035 let go of the person I liked for eight years
After hanging up the phone, Si Kou simply washed up, ate the breakfast bought by Lili, and took a taxi to the airport.
After getting on the plane, Si Kouxing's anxious heart slowly calmed down. Before getting on the plane, she sent her flight number to Zhuang Rui, so when she got off the plane, she saw Zhuang Rui standing at the exit waiting for her from a distance.
There were a lot of people at the airport, and many people pointed at Si Kouxing, "Hey, isn't that Si Kouxing?" ”
"It's her."
"Wow, I see the stars."
"Have you seen the hot search this morning?"
"See, it seems that Fu Shi was really taken down by her."
Si Kouxing lowered his head and walked forward, and when he was still some distance away from Zhuang Rui, he sent him a message, "Let's go, I'm recognized." ”
Zhuang Rui glanced at Si Kouxing, understood what she meant, and walked in the direction of the parking lot.
Si Kouxing always followed Zhuang Rui from a distance, and it was not until she got into the car that she took off her hat and mask.
Zhuang Rui didn't know much about popularity and the like, but he knew that Si Kouxing was different from before.
Si Kouxing saw that Zhuang Rui was delaying driving, and asked him, "Why don't you leave?" ”
Zhuang Rui unbuckled his seat belt and came over, and the moment he approached, Si Kouxing closed his eyes. The bridge of his nose almost touched her cheek, and the exhaled breath made her cheeks itch and burn. Hearing only a click, Zhuang Rui fastened Si Kouxing's seat belt, and the next second, he sat up straight.
It turned out to be wearing a seatbelt.
Zhuang Rui fastened his seat belt again and started the car.
When she returned to the apartment, Si Kouxing saw the bouquet of roses sent by Fu Shi when she entered the door, the water in the transparent glass bottle was poured, the petals had already withered, and it was still alive when she remembered to leave, and Si Kouxing's mood dimmed a little.
Zhuang Rui saw Si Kou Xing's eyes looking at the bouquet of roses, thinking about it, this flower probably had a deep meaning to her. Otherwise, she wouldn't have hugged her all the way on the day she came back, and she felt tired of putting the flowers together before going upstairs to sleep.
Zhuang Rui said, "This flower was given by a very important person?"
Si Kouxing's mind actually thought of Fu Shi's words last night, 'He is a particularly important person'.
Zhuang Rui saw her hair, walked over and touched her head, "What do you think?" ”
Si Kou Xing came back to his senses: "It's nothing. As he spoke, he took Zhuang Rui's hand and interlocked his fingers.
When Sister Qiao arrived at the hotel, only Lili was cleaning up her things in the room. When Lili saw Sister Qiao, she immediately panicked, "Sister Qiao, why are you here?" ”
After glancing around, Sister Qiao sat down on the sofa, "Where's her?"
"I、I don't know. ”
Sister Qiao sighed, "Did you go to find him?" ”
Lili knew who the 'he' that Sister Qiao was talking about. She hesitated for a long time and did not answer.
Sister Qiao said, "Call her, ask her to come back, and sign the contract tomorrow." ”
The drama that will enter the group, the contract has not been signed yet, Si Kouxing and Fu Shi will not say anything on the hot search this morning, she is still gone, Sister Qiao is furious, "Fight quickly." ”
Seeing that Sister Qiao was angry, Lili immediately took out her mobile phone and called Si Kouxing, "Sister Xing, Sister Qiao asked you to come back." ”
Si Kouxing was nestled in Zhuang Rui's arms at this time, "You tell Sister Qiao, I'll go back at night." ”
Sister Qiao snatched Lili's phone, "Si Kouxing, if you don't come back, you don't have to sign tomorrow's contract." ”
Si Kou Xing straightened up, "Sister Qiao, I promise that I will not delay signing the contract tomorrow." ”
Sister Qiao said, "Before signing the contract, the matter between you and Fu Shi must be resolved first, you can book a ticket back now, and we will discuss." ”
Sister Qiao's voice was very loud, and even if Zhuang Rui didn't deliberately listen, he could clearly hear what Sister Qiao said.
