Chapter 313: You Say, Are You Happy Nights Now?

At that time, she was at a loss, and she didn't know how she was going to go down the road in the future. If she hadn't had a thought at that time, she didn't know if she would have the courage to continue to live alone. At that time, when she looks back now, she can still remember how helpless and desperate she was at that time!

When the court left her life, she used all her strength to adapt to life without him. In the end, for the sake of remembrance, she persevered. But he also tossed himself so much that he lost half his life. also made her have to sigh! Love is really a torturous thing! It always makes people love and hate, but still willing to plunge into it without hesitation!

Now, the living self no longer exists. She also suddenly changed from a little girl who was ignorant of the world to a strong single mother. As the old saying goes! Women are weak, but mothers are strong! Xiaoxi is very grateful to Niannian, it was she who gave her the instinct to survive and the desire to survive! At the same time, Nian Nian also injected a touch of color into her life!

Now she also feels happiness, but this happiness is different from what the curtain night court brought her. The court spoiled her like a child. And Nian Nian made her a strong mother and enjoyed the happiness of being a mother! made her understand that there is a great responsibility, and it also stimulated her potential. Let her be full of hope for her future life!

After Xiaoxi put the diary in a drawer, she wiped away her tears and got up to go downstairs. Came to the main building. She wanted to talk to Madame Maku.

When Mu Zhenhua took her to the door of Mrs. Maku's room on the second floor, she found that Mrs. Maku was sitting on the balcony of the room in a daze at this time. There was still a faint trace of tears on his face. This made Xiaoxi feel very uncomfortable, it seems that Mrs. Maku, like her, has no way to forget the Makuyating. Although, on weekdays, she always looks happy and happy in front of everyone. Everyone thought that she had come out of the shadow of the loss of the Curtain Night. However, at this moment, Xiaoxi seems to be able to feel the pain and discomfort of Makuma.

Xiaoxi gently walked to Mrs. Maku's side, and Mrs. Maku kept looking at the night sky outside, thinking that Maku Zhenhua had come. So, she said softly: "Husband, you say, are you happy at night?" ”

After Xiaoxi heard Mrs. Maku's words, she suddenly burst into tears, "Mommy! The second brother will definitely live happily! Happier than ever! And, I'll be happy forever! ”

When Mrs. Mu heard Xiaoxi's voice, she suddenly turned her head and her eyes widened. She didn't expect that the person who came was Xiaoxi, and she didn't expect Xiaoxi to come over at this time. "Xiaoxi, why are you?"

"Mommy! I want to talk to you! As soon as Xiaoxi's words came out, Mrs. Mu's two lines of tears suddenly poured out. She asked Xiaoxi in disbelief, "What did you just say?" Did I hear it wrong? ”

"Mommy! I'm sorry! It's been more than two years, and we've had more than two years without sitting together and talking happily like we used to. Will you blame me? You've been worried about me for more than two years. I've never dared to talk to you because I can't forget my second brother! I'm afraid I won't be able to hide my sadness in front of you! I don't know how to comfort you, and I don't want you to be sad with me. That's why I've never dared to talk to you! ”

"Silly boy! How can Mommy blame you? Mommy knows you better than you do! It's because you're so kind that you let yourself always be so miserable. Whatever you have in mind, you can actually tell Mommy! You can treat Mommy as an elder or as a girlfriend to talk to! Mommy is willing to be your trash can and let you pour out all the words in your heart! ”

After listening to Mrs. Maku's words, Xiaoxi stepped forward and threw herself into Madame Maku's arms. This embrace is still as warm as it was at the beginning, and it can give her the same feeling of being down-to-earth!

"Mommy! I suddenly thought I was so stupid! I always seem to be enjoying the happiness and security you bring me! But never done anything for you? Every time you worry about me! Am I unfilial? ”

"No, Mommy is very happy with you! You are both Mommy's daughter and Mommy's daughter-in-law! Mommy feels that after knowing you in this life, she has a lot of joy and happiness, you know? If it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have been able to get out of the lost night. You were the one who gave Mommy hope! Mommy wants to thank you! Thank you for still willing to stay at the Makuya, thank you for bringing us a memory! Nian Nian is the continuation of the life of the night, and it is you who make us rekindle our hope for life! Our family is very grateful for all the happiness you have brought to the Makuya! If it weren't for you, your eldest brother might have lost your sister-in-law. Then our family is really not complete. You're a good boy! You are the lucky star of our family! It's just that Daddy and Mommy can't give you happiness and joy! It makes your life so miserable and lonely. "361 Reading

"No, Mommy! If it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have the results I have now, let alone the happy and comfortable life I have now. Although the second brother is gone, I still have you, and I still miss you! We are still a happy family. Although the family is not complete enough. However, we must work together in the future to develop this family even better! Happier even more! Now, we have Niannian, and there are small rice balls. You and Daddy can also enjoy family fun, Mommy, don't be sad for your second brother anymore. We all have to let go of school, and I sometimes feel that if we keep going of our second brother like this. Will it bother him? You say, will he not be able to let us go, wouldn't he be miserable too? ”

After listening to Xiaoxi's words, Mrs. Maku's heart suddenly brightened, maybe Xiaoxi's words were right! Even if it's just perfunctory and comforting words. However, when you think about it, it makes sense. It's been two years since the night, and she can't sleep every night.

