Chapter 16 Northern Xinjiang
At the same time, far away in the northern part of the Northwest Desert.
When Lu Yu was anxious to find Yu Fan, she had already migrated to the north with her mother, located in the depressed and desolate northwest-
Unlike the warm and humid town of Nangao, the climate here is unusually dry and cold, and the wind that rolls the yellow sand mercilessly pours on people's faces, and the air is full of thick and simple smells.
The scorpion's nest is in Southeast Asia, in order to ensure Yu Fan's safety as much as possible, Yu Shunan can only move to the relatively bleak and desolate northwest, although the environment is harsh, it is the place that can best ensure concealment.
Considering that Yu Fan was about to enter the third year, Yu Shunan chose a house near Jifu Middle School.
Jifu Middle School - Yu Fan's next school.
As soon as they arrived in the northwest, the mother and daughter quickly settled down, the difference is that Yu Shunan did not leave immediately this time, but accompanied Yu Fan to stay in the north for a long time.
When he got here, Yu Fan no longer used his previous mobile phone number, did not cancel it, but no longer used it.
Now, she doesn't know how to face Lu Yu, she doesn't know what her goodbye means to Lu Yu, and she doesn't dare to confirm it.
……
She went back to living alone, eating alone, going to school alone, and going home alone.
It's just that sometimes, she will suddenly miss the life in Nangao Town, miss the breeze and rain there, and miss the twinkling stars on the path at night.
Also, when the moon stars are scarce, I will occasionally miss him like a sunflower-
It's just that she still hasn't activated the mobile phone card, and it's just a phone call away, but she refuses to take that step.
In such loneliness and depression, Yu Fan became more and more silent.
……
Yu Shunan has been away for more than half a year, and there is no news, before leaving, she left Wang Chengyi's contact information, so that Yu Fan can contact him if there is anything.
Yu Fan was sometimes really worried about Yu Shunan's situation, so he called to ask about her news, but Wang Chengyi's answer every time was-
"Don't worry, I'm here."
This kind of reply made Yu Fan very anxious, but she couldn't do anything, knowing that her mother was in danger, she couldn't do anything, in such an invisible anxiety and powerlessness, she seemed to vaguely know the direction she wanted to choose in the future......
The college entrance examination is approaching day by day, and she spends almost all her time studying, and only by immersing herself in the sea of questions will her heart not be empty and uncomfortable.
Since the last time she encountered her problems, she quickly found a study method that suited her, and with a not weak foundation, her grades have been climbing.
In fact, it's not just her, everyone is doing their best for the final battle, a tight thread is pulled in the hearts of every senior high school student, and no one dares to give up lightly until the end.
The same is true for Yu Fan, she still has a goal hidden in her heart, and this goal becomes more and more obvious and strong as Yu Shunan disappears for a longer time.
In such a solemn and oppressive atmosphere, the college entrance examination finally arrived as scheduled, and the two-day battle was extremely fierce and fierce.
But it seems that nothing has changed-
At least that's how Yu Fan feels, for the whole year of high school, she was drowning in time every day, and she was used to answering questions in the repeated mechanical big and small exams.
So even in the tense examination room, she didn't have much turmoil in her heart.
……
The vigorous college entrance examination soon quietly withdrew in a gloomy or joyful mood, and in this battle, there will always be a group of people who stand out, and there is no shortage of another group of people who leave the field in disgrace.
Regardless of success or failure, the hardships and sweat in the process will become the benchmark for the next stop......
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In the days of waiting for the results to be released, Yu Fan checked a lot of information and filled the gap in his knowledge in a certain area little by little.
On the day of the results release, Yu Fan stayed in front of the computer, staring at the time in the lower right corner of the screen, while constantly swiping the website, his always calm and indifferent mood was also a little nervous at the moment, his heart was beating hard, and his slender hands couldn't help but tremble a little-
"Avan ......"
Suddenly, a familiar low voice sounded in the tense air.
Yu Fan turned his head suddenly, and a familiar figure quickly crashed into his field of vision, his pupils shrank violently, and his cold starry eyes instantly became sluggish-
It's the mother!
Yu Shunan stood quietly at the door of the room, looking at her daughter with a shocked face and distressed -
I haven't seen her for more than half a year, and my daughter has become darker and lost a lot of weight......
How did she get over all this time?
Yu Fan's eyes widened, and for a moment he watched his mother walk up to her and squat down, trembling hands and gently touching her face.
"Afan, I'm sorry."
Yu Shunan's desperately forbearant eyes fell into her sight, and her voice was a little choked:
"During this time, I have suffered you."
seemed to see the exit, all the suppressed emotions couldn't hold back anymore, and threw herself into her mother's long-lost embrace, crying darkly-
Forgive her, she suppressed the grievances and helplessness of the entire senior year of high school, she really couldn't hold back, her worries about her mother, the fear of being in an unfamiliar environment, and the pressure of the college entrance examination almost crushed her.
She needed an outlet so badly......
Listening to her daughter's heart-rending cry, Yu Shunan's eyes were so sour that she couldn't help but shed tears that she had endured for many years-
In the tiger's den of Longtan where the drug lord is lurking, the slightest carelessness may be difficult to protect, let alone the release of emotions.
However, even when she was on a dangerous task, she never regretted it, nor did she think of retreating, but the lack of countless important turning points in her daughter's life was something she could never owe-
The mother and daughter hugged each other and cried for a long, long time, as if they wanted to make up for what they had lacked before, and the shallow or deep gap between the two of them disappeared in an instant.
Until Yu Fan's emotions gradually calmed down, he was no longer so depressed and bitter in his heart......
Withdrawing from her mother's embrace, her red and swollen teary eyes looked at her tightly, and there were countless questions in her heart that she wanted to ask, and she hesitated for a moment, but she only asked the one she was most worried about hoarsely-
"You... Are you okay? ”
Yu Shunan gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and shook her head:
"I'm fine. It's you, you've lost a lot of weight, and you've suffered a lot here......"
"I'm worried about you, the next time you leave, if you can, can you give me a message once in a while to let me know that you're still safe."
Between the words, there was a faint mixture of caution-
She knows the special and secret of her mother's profession, and she respects her mother's choice, but sometimes, she is really afraid that something will happen to her mother but she doesn't know anything......