Si Kouxing said, "Okay, I'll go back." ”
Hanging up the phone, Si Kouxing raised his eyes and looked at Zhuang Rui, "I'm sorry, I'll explain to you later, I have to leave now." After speaking, Si Kouxing got up and walked out, and Zhuang Rui followed behind her, "I'll take you to the airport." ”
Si Kouxing nodded.
Along the way, Si Kouxing wanted to make it clear to Zhuang Rui, but she opened her mouth several times, and she didn't know where to start.
It was only more than ten minutes away from the airport, and what Si Kouxing wanted to explain was never spoken, and Zhuang Rui didn't ask, he drove the car intently, and sent Si Kouxing to the airport silently all the way.
After Si Kouxing left, Zhuang Rui sat in the living room, his heart seemed empty, he didn't go to the Internet to see the matter between Si Kouxing and Fu Shi, leaving room for Si Kouxing and himself.
He looked at the withered bouquet of roses, and when the roses began to wither last week, he changed the water several times to no avail, until the last one had withered, and then he poured the water from the vase, opened the window to ventilate the flower, and let it air dry so that it could last for a few more days.
When Si Kouxing returned to the hotel, it was not yet dark, and it didn't take a day to go back and forth. When she went in, Sister Qiao stood by the window and made a phone call, and when she saw someone coming in, she first glanced at her, and then hung up the phone amicably with the person on the other side of the phone.
"Tell me, what do you think?"
Si Kou Xing didn't know why, "What?" ”
"Do you still want to sign a contract?"
"Of course."
"Break it off with him."
"What?" Si Kouxing didn't understand what it had to do with Zhuang Rui whether or not to sign the contract and Zhuang Rui.
Sister Qiao sat down and motioned for Si Kou Xing to sit down as well, "Xing'er, you have to know who is the most suitable for you, I know that your current boyfriend may be very good, but instead of helping your current career, he may also become an obstacle to you." ”
Si Kouxing didn't understand, how could it become an obstacle?
Sister Qiao continued, "Fu Shi's agent has discussed with me, this incident has a great impact on you, only combined marketing can resolve this crisis, I can see that Fu Shi likes you very much, if you are with him, your future and popularity will be thriving, Fu Shi is the one who will help your career." ”
Si Kouxing understood, she said, "Isn't it marketing, you just do it, why do you have to let me break up with my boyfriend." ”
Sister Qiao said, "Fu Shi said, this contract, you promise to be with him before you can sign it." ”
Si Kou Xingleng paused for a second, "Is this really what Fu Shi said?" This was not like what Fu Shi would say, whom she knew.
Sister Qiao said, "He told me personally. ”
Si Kouxing laughed: "It's a big deal, I won't act in this play." ”
"Xing'er" Sister Qiao scolded, "Don't you understand, the scandal between you and Fu Shi has come out." Do you know what the consequences will be if you and Fu Shi part ways now? Don't try to start over again in your life. ”
Si Kou Xing still sneered.
Sister Qiao sighed, "Let's not say that the Resource Chamber of Commerce will not consider you in the future, even if you are given a chance to play a good role, when everyone mentions you again, they will only think of the video that you and Fu Shi were filmed last night." ”
The sneer on Si Kou Xing's face suddenly retracted, "It's impossible for me to break up with him." ”
Sister Qiao said, "Then can you be sure that he doesn't mind the photos and videos that you and Fu Shi were taken." ”
Si Kouxing stopped talking.
Sister Qiao said, "Think about it and give me the answer tomorrow morning." ”
During the conversation, Sister Qiao's phone rang several times, but she pressed it down, and when it rang again this time, Sister Qiao picked it up. She patted Lili on the shoulder, "Take good care of her." ”
After Lili watched Sister Qiao walk out, she got up and closed the door, returned to Si Kou Xing and sat down, "Sister Xing, you shouldn't have eaten, I'll order it for you." ”
"No need." Si Kou Xingmu looked at Lili with a smile: "You go out first." ”
Lili didn't dare to say anything more, but she still ordered a meal for Si Kouxing.
