

……

I like to be in the studio in the morning, and I like to wake up early.

Empty and quiet, sitting in a corner of the studio and beginning to immerse himself in his own world, he was the only one.

Although it is groggy, it will not be as dazy as at night, and the efficiency of studying at night is really not as good as waking up in the morning.

However, these still depend on personal habits, just like some people are used to waking up early, and some people are used to going to bed late.

Drawing is an endless process of practicing, practicing, and practicing after mastering the technique......

Today's strange thing is that a girl who doesn't have much class at all suddenly came to the classroom early, at this time, it was just time for breakfast, I walked into the cafeteria by myself, maybe she got up for breakfast, and there was no communication between us originally.

After I left, I didn't follow her anymore.

Before the start of the sketch class, they had to hand in the homework left yesterday, and the students were very enthusiastic and took out the homework they had drawn yesterday.

I remember painting the eyes, nose and mouth, copying the work that the teacher had drawn in advance, and putting it in the painting bag, but I couldn't find it.

I rummaged through the bag countless times but it didn't work, and at that moment, I was a little panicked.

Because class is coming soon.

It's a bizarre event.

However, I remember that I put it in my painting bag after finishing my homework last night, and it is impossible to remember wrong, and there is no place to put it anywhere else.

Search, search, still no.

Could it be that I am mistaken? But it's impossible, isn't it lonely?!

I decided to draw a new one, but it was too late. At this thrilling moment, fortunately the teacher did not check the homework today, and she seemed to have forgotten.

This is also God's favor, I check my homework every day, but today, but even if I don't check my homework, I have to know where it went.

It is clear that death will also die.

I went to the class leader to take today's homework, and after reading it, I saw my own homework, how can I recognize my own paintings, and I can't admit that I can't be wrong, but there are other people's names written in the lower right corner.

what？

So, it's not lost, it's someone else's intention?!

Looking at this particularly eye-catching name, this person is none other than the "drama spirit" in the class! "That girl this morning.

She was disgusted, yes, she was disgusted, her great achievements could be said to have spread throughout the class, pretending to faint all day long, asking to go out to see a doctor, but when the teacher said that she wanted to accompany her, she immediately lost anything, in short, she was trying to get out, and the confiscated mobile phones were already countless.

It's been less than a month since I came to the studio......

There is a special thing about the studio that the art joint examination has not passed, and all the tuition fees will be refunded, but the premise is that you must obey the arrangement and abide by the rules.

I guess that's true of all studios.

There are no rules at all in the eyes of disgust, come when you want, leave when you want, just a free person, where does it seem to come to training? All I have in my mind is the person waiting for her outside!

Later, she signed an agreement that even if she failed the joint entrance examination, she would not refund the tuition fee in full, so that the teachers relaxed her discipline a lot.

You can't waste your energy on this one person every day, no.

Even if it is much more relaxed, she can't not fail to hand in her homework again and again, so the day before, Teacher Li directly warned her, saying: "If you don't hand in your homework tomorrow, don't come in the future, where to go back!" ”

Teacher Li is so domineering and bold, and also asked her to make up all the previous homework, no matter how arrogant she is, she doesn't want to be returned.

So, are these the reasons she stole my homework?

It's all a matter of character, okay?

No matter what, it's impossible not to know what I've painted! Do you take people for fools?

Later, I looked through the homework she handed in, and there were about seven of them, and six of them should have been taken by her, because each one had a different style.

If you look closely, there will be traces of changes in the place where the name is written in the lower left corner or the lower right corner, which is too much!

It's impossible for Teacher Li not to see these little tricks that he is tired of, is it also turning a blind eye?

……

Breaks.

When I was about to explain the situation to Teacher Li, I heard them talking, and it turned out that the students who lost the paintings also found out about it, but Teacher Li didn't react much, but was ready to tell the classmates to talk alone.

This matter has a bad impact on her reputation.

I'm wondering, do people with such thick skin still care about their reputation? If you care, why do you do such a childish thing, if it is not in the way of stealing, but a little harder, these homework is not difficult at all, it is very simple.

Absolutely!

I'm not a saint.

After that, when I looked at her again, there would be a little more disgust in my eyes.

Before we could ask the guilt, we were disgusted with it again, and went back to the dormitory and lay on the ground, next to something that had been vomited.

This......

It's just so realistic.

The result was realistic, she succeeded again, managed to escape and was exempted from trial and punishment, and then the matter was closed.

