Chapter 166: Complex and Indistinguishable Emotions
The maid was only quick to say a few words, and did not make much mistake. But as soon as she came into contact with the old man's eyes, she was immediately speechless.
The old man took a deep breath and slammed the ground with his cane: "The reason why our Shen family has been able to get to where we are today can be said to be every step of the way, and we are extremely careful at every step, so we don't need a person in our family who can only tell right and wrong." ”
When Shen's mother thought that her son had been deceived by that girl, she was so angry that she was so angry that even the roots of her teeth were itchy: "But Dad, you have also seen those photos and information, and the girl has also admitted it, what can the maid do if she says a few words." ”
She couldn't accept it anyway.
Old Man Shen glanced at her lightly, frowned and said, "No need to say any more, do you think that there hasn't been enough trouble recently?" ”
"......" Shen's mother felt very aggrieved.
Father Shen raised his eyebrows, there was indeed an incident that had caused the entire Shen family to fall into a crisis recently.
Someone wrote a report of more than 50 pages, reporting to the relevant departments that the Shen Group was tax evasion and tax evasion, and even suspected of fund-raising.
The relevant departments want to check the accounts, I don't know how long it will take, after all, the Shen Group is so big, if it is really checked, just one year's account books will be enough for them.
There is no shortage of rumors in the world, and many people are only willing to believe what they want to believe, even if they see the truth, he feels that it is just a short-lived mirage.
There are also people who deliberately fanned the flames within the group, saying that the Shen Group has fallen into infighting, and it is believed that soon, the group will face a huge existential crisis, causing panic in the group, and some people have even begun to plan to find other ways.
The old man's eyes kept falling on his son, he put the cane aside, slowly picked up the teacup, took a sip, and the whole person looked more aged than a few days ago.
He told Shen's father: "Even if they let them check, anyway, we are innocent and have never done anything like that, besides, our group has been established for a long time, and there are still many branches, this large and small account, if you want to check it in a short time, it is impossible." However, you have to arrange for some people to keep an eye on it, and I'm afraid that someone will do something about it. ”
Father Shen nodded again and again, feeling that what his father said was very reasonable.
After all, there are thousands of precautions, and it is difficult to prevent thieves.
Su Niannian had already seen the psychiatrist at this time.
"Shen Yuting?" The psychiatrist's name is Chen Linxuan, and as soon as he saw Shen Yuting, his eyelids jumped twice.
He stood up and looked at Su Niannian: "It turns out that this is your wife, she looks so beautiful, no wonder she has to hide it." ”
Su Niannian especially didn't like this kind of scrutiny, although she knew that the two of them were very good, but she was still not used to it. Therefore, she was resistant to this psychiatrist, she pulled Shen Yuting's sleeve, and said in a particularly low voice: "There seems to be something in your group, anyway, I know where this is, I'll come back next time." ”
Chen Linxuan stopped her who wanted to escape: "Mrs. Gu, don't worry, I still have ethics as a doctor, even if I have a lot of criticism about your husband, I won't use it against you." ”
Shen Yuting frowned: "Chen Linxuan, if you scare her again, be careful that I pull out all the teeth in your mouth." ”
When my father was still alive, he once said: Life is neither long nor short, compared with the vast universe, how small and humble, and when encountering painful things, you can only grit your teeth and persevere. It's like a tree on the side of the road, which has been beaten by the wind and rain, but still stands.
Han Niannian grabbed his fingers, feeling that he was fragile at this time, like a tree that had been knocked down.
Looking at the doctor opposite, she suddenly became confused.
A few minutes ago, Chen Linxuan took her into a room.
At first, it was extremely dark inside, and then he lit a kerosene lamp, as if by magic, and Su Niannian's whole person was frozen. She looked at the beating flames and felt the dim light, as if she had returned to ancient times in an instant, and her heart was also numb.
This is Chen Linxuan's unique method, and he wants to use this way to give guests a sense of security when digging into the pain buried deep in their hearts.
Shen Yuting originally wanted to follow in, he was worried that she would lose control of her emotions, she was really scary like that before.
Chen Linxuan didn't give him a good look, but he didn't want to say more, so he just said: "She is a patient now." ”
The flames in the room were dark blue, and Su Niannian stared at the flames motionlessly, only her slightly constricted pupils revealed her emotions at the moment.
Chen Linxuan's voice was also very gentle, giving people a sense of reassurance: "I know that it is difficult for you to accept your father's death for a while, this is human nature, but birth, old age, sickness and death are natural laws, you have to accept it slowly." ”
He paused suddenly: "Through the chat just now, I noticed that you still don't want to admit something subconsciously, right?" ”
Su Niannian's face changed suddenly, and his eyelashes trembled twice.
Her lips twitched slightly, but she didn't know what to answer, and then she lowered her head, immersing herself in darkness, as if this was the only way to make herself feel better.
Chen Linxuan didn't speak, just waited so quietly.