She is always missing the night, worrying about Xiaoxi, and thinking about it. She thinks about how they should go in the future, always thinking about when Xiaoxi will be able to come out of the matter of losing the night. She had always thought about the people they were living about, and indeed she had never thought about him from the perspective of the night.

However, Xiaoxi's words, although she said it easily, she could actually understand it. Xiaoxi really thinks about him from the perspective of the night. Xiaoxi's intentions, their whole family knows it, and it can be said that no one is more uncomfortable than Xiaoxi. The bits and pieces of how the two of them get along, they all see it. Xiaoxi doesn't care about his future, and he risks his life to give birth to Niannian. Now Niannian is almost two years old, and Xiaoxi is only 23 years old. In other words, a person who is generally selfish will never give birth to this child. Based on this alone, no one has a position to say who else could be braver than Xiaoshi! More sorrowful! More painful!

The curtain family has always taken good care of Xiaoxi, but they still feel ashamed of Xiaoxi. Xiaoxi is a kind child, in the past two years, she has been very sad, but she has been hiding this sad emotion in front of everyone. I'm always afraid that everyone will be unhappy because of myself! However, the more she was like this, the more everyone felt sorry for her. Therefore, everyone agreed, in front of Xiaoxi, and also put this sadness in their hearts.

Even Mrs. Mu, only in the dead of night, or in front of Mu Zhenhua, will she express her longing and sad emotions for the curtain night. After all, Mrs. Matsuya was pregnant in October, and she looked in front of her, from a small point to grow up. Later, he was mature and steady, and he worked together with Mu Hongze as a brother, and picked up the burden of the shogunate on one shoulder.

Mrs. Maku has always been happy and proud of her two sons! I thought that their family would always live happily and sweetly. But I don't want to be in trouble! Ever since the curtain was gone, she had let go of the company's affairs. Shifted the focus from work to family. returned to the family and became a housewife, and did her best to arrange all the trivial things at home. So that the husband and eldest son can devote themselves to their work. She allowed Xiaoxi to find a trace of comfort and security!

Especially Xiaoxi during her pregnancy, she basically took care of her inch by inch. Take care of both her body and her emotions. During that time, the most tired and tortured person was actually Mrs. Maku.

Now, after Makumasu suddenly heard this passage from Xiaoxi, she suddenly felt as if she had been wrong all along. "Xiaoxi, thank you! It turns out that in this matter, the person who understands best is you. Mommy has always been confused, she has never forgotten the night, she has been worried about him, but she doesn't understand. Maybe our concern may become a burden to him! ”

"Mommy! Actually, I've been wanting to talk to you about it for the past two years. However, I am always afraid that I will not be able to control my emotions and make you more miserable. So, I've always had a lot of things in my heart, and I've never dared to tell you. However, today, I feel that there are some things that I still have to say to you. ”

"If you have anything to say, you can tell Mommy, don't have too many scruples!"

"Mommy! In the past two years, I have known that in fact, the most painful and saddest person in the family is you. Because you've been hiding your sadness and sadness. I also have to take care of everyone's feelings, especially at that time, I was pregnant and emotionally unstable. You worry about me every day and take care of me. I've you so much and I feel so sorry for you! Mommy, you don't have to worry about me anymore. Now that I'm looking at it, I don't think we can live forever in the past. ”

After listening to Xiaoxi's words, Mrs. Mu felt very relieved, she could really put her mind at ease now. I don't dare to worry about Xiaoxi's mother and son all the time.

"Mommy! In the future, if we miss our second brother, we can say it directly, and we can all vent together. If you keep these emotions in your heart, it will only get worse. It is also today that I have been inspired by the thought to understand this truth. Suddenly, we found out that we were not as good as a child who was more than 1 year old. ”

Mrs. Mu was also shocked when she heard this: "Niannian? ”

"Yes, it's Niannian! Mommy, I believe you can see the special thing about this child. He told me today that when I grow up, he will protect me. I suddenly felt that we all looked at him like a child, but I didn't understand it, he was more transparent than we were. In a child's world, there are not so many worries and distractions. Whatever comes to mind is what comes to mind. But we can't let go of the past, which is why we have caused so much trouble to ourselves. I think our most important task now is to take care of Niannian and raise him, which is our most important task at present. ”