Originally, I was still a little distressed, but after listening to her roommate explain some inside information, where was the thing she vomited, it was clearly eight treasure porridge mixed with water, and we were all deceived.

I was completely deceived.

Helplessly remembered the liquid on the floor of her dormitory that day, isn't she tired like this every day?

After this incident, I also developed a habit, that is, every time I finish my homework, I must bring it back to the dormitory, I didn't know that there would be such a person before, but now I know, of course, I have to guard against it, otherwise wouldn't it be stupid and sweet?!

I'm not, and I can't be.

It's okay not to care, but it's not allowed to have a next time, and it won't have anything to do with this person in the future.

……

Meal time.

There was also a girl in the five-person row in the dormitory, she was very small and chubby, so I called her Chubby.

Chubby is also a friend who has been with us for a long time, which is very rare.

On this day, except for my sister, we were already sitting in the cafeteria with our food, and then we found that they were actually discussing my sister, and they had a disgusted tone.

I was a little confused......

Is it just ignoring my existence? Could it be that he is a transparent person? But how do I join? I had to bury my head in my own food.

This thing happens almost every day.,I don't know why.,It's a very strange phenomenon.,Although my sister isn't there.,But I'm here.。

After the sister came over after dinner, the discussion disappeared immediately, and they instantly changed into another face, which ......

They are always like this, which makes me suddenly wonder, is this the legendary pseudo-girlfriend?

Something scary.

However, it's not a girlfriend, at most a roommate.

The friendship between girls is so unfathomable.

A lot of what I thought was a good friend turned out to be just a good friend who looked like a good friend, and apart from love, I didn't believe in friendship again.

So what's left?

Is it affectionate?

Maybe it will be different in the future!

At the moment, I suddenly missed Alin a little, she wouldn't be like this, although she was always abandoning, but at least she lived a real life, and intrigue or something was the most terrifying.

However, in fact, there are some things that I can't understand so comprehensively, after all, no one will theorize in front of the parties, and they are all behind their backs.

Some things, maybe I still don't know good, I didn't tell my sister about these things, just listen to it, girls are born for gossip, and what I like most on weekdays is to discuss, there are good and bad, and I will always talk about it.

I want to be like my sister, living in a mess, and living freely.

……

Alin and I are in the same city, but we have different rest times, and we can't go out on weekdays, so I haven't seen each other for more than half a year.

Even if I haven't seen it, I don't think there's anything, and I don't feel unfamiliar, I think so.

Here, I also posted a sentence: "No matter how far away and how long it is, I hope that after we come back, our relationship will still be the same." ”

This sentence is for her, and I really hope that we will still be in a relationship by then, and it will be the same as before.

So, it should be, right?

I am a person who likes to be nostalgic, and sometimes I lie down and think carefully about the past, and those past events are the most precious memories to cherish.

At this moment, all I think of are the scenes where they are good to me, and those bad things are gradually forgotten, since it is a bad thing, why are they still in the memory? Don't delete it!

Maybe all I have in mind is the program that is automatically deleted.

When Alin's birthday was approaching, I bought her a gift, a pencil pillow, which meant that she hoped that she would be able to write a gold pen and get good grades in the exam.

Alin was also very happy when she received it, and took a lot of pictures for me, and I was happy to see her happy.

This seems to be a people-pleasing personality.

I'm two months younger than Alin, so, two months later, my birthday is also here.

Looking forward to ......

But she didn't make any moves, not even a word of blessing.

I guess I forgot.

I care a lot about every birthday, this is my own festival, I still pay more attention to the sense of ceremony, but every birthday in addition to disappointment is still disappointed, at this time, only the company of family is the most lasting, and I am always complaining.

Less complaining, life will be better.

Then, every time I saw that other classmates always had many friends blessing them, in addition to envy or envy, my head was full of envy, but I had nothing, cold, desolate and desolate.

I thought I was used to it, but after all, it was just a way for me to deceive myself, and if I could deceive for a while, I couldn't deceive for a lifetime.

I thought we weren't the same, it turned out that I just thought.

Before, every year's birthday would always be full of sadness, and then it gradually disagreed, in fact, it's nothing, it's just a birthday, and the more you grow up, the more lonely you are, and the more you get used to being lonely.

After all, there is no reason why you have to be remembered by others, and if you don't remember it, what does it mean?

These are just the desires of my heart.

It's rare and valuable, because I don't have it, I want to have it.

Those who really care will not forget.