Chapter 335: The Shadow in My Heart
"Chenchen is good, Chenchen will get better soon, and your parents will be by your side in the future, and they will not leave you." Jiang Zhiyan touched Jiang Xichen's head and said very gently.
After finishing speaking, not only Jiang Xichen was stunned, but Fu Shenheng was also stunned.
"Is what Mommy said true? Mom won't leave me and dad in the future? Jiang Xichen's eyes lit up, and he even sat up a little excitedly, looking at Jiang Zhiyan and Fu Shenheng.
"Will Mom lie to you? Nature is true. Jiang Zhiyan looked at Jiang Xichen like this, and couldn't laugh or cry.
The temperature difference is still a little big now, and Jiang Zhiyan was afraid that he would get a cold and aggravate his condition, so she quickly let Jiang Xichen lie down and help him cover the quilt.
"Will the mother keep the baby in her belly?" Suddenly, Jiang Xichen blinked her bright eyes and looked at Jiang Zhiyan expectantly, hoping to get the answer she wanted.
He asked this question, not only Jiang Zhiyan was nervous, but even Fu Shenheng behind him was nervous, his eyes locked on Jiang Zhiyan's back, with the same desire in his eyes.
Jiang Zhiyan knew that Fu Shenheng must also be looking at herself, so her mood was very complicated, and she didn't know how to answer in the face of the eyes of father and son.
"This, this matter is a matter of Mom and Dad, you are still ......." Jiang Zhiyan's eyes were a little evasive, she wanted to avoid this question a little, although she said this morning that she would not beat this child, but in fact she still didn't think about whether to keep this child or not.
The light in Jiang Xichen's eyes dimmed instantly, he smiled bitterly, and a little child's face actually showed such a bitter expression.
Fu Shenheng also had the same expression, he was originally a Jiang Zhiyan this morning who gave up the idea of killing the child, and now it seems that she is only temporarily appeased.
"So Mom actually lied to me just now." Jiang Xichen retracted his eyes and said very sadly as he stared at the ceiling.
"How can Chenchen think that Mom is cheating on you?" Jiang Zhiyan began to be a little anxious, she hurriedly explained to him, but Jiang Xichen just didn't look at her.
"If mom isn't lying to Chenchen, then she plans to reconcile with her father, since it's reconciled, why can't mom keep the baby in her belly? That's Daddy's kid too. Jiang Xichen said sadly.
Hearing this, Jiang Zhiyan and Fu Shenheng froze in place at the same time, not expecting Jiang Xichen to say such a thing.
Jiang Zhiyan glanced back at Fu Shenheng, she was a little skeptical that this was not what Fu Shenheng said to him, but seeing that Fu Shenheng's expression was the same as herself, Jiang Zhiyan believed that this was what Jiang Xichen thought of herself.
Fu Shenheng was excited in his heart, he didn't expect his son to be such a good assist, he didn't even think of this, his son actually thought of it.
"Chenchen, this is a matter for father and mother, you are still young, don't worry about these things." Jiang Zhiyan gradually showed some displeasure, she didn't want to discuss this issue with Jiang Xichen.
"Then mom, let's go, since mom doesn't want to accompany Chenchen, then Chenchen doesn't want mom anymore." Jiang Xichen's face showed an even more sad expression, and he even turned over and didn't look at Jiang Zhiyan.
Jiang Zhiyan took a deep breath, how did she raise Jiang Xichen in the Fu family, and she became arrogant.
She turned her head and glanced at Fu Shenheng behind her, he was also very helpless, and spread his hands.
Jiang Zhiyan turned her head back again, ready to have a good talk with Jiang Xichen, but was stopped by Fu Shenheng and pulled her out of Jiang Xichen's room.
"Why didn't you just let me tell him? What is he being spoiled by you now, he has no respect. Jiang Zhiyan was angry in her heart, but there was nowhere to come out, so it had to be on Fu Shenheng's body.
"He's still a kid, what are you doing with him so much, and it's just childish words." Fu Shenheng was not angry at Jiang Zhiyan's nameless fire, and was very patient coaxing Jiang Zhiyan.
"You're happy, the child wants me to reconcile with you, I don't know, I thought he was your lobbyist to convince me as a mother." Jiang Zhiyan rolled her eyes, she really felt that Jiang Xichen's words really didn't look like a five-year-old child could say it by himself.
"Why do you still think that I taught him that he couldn't do it?" Fu Shenheng noticed that Jiang Zhiyan's eyes were not very right, so the corners of his mouth twitched, and he looked at Jiang Zhiyan a little speechless and said.
"Maybe it is." Jiang Zhiyan is angry now, so she doesn't care what she says.
Hearing her words, combined with her expression, Fu Shenheng's expression also cooled down, and his mood became a little bad, he looked at Jiang Zhiyan and said, "Besides, are you really unwilling to forgive me?" ”
Jiang Zhiyan didn't speak, but restrained the arrogant little expression on her face, and became a little serious. With his head down, he looked at his toes, not knowing how to answer his words.
"Didn't we say yes? After solving Zhou Beibei's matter, we are publicly together, why do you want to regret it now? Fu Shenheng grabbed Jiang Zhiyan's shoulders and shook her body and asked.
"You're hurting me." Jiang Zhiyan dodged Fu Shenheng's eyes, and shook off his hands, "I'm not going to regret it, I just didn't think about it." ”
"You didn't think about it, why did you promise me in the first place? You've taken that engagement ring. Fu Shenheng raised his hand, but he was afraid of hurting Jiang Zhiyan again, so he finally put his hand down again.
