Chapter 356: Enlightenment
"It's not that I don't believe you, I don't believe in myself, didn't the doctor also say that there is no way to cure this disease at present." Jiang Zhiyan lowered her head and sat on the chair, her expression was smiling, but she smiled bitterly.
Gu Xishen looked at her like this, couldn't help but clench his fists a little tighter, and didn't speak.
Sister-in-law Li also felt the weirdness of the atmosphere, looked at Jiang Zhiyan, and then at Gu Xishen, her eyes were a little flustered, and she didn't know how to comfort the two of them.
The atmosphere suddenly dropped to the freezing point, and the mood of eating was gone, and the three of them surrounded the table, looking at the food on the table, and no one mentioned the matter of eating.
"Oh, whether it is cured or not, everyone is still fine now, it is not necessary to eat after all, the food is going to be cold, let's eat quickly." Sister-in-law Li really couldn't stand such an embarrassing atmosphere, so she took the lead in picking up chopsticks and began to pick up the dishes.
Gu Xishen raised her eyes and glanced at Jiang Zhiyan, only to see that she didn't say anything, nor did she look up at anyone, just picked up the chopsticks and went to pull the rice in the bowl.
There is really nothing to do with her, Gu Xi sighed in his heart, picked up his rice bowl without saying anything, and began to eat.
Whether she is willing to go for treatment or not, he has to find this doctor for Jiang Zhiyan, you can't say that Jiang Zhiyan will give up when she says to give up, everything can depend on Jiang Zhiyan, but this kind of thing must listen to him.
Although everyone was still very quiet, and no one paid attention to anyone, at least they all picked up their bowls and began to eat, so the rounding was equal to that, and the atmosphere eased a little.
The stone in Sister-in-law Li's heart finally landed, she sighed softly, as long as she was not in tension, she was thankful, and she didn't dare to ask for anything.
The time for eating passed like this, Gu Xishen didn't stay long after eating, because he was not in a good mood, Tie Qing made a face and left Jiang Zhiyan's house without saying a word.
Looking at the back of Gu Xishen slamming the door and leaving, Jiang Zhiyan felt a little bitter and sad in her heart, she actually didn't want to be like this, but she blamed herself for having such a disease.
Originally, the possibility of not being cured was very small, she didn't want to say that everyone was happy, but in the end, it was cured, and then everyone rejoiced in vain.
Seeing that Jiang Zhiyan's mood was getting worse and worse, Sister-in-law Li couldn't help but sigh, she could understand Jiang Zhiyan's heart a little, in fact, she just didn't want those two men to worry about her, but the way she used it might not be right.
"Miss Jiang, if I shouldn't say something, Mr. Gu and Mr. Fu are very worried about you, why do you have to let them leave in an angry way?" After Sister-in-law Li washed the dishes, she untied her apron, looked at Jiang Zhiyan and asked.
Jiang Zhiyan was stunned for a moment, she looked at the sky in the distance through the window, smiled bitterly and said: "I don't want them to leave in a angry way, but what can I do, if this disease can't be cured, it's better to let Fu Shenheng give up on me quickly." ”
"Do you think that if you let him give up on you now, if you are gone, he won't be so sad?" Sister-in-law Li sat next to Jiang Zhiyan and took Jiang Zhiyan's words very naturally.
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Jiang Zhiyan hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Yes, and if he knows now, he will definitely worry about me, I don't want him to worry about me at all." ”
"But Miss Jiang, have you ever thought that if Mr. Fu only knew the truth after you passed away, he might be even more sad at that time? And maybe you'll fall into self-blame for yourself. Sister-in-law Li didn't agree with Jiang Zhiyan's idea, she frowned and then asked.
Jiang Zhiyan was stunned, she didn't think of this at all, she just wanted Fu Shenheng to misunderstand that she was for money five years ago, just like Gu Xishen ran away, and then completely forgot about herself, and it didn't matter to him whether she was dead or alive at that time.
"I didn't think that far, I just wanted him to completely die for me, so that no matter what happened in the future, he wouldn't care." Jiang Zhiyan said this without the slightest emotion.
"I don't think so, although I don't like Mr. Fu, but I have to admit that Mr. Fu doesn't love you less than Mr. Gu." Sister-in-law Li shook her head and said.
"Sister-in-law Li, don't say that Xi Shen loves me in the future." Jiang Zhiyan turned her head abruptly, looking at Sister-in-law Li frowning, warning with some displeasure.
Sister-in-law Li knew that Jiang Zhiyan didn't like to hear this, so she stopped talking about it, but changed the topic and said: "Miss Jiang, don't think my wife talks too much, but since people are alive, they should be positive." ”
Seeing that the expression on Jiang Zhiyan's face began to loosen a little, Sister-in-law Li began to say again: "Even if you can't find a cure, you shouldn't give up on yourself so quickly, even if you can't be cured, won't it take four or five years?" And why would you give up so quickly when there is still hope? ”
Jiang Zhiyan looked at Sister-in-law Li seriously, thinking about her words, reflecting on whether she gave up too early, yes, even if she can't cure this disease, but she still has four or five years to live, is it the only time in her life that she wants to have such a mediocre past?
"Sister-in-law Li, you're right, I'm too negative, I still have four or five years to go, I shouldn't give up so quickly." Jiang Zhiyan smiled and said with some relief.
"Isn't that right? People, happiness is the most important thing. Sister-in-law Li's face began to smile, and seeing Jiang Zhiyan happy, she was also a lot happier.
