"Don't go, I have something to say." Xiao Yan anxiously stopped Jin Bo.

"Is there anything else, why are you so verbose?" Jin Bo has always been impatient with other girls.

"In the past, you didn't like Ruge, why are you so interested in her now?" Xiao Yan asked unwillingly.

"You're wrong, I've always liked her, I just didn't realize it." Jin Bo thought of his deliberate rejection of Ruge when he was a child, and it was not a little rebellion. When everyone else praises her and likes her, he wants to make a different move from others. It's not like trying to draw other people's attention to yourself and make yourself the center of attention. Handsome and proud, it is reasonable for him to do such a thing.

"It turns out that I have been deceiving myself, and what I see is all illusions, I am so stupid." Xiao Yan was so sad that she was about to cry.

"You are already the most educated of your former classmates, you should be content." When Jin Bo thought of Ruge, his heart softened, and he didn't speak so sharply.

"But these are not what I want, I, I ......" Xiao Yan cried, she couldn't go on.

"Needless to say, how do you have nothing to do with me, you can do it yourself." Jin Bo was not moved by the tears of other women, his heart was cold and hard.

"Okay, I got it." Xiao Yan has fully understood that Jin Bo does not have a little place in his heart.

Xiao Yan stumbled back home, and Jin Bo chased after Ruge quickly.

Xiao Yan, who returned home, sat slumped on the sofa with a dejected face. Her mother, seeing her child so sad and thinking that she was in trouble at school, asked with concern:

"Yan'er, what's wrong with you? I've been worried since I came back yesterday, and I've been stuck at home today, and I finally went out for a walk, but I came back so soon, and I was sad and sad, didn't I encounter something difficult? ”

"Mom, I don't want to live anymore." Xiao Yan said something earth-shattering.

"Silly boy, what's going on? You can't scare your mother, since your father passed away, our mother and mother depend on each other, you are fighting again, and you are admitted to graduate school, our life is getting better and better, there is no hurdle that cannot be passed? Xiao Yan's mother was terrified, if something happened to her only daughter, her life would be completely hopeless.

"This is not what I want, what I want is the ideal love, all my efforts are to match the lover in my heart, but he has become someone else's fiancé. My dreams were shattered, I became a wretched worm, I really didn't want to live anymore. Tears rolled down, and Xiao Yan shed silent tears.

"Kid, do you have someone you like? It's just that you're engaged, and if you're not married yet, you still have a chance. Xiao's mother grasped the key point of her daughter's speech and was busy comforting her, she was afraid that her daughter really couldn't think about it, so she looked for a short time, and then everything would really be over.

Listening to her mother's words, Xiao Yan's face did not ease at all, and she said desperately:

"Mom, you're so naïve, I don't have any chance. Don't say that Jin Bo doesn't have me in his heart at all, it's just Ruge, she likes Jin Bo so much, will she let it go to me? Xiao Yan didn't care about it anymore and told the secret that had been buried in her heart for many years.

"Kid, the person you like is Jinbo's boy, he doesn't have anything good, he doesn't even have a formal job. It's just like the song that the girl accepted her without knowing the depths, and she regretted it in the future. They nest in a small town, and that's it for a lifetime, how can they compare with you, you have a high education, and you will develop in a big city in the future, and when you gain a firm foothold in the big city, find a city object, and your mother will follow you to enjoy the blessings, we will completely change our fate. Xiao's mother fantasized about a better life in the future, and her heart was not only happy. When her daughter is out of town, she will no longer have to live in a small town and suffer from poverty.

Looking at her mother's eager eyes, Xiao Yan had mixed feelings in her heart. Since her father died in a car accident when she was seven years old, she and her mother have been living on their father's compensation, and life has not been easy. In order to support her in school, her mother was usually reluctant to eat and wear, and even the clothes she wore for the New Year were half-new, and she was reluctant to add a new one, but she bought her a beautiful down jacket.

She has been immersed in studying, and her mother is relying on her mother to handle all the big and small affairs in the family, and her mother loves her deeply and has high expectations for her. If she quit at this time, how disappointed her mother would be, she couldn't think about how her mother would spend her days without her?

"Mom, you look down on them, think they are not as good as me, am I so good in your eyes, will you designate them to be better than them in the future?" Xiao Yan grieves for her mother, not that she belittles herself, but that Jin Bo and Ruge are not ordinary people. One of them is an honor student who is liked by teachers and classmates, and the other is the dream male god of the girls in the school, they are the most dazzling stars at that time. Even if they are trapped in the town now, it will be the time when the dragon is trapped in the shallows, and there will be a time when they will soar into the sky.

Jin Bo is handsome and has a singing temperament, and they are such a match. She could see that Jin Bo was cold by nature, and he was not someone she could like. And Jin Bo can talk and laugh with Ruge, the two must have a good relationship, and she can't insert it if she wants to. Besides, she is in a foreign country, and she doesn't even have the opportunity to get in touch.

Maybe he liked him for too long, and he didn't dare to show it, but he missed the opportunity. Perhaps, I confessed to him when I was just admitted to graduate school, maybe now the two are dating smoothly. Hey, it's all because she's too inferior, not beautiful enough, not smart enough, and not brave enough, so she does everything she does.

Unlike Ruge, if you like him, you dare to chase him, and in the end, Ruge has the last laugh. To say that Ruge and her are the same, they both liked him since they were children, but the two ended up completely different. Ruge is very energetic, teachers and classmates like her, and many boys also have a crush on her. Ruge is friendly with them, but never accepts their kindness.

Maybe Ruge is right, for the sake of him in the big city, she didn't stay in the big city, and returned to the town to guard him, her effort was worth it. Jin Bo is a popular idol of many girls' fantasies, his appearance is so heartwarming, even if he is asked to be her boyfriend for a day, she is willing to die.

Jin Bo has become an obsession in Xiao Yan's heart, she wants to be close to him so much, but all her illusions are shattered by Ruge. Although Jin Bo didn't have the slightest affection for her, she still hated her a little. If it weren't for her, she would still have a little thought, but now she can't even think about it, what's the point of living.