"A ring is a ring, and that time is that time, because I'm pregnant now, so I have to think about it a little more." Jiang Zhiyan frowned, kept her head down, and didn't look at Fu Shenheng's eyes.
"I was born when I was pregnant, we raised it together, Chenchen's matter was an accident, and I was arranged by my mother to have surgery at that time, so I didn't know that so many things happened to you." Fu Shenheng was a little anxious, and surrounded Jiang Zhiyan's side, explaining, his tone was very flustered.
I was afraid that Jiang Zhiyan didn't want to believe herself, but she was afraid of hurting Jiang Zhiyan, so she didn't help her shoulders.
"But I'm afraid," Jiang Zhiyan said, shaking her lips. "Chenchen's matter hasn't been resolved yet, and I'm afraid that something will happen again, so I originally planned to solve the Qiao Group and tell you about the pregnancy."
"But that's how you are, always so anxious, can't wait to know these things." Jiang Zhiyan raised her head angrily and looked at Fu Shenheng, her eyes full of exhaustion.
"But I don't know it, it doesn't affect your decision." Fu Shenheng felt very strange and couldn't understand Jiang Zhiyan's thoughts.
"You know, it means that I can't wait for that time, I need to make a decision quickly, I can't say that I dragged this child, accepted your care, and then in the end the child was still beaten." Jiang Zhiyan lowered her head again, and said in a somewhat calm voice.
"So you think I must have no way to give you happiness, do you?" Fu Shenheng no longer discussed the child's problem with Jiang Zhiyan.
Jiang Zhiyan didn't speak, nor did she look at Fu Shenheng.
Looking at her, Fu Shenheng felt angry for a while, but he didn't know what to say, and finally left here without saying anything.
When the people downstairs were thinking about what to do, Fu Shenheng suddenly came down from upstairs with a dark face and glanced at Gu Xishen.
Gu Xishen quickly understood that Fu Shenheng had something to find him, although he was very strange, why Fu Shenheng was looking for him, but he still followed Fu Shenheng out of the restaurant and came to his study.
"Do you have anything to do with me?" Gu Xi swallowed his saliva, he had a hunch in his heart, feeling that the two of them were not getting along very well.
I didn't see Jiang Zhiyan when I just went upstairs, because she was too annoying, after Fu Shenheng left, she returned to her room, so when Gu Xishen went upstairs, she didn't see Jiang Zhiyan.
"Didn't Ayan's five years have been particularly hard?" Fu Shenheng suddenly asked such a sentence without a head, which made Gu Xishen suddenly a little confused.
"Didn't I tell you before? It's not ordinary hard work, it's special hard work. Hearing him ask about this, Gu Xishen's heart rose to his throat, and sure enough, the matter was very serious.
"We just talked about the kids." Fu Shenheng nestled into his boss's chair a little deflated, and told Gu Xishen with a sigh what had happened just now.
After listening to Fu Shenheng's words, Gu Xishen frowned, and after hesitating for a moment, he looked at Fu Shenheng and said, "I am telling you these words now from the position of your friend." ”
Fu Shenheng raised his eyes and looked at the serious Gu Xishen, he licked his dry lips, sat up straight, and prepared to listen to him seriously.
"Ah Yan does have some shadows in her heart, you know that it is very difficult to bring a newborn child, and the accident of the Jiang family at that time has caused a lot of damage to her heart."
"I went to Fu's house to look for you again and again, you are not there, and she didn't find your person, which is another heavy injury."
"Then after she went abroad, weren't you taking care of him?" Fu Shenheng looked at Gu Xishen with straight eyes, he originally thought that the bitterness he was talking about was just that in the five years of the child's life, there was no shadow of his father.
"I took Ayan abroad first, and as soon as I got home, my parents detained me at home, so I had no way to take care of her." Speaking of this, Gu Xishen's eyes drooped, and he was also a little guilty.
"But fortunately, my parents are not so unreasonable and don't let me contact her anymore, but they also found someone to take care of her." Gu Xishen said, and Fu Shenheng listened to it.
"And then?" Fu Shenheng swallowed his saliva, and looked at Gu Xishen with very sad eyes, listening to what he described, he might not be able to stand these things as a big man.
"Later, after giving birth, Ayan was completely depressed, and I begged my parents for a long time, and forced them on a hunger strike, so they relented and let me take care of her." Gu Xishen said this, his eyes were red, and he couldn't say any more.
"But why are you depressed?" Fu Shenheng's heart twitched, and it hurt very much.
"Because the nannies my parents are looking for are all bad people who often bully Ayan." Saying this, Gu Xishen couldn't help but clench his fists.
He remembered that when he first met Jiang Zhiyan, she was placed in a dark laughing room, and most of the supplements sent by their family went into the stomachs of those nannies.
Originally, the Gu couple took good care of Jiang Zhiyan, but the nanny had been disobeying and tormenting Jiang Zhiyan, so she fell into depression.
"They thought Ah Yan was the woman I had a big belly outside, but our family didn't admit it, so they didn't want to take good care of Ah Yan." Gu Xishen rubbed his temples.
After so many years, Gu Xishen still feels very guilty, but fortunately, Jiang Zhiyan has the desire to live when she looks at the little Jiang Xichen, so as not to look for a short time.
"So she is now afraid that the child in her belly will also encounter a situation like Chenchen." Gu Xishen withdrew from his memories, and after taking a breath, he looked at Fu Shenheng and said, "If you can, you can give her more time." ”