"And Miss Jiang, you are lucky, when we used to be in our hometown, many people couldn't be treated because they were sick, and finally died of illness. There are even some diseases that are not incurable at all, but because they have no money and cannot be treated, they die. Sister-in-law Li smiled and smiled, and became a little sad.
Jiang Zhiyan's emotions were brought into by Sister-in-law Li, and she began to feel sorry for those who could not be cured. Yes, how lucky she is, she is already a lot luckier than others, since she is so lucky, why do you feel so sorry for yourself?
"Sister-in-law Li, where is your village?" Jiang Zhiyan's words suddenly changed and asked such a question.
Sister-in-law Li was a little confused, and she didn't know why Jiang Zhiyan suddenly asked such a question. "It's not a big village, it has just been lifted out of poverty this year, if it hadn't caught up with the national policy, it would still be a poor small village now."
Jiang Zhiyan nodded, but she also knew in her heart that she was afraid that she had just just gotten out of poverty, and life was still very difficult, otherwise, Sister-in-law Li would not have said that many people left their hometowns to work.
Sister-in-law Li and her husband are not like this.
"I'm sick now, and when I heard your words again, I have some feelings in my heart, and I feel that a limited life should be devoted to infinite dedication." Jiang Zhiyan smiled and said to Sister-in-law Li.
Sister-in-law Li listened even more foggy, but there was a faint guess in her heart, did Jiang Zhiyan plan to donate to their village?
"Miss Jiang, do you want to?" Thinking like this, Sister-in-law Li said it very naturally, her tone trembled a little, and she couldn't help but tremble.
If the village can get funding, it will be a good thing for the villagers.
"Yes, I'm just a part-time worker, so I can't donate a lot, I can donate a medical station, and I'll figure it out for a doctor." Jiang Zhiyan smiled and nodded.
Just now she heard Sister-in-law Li say that many people can't go to the doctor when they are sick because they don't have money, so many people die because of very small illnesses, and she suddenly has empathy.
Suddenly remembered what Chu Yunsheng said, maybe he was willing to be a volunteer doctor.
Sister-in-law Li's eyes turned red, she looked at Jiang Zhiyan, she didn't expect Jiang Zhiyan to have such a plan in her heart, she took a hard breath, and said with a smile: "I'll thank Miss Jiang for the people first." ”
As she spoke, she stood up, bowed to Jiang Zhiyan all the time, and kept muttering words of thanks in her mouth, her eyes were also very ruddy, and she was crying tears of joy.
"I also did what I could, you don't have to thank me, I also want to thank you, if you don't say this to me, I won't want to open these things." Jiang Zhiyan smiled and helped Sister-in-law Li back to the seat.
"And I should also thank you, you have been taking care of me for so many days, if you didn't take care of me, I wouldn't be so nourishing." Jiang Zhiyan began to joke.
"Alas, I'm a confinement lady hired by Mr. Gu, so I shouldn't do these things." Sister-in-law Li touched the tears in the corners of her eyes and said with a smile.
"Yes." Jiang Zhiyan nodded.
"But then again, Miss Jiang, aren't you going to see Mr. Gu? This time he was probably angry. After the emotions of the two people stabilized, Sister-in-law Li suddenly asked.
Jiang Zhiyan fell into a tangle again, she pursed her lips and said with a smile: "I will, I'll go to the company to find him later." ”
After Sister-in-law Li nodded, she suddenly remembered that it was time for Jiang Zhiyan to drink medicine, so she quickly got up and walked in the direction of the kitchen to decoct Jiang Zhiyan.
Listening to the sound of pots and pans colliding in the kitchen, and looking at Sister-in-law Li's busy back, Jiang Zhiyan's heart suddenly warmed, Sister-in-law Li is really good, she doesn't regard herself as just her own owner.
She really takes care of herself very carefully, and she takes care of it very well.
After smiling, he turned his head and looked out the window again, I don't know if it was because of his mood, Jiang Zhiyan felt that the scenery outside the window was much better.
After drinking the medicine, Jiang Zhiyan went back to her room to take a nap under the urging of Sister-in-law Li, and then got up at three o'clock, and went to the Gu Group with Sister-in-law Li after cleaning up.
Jiang Zhiyan originally wanted to drive to the Gu Group by herself, but Sister-in-law Li was worried that Jiang Zhiyan would have any accidents on the road, so she insisted on moving forward together, but Jiang Zhiyan couldn't help it, so she took Sister-in-law Li with her.
The distance is very close, and it will be very close to the company.
Sister-in-law Li didn't go upstairs, she was alone in the rest area of the company's hall, sitting and waiting for Jiang Zhiyan to come back.
When Jiang Zhiyan walked to Gu Xishen's office, she hadn't seen Gu Xishen yet, but first met Wang Ke.
As soon as the little girl saw Jiang Zhiyan, her eyes immediately turned red, and she hadn't contacted Jiang Zhiyan for a long time.
"Why are you crying, didn't I stand in front of you properly?" Jiang Zhiyan smiled, put down the things in her hand, and stepped forward to hug Wang Ke.
"I sent you so many WeChats, but you didn't reply to me, and you didn't answer the phone, the whole person was like evaporating from the world, ask Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu didn't say anything, do you know how worried I am." Wang Ke's eye sockets were very shallow, first his eyes were red, and as he spoke, tears came down directly.
Looking at Wang Ke's tears, Jiang Zhiyan was moved in her heart, and suddenly felt that she had really done something wrong and lived up to the worries of so many people.
"I'm fine, don't worry too much, I think what's wrong with me like you." Jiang Zhiyan reached out and touched Wang Ke's head and comforted her. Wang Ke is really a good girl, not only has very strong business ability, but also is very kind.