Chapter 352: Secret (1)
"Uncle, it's okay, you didn't ask anything special, my answer to yours is also true, to be honest, uncle, I'm not as good as you think, there was such a big thing before, it can be said that I lost my parents and family overnight, it's impossible to say that I really didn't hate you, on the night of the accident, I really cried heartbreakingly, I can't believe that such a thing could happen to me, and even I thought about why the two of them left me at the same time? What's more, I also wondered, why didn't you go with them? Why did you survive? ”
Ji Yuxi seemed to be a little excited when he spoke, but quickly calmed down again.
"I know, I don't blame you!"
Lu Peng comforted.
"I'm sorry, uncle. Since you also want to talk to me well, let's talk about everything today, so that we can get along more openly in the future. ”
"Okay, if you have anything to say to me, just say it today, my uncle is willing to listen."
It seems that Lu Peng also wants to have a good chat.
"It was in the initial stage of the incident, which can be said to be the darkest period of my life, for a while without parents, my best friend, that is, Lu Zifei, at this time I really want him to be able to comfort me by his side, but what can I do? He definitely didn't hurt less than me in this incident, I was thinking, did I have to be so selfish, not only could I not comfort him, but I also had to be comforted by him in turn, I was actually very afraid or hated to owe others, but I don't know why, obviously I was also a victim of this matter, but I just thought of Lu Zifei's sadness, and completely forgot how much pain I had. ”
Ji Yuxi continued: "At that time, I thought it would be best for Lu Zifei only if I left, as long as he couldn't see me, he could quickly forget this unfortunate day, forget the relationship we had been involved in by the previous generation, so I chose to change schools, I know Lu Zifei's character, I know that if he knows where I went, he will definitely follow him immediately, so I closed all my news, and I didn't even dare to let him know a little bit of my clues. But everything is so coincidental, I just want to go back to the original school to see, but I happened to meet Lu Zifei, I can't forget how Lu Zifei suppressed the anger in his heart and greeted me so naturally, but I only know that I got into trouble, Lu Zifei's life that was already a little peaceful will definitely become a mess because of my sudden appearance. ”
"Child, it's not your fault, what kind of position do you have in Feifei's heart, my mother and I both know, in fact, if it weren't for Zhong Han's sudden appearance, I really think you would come together, but now, I'm really grateful that Zhong Han can appear~"
Lu Peng was not so much talking to Ji Yuxi as he was talking to himself, especially the last sentence, which had no intention of letting Ji Yuxi hear it.
"Huh?"
"It's okay, it's okay, Yuxi, just keep talking."
"Okay, then Lu Zifei really followed me as I thought, I really transferred to another school, maybe my aunt didn't know that I was in the thirteenth middle school at that time, because if she knew, it would be impossible to agree to Lu Zifei to come to me, I know that my aunt hates my mother in her heart, and if she hates my mother, she will hate me, so she must not want me to have anything to do with Lu Zifei."
"I'm sorry, kid, for wronging you!"
"No uncle, you let me finish speaking, and then it was such a coincidence, Li Yao actually liked the same boy as me, or I didn't like Zhong Han at that time, but Zhong Han was like a light in my life, and it came to my life without any control, so that I didn't have any defense, so Li Yao retaliated against me like crazy, I can't forget the memory of being verbally violent by the whole grade at that time, but fortunately, Zhong Han is here, why do I like Zhong Han so much? Many people have asked me like this, including Lu Zifei, but I think the reason for this may be only known to me, because Zhong Han's appearance really saved me, if Zhong Han didn't suddenly appear in my life, I really don't know what fish tank I would change, Zhong Han really saved me in the dark, I didn't have any illusions about life, and even felt that it was a day to deal with it, but Zhong Han was like a light, giving me light and warmth, and Zicang appeared beside me, I know what I know, sure enough, I'm not afraid of everyone's message Feiyu, I'm not afraid of others pointing behind my back, the only thing I'm afraid of is that Zhong Han is not by my side, and because I know that he is not by my side, I will re-answer a person's life, that's what I'm most afraid of, and then like you can see I hurt Lu Zifei, although this is not what I want, but I still Shanghai her, I know that he likes me, I know everything, but I don't have her in my heart, I only have Zhong Han alone in my heart, so when he told me his thoughts, I could only ruthlessly refuse, I know that as Lu Zifei's father, you will definitely think that my approach is really cruel, but what can I do, I really have no way to go against my true feelings, and then Lu Zifei is sick, to be honest, I was also very afraid of me, and I was afraid that such an important friend would really leave me, I was afraid that one day I would never see him again, I was really afraid, So when I knew I could do it to him, I didn't care about anything, I just thought that as long as I could, I would go back and do it! ”
Ji Yuxi has done a lot for Lu Zifei before, but no matter to anyone, she has never expressed her true thoughts so bluntly.
Lu Peng looked at Ji Yuxi's sincere expression, and he naturally didn't have the slightest doubt about what she said, but at this moment he felt that his heart was like a knife, thinking about the so many things that Ji Yuxi had done for Lu Zifei, he felt guilty from the bottom of his heart, obviously they were all the same children, but what did he do for her?
Why did Lu Peng suddenly talk so much about Ji Yuxi, and why was he full of curiosity about Ji Yuxi? Not just about her past, but also about her father's past?
In fact, it all started when Lu Zifei's former attending doctor suddenly found him a few days ago.