After half a ring, Su Niannian suddenly heard him say: "Actually, you hate your father, right?" ”
Su Niannian bit his lip all of a sudden, his throat was like being pricked by a needle, and he wanted to speak, but he couldn't squeeze out a word. I don't know how long it took before she raised her head, her eyes resting on the warm flame, and her voice couldn't be lowered: "Yes, I hate him......"
She used to think that she was great, and she didn't care about the past, but in the final analysis, she still hated, hated him for not telling her all the truth, not knowing how to resist, and living like a coward.
Tears slid down the corners of her eyes, and there was a tremor in her voice: "I've always wanted to take him out of here, take him to a place where no one knows us at all, and start life again, but it always backfires." I was only busy with work every day and didn't take good care of him. ”
She hated him, pitied him, and felt guilty, and the complex thoughts were all mixed together, and she could barely breathe.
Almost no one in this world can understand her feelings, she is like carrying several mountains on her body, and every step she moves, it takes a lot of strength.
Sometimes it felt like she was being soaked in water, and when someone picked her up from behind, took a breath, and then fell into it again, and so on, her whole body almost collapsed.
Chen Linxuan looked at her eyes seriously: "I understand your feelings. There's nothing wrong with you hating him, and you're just a weak kid at that time, and it's an instinct to want your father to come out and protect you. It's normal for you to have pity on him, because you don't want to see him in pain. As for guilt, I think you feel that you can't do anything about this situation, and you want to save it, but you can't even save yourself. ”
This last sentence hit Su Niannian's soul directly, and her whole body stiffened.
When she was a weak child, when she saw those stray dogs on a rainy day, she thought that in the future she must buy a big house so that they could have a place to live.
Seeing the older people begging, she also relented, and when she saw that the other party was dressed in tatters, she tried her best to get a piece of clothing from home and give it to her.
The old woman took the clothes and burst into tears: "Thank you, little girl, good people will be rewarded." ”
Gu Zixuan also came out to accuse her: "If you really treat our Su family as a charity, since you are so powerful, why can't you even save your father, and you are still useless." ”
Yes, so far, she has not rescued anyone, but has put herself in a quagmire.
"Chen Linxuan, didn't you control your mouth again? Why is her face so pale, is she angry with you? Shen Yuting stared at Chen Linxuan.
“…… Shen Yuting, we haven't seen each other for a few days, I didn't expect you to change so much. ”
Chen Linxuan sighed with emotion, and said, "Do you know what you feel to me now?" It's like the old hen protecting her chicks, completely indiscriminate. ”
Su Niannian was not in good spirits, but after hearing this, his ears magically turned red.
As a "chicken", she subconsciously stood behind Shen Yuting, Chen Linxuan laughed, he reached out and patted Shen Yuting's shoulder: "Look, I'm not wrong, but Mrs. Gu, I'm not a man-eating tiger, you better relax." ”
Zhang Heng doesn't know anything about psychology.
He couldn't help complaining: "I don't think it's useful, the young grandmother's face is still so bad, Mr. Shen, why don't we change somewhere else." ”
Chen Linxuan was not angry, but just looked at this little special assistant faintly: "Aze, I find that you are becoming more and more uncute, this is because you have been messing with your family Shen for a long time, I still suggest that you hurry up and find another job, otherwise you will become a little old man at that time, what should I do?" ”
"Then don't worry about Dr. Chen, anyway, I think it's good to follow our family Mr. Shen, at least he won't be so venomous."
Chen Linxuan seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world, every time he laughed, the whole person looked a little improper, which was why Zhang Heng couldn't believe him.
After all, the other doctors all had serious faces, but this Dr. Chen gave people the feeling that half a jar of water jingled.
However, his movements were quite neat, and it didn't take much effort to code the messy documents on the table, and they looked quite decent.
Chen Linxuan suddenly remembered something: "I vaguely remember that Mrs. Gu's cousin also came, but she didn't come to see a doctor, she came to learn about psychology." ”
Su Niannian couldn't help but be stunned, what does Gu Zixuan know about psychology?
"I guess I want to stimulate the other party as much as possible." Zhang Heng hit the nail on the head.
Who does she want to stimulate, Su Niannian felt it from today's funeral that Gu Zixuan was very wrong. In the past, she was messing around, but in this kind of larger occasion, she would still be a little restrained.
Su Nian grabbed Shen Yuting's sleeve and looked up at him: "I think it should be the third uncle who instructed her." ”
Since ancient times, the heart is unpredictable.
Su Niannian naturally understands this truth, but now that her father is gone, she has no way of knowing those so-called secrets, and she doesn't know what the third uncle thinks.
If he deliberately arranged for Gu Zixuan to act in that play, then she had to think deeply, did he have any deep hatred with his father before, or did she always think of the wrong angle, and her father had their handle in his hands?
She was suddenly shocked, this is actually a chain of interlocking, you have my handle, I have your weakness...... There was a pang in her heart, why she didn't know anything, except for a nemesis name that had been on her since birth, she didn't know anything about her father and the pain he had endured.
Shen Yuting stretched out his long arm and hugged her: "Su Niannian, I remember that you were very arrogant when you said that you wanted to marry me, I hope you can continue to be arrogant, instead of being confused about a certain person or something." ”