After the waiter delivered the meal, Lili placed the food neatly on the table in front of Si Kou Xing, "Sister Xing, you can eat more or less." ”
Si Kou Xing took the chopsticks handed over to Lili, and Lili ordered some light food. She took a bite and spit it out again.
Lili said, "Isn't it delicious?" ”
Si Kouxing's tears fell out, and when Lili saw this, she immediately pulled out a tissue and handed it to Si Kouxing, "Sister Xing, don't cry, I listen to Sister Qiao, this matter is not harmful to you." ”
"No harm?" Si Kou Xing choked up, "Lili, if it's you, can you let go of someone you've liked for eight years?" ”
Lili shook her head, not because she couldn't let it go, but because she couldn't imagine what it was like to like to like someone for eight years.
Si Kou Xing's tears fell again, but if she didn't let go of Zhuang Rui, she would only lose more, so what about after that, she would go back to be a housewife with peace of mind? Even if Zhuang Rui doesn't dislike her for having nothing to do, she will look down on herself, and that feeling is only more uncomfortable than letting go of Zhuang Rui.
Lili said, "Sister Xing, I don't know what will happen after you sign the contract, but I know that if you give up on him, you will be sad." ”
Si Kouxing's heart stagnated, and her whole heart was beating sore and painful, yes, let go of Zhuang Rui, how uncomfortable she would be, others don't know, doesn't she know herself?
Seeing that Si Kou Xing didn't speak, Lili stood up, "Sister Xing, you have a good rest, what is there to call me." She walked out and gently closed the door.
It was getting dark, and the room was darkening along with the outside, and Si Kouxing stared blankly at a corner of the room.
She knew what kind of person she was, how hard the future was that she could reach out now, and the things she had been pursuing day and night were not just around the corner. As Sister Qiao said, Fu Shi is the one who helps her.
But what about her deep liking? What about the lover she thinks about day and night? It's also something she can't let go of easily.
When she first saw Zhuang Rui, her heart was like a deer, and her heart was beating all day long, and it was not easy for her to let go of that throbbing from now on.
This whole night, Si Kouxing did not close his eyes for a moment. She imagines her two futures and keeps choosing. She recalled the bits and pieces between herself and Zhuang Rui, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying.
The next day, when Sister Qiao arrived at the hotel, she saw Si Kouxing still sitting on the sofa, maybe she didn't even move her buttocks.
Sister Qiao's voice was also a little tired: "Have you thought about it?" ”
Si Kou Xing's eyes were full of bloodshots, "Give me another day." ”
Sister Qiao looked at her, and her eyes were a little gentle, "Okay, then tomorrow, I'll wait for you." ”
Sister Qiao is gone.
Si Kouxing asked Lili to buy herself a ticket to City B.
Lili sent Si Kouxing to the airport, and after getting off the plane, Si Kouxing called Zhuang Rui.
Zhuang Rui just came out of school after class, and he said in a gentle tone, "You wait a while, I'll pick you up at the airport." ”
When she heard Zhuang Rui's voice, Si Kouxing's eyes turned red again, and she simply said "yes" and hung up the phone in a hurry. She was afraid that if she continued to talk about it, she would not be able to hold back her tears at the airport.
When Zhuang Rui arrived at the airport, Si Kouxing sat in the hall, she shrunk and sat alone in the corner.
When she saw Zhuang Rui, Si Kouxing was not as excited and excited as every time, her eyes were red again, fortunately, she was wearing sunglasses. She stood up and walked slowly towards him.
Zhuang Rui looked at the figure that was slowly walking towards him, and suddenly wanted to step forward and take her into his arms, but he stopped and walked out of the airport at a distance from her.
got into the car, Si Kouxing didn't take off her sunglasses, fastened her seat belt and waited for Zhuang Rui to drive.
Zhuang Rui asked, "Have you eaten?" ”
Si Kouxing said, "No." ”