The selection is complete.

In the end, six pacesetter candidates were produced to train together, and I was one of them.

Very lucky.

At that time, there will be two substitutes, and if there is an emergency, the task of the substitute is to replace the students who cannot play, however, if everything goes well, then naturally there is no chance to play, and you can only watch silently from the sidelines.

Everyone should want to play, after all, it took the effort, and the training received by the substitutes and pacesetters is the same, since they have both received these hard trainings, it will be a pity if they do not have the opportunity to go on stage.

Ten o'clock in the morning.

The pacesetter training officially began, and the direct training took a positive step.

The basics have been practiced in their respective phalanxes every day, and walking right is the most important thing, because the pacesetter is better than anyone else, and walking in the front is an example.

At this time, the chief instructor also said: "After the selection of the pacesetter, it does not mean that you will be very relaxed, or even stricter, my training is devil training, the pacesetter is to play a leading role, when the time comes, you will walk in the forefront, everyone's eyes will be focused, and there can be no mistakes." Therefore, the most important thing here is to be able to endure hardships, and the premise of exemplary is to bear hardships and stand hard work, and the action is not allowed to be sloppy. ”

The chief instructor took the lead in expressing his attitude and respected everyone's opinions, but no one quit, and those who stayed until the end were those who cherished this opportunity extraordinarily.

I saw that the chief instructor nodded with satisfaction, and at the same time admired his own vision, and continued: "Okay, this is the military spirit, the training is very hard, and the result is very sweet, come on." ”

With the encouragement of the chief instructor, we are more confident, just like the instructor said that the training is very hard, but the result is very sweet, of course we must cherish it, otherwise it will not be a waste of our small efforts in the early stage.

Come on.

Wherever training is also training, and this small square has become our training base, and others are just passing by to take a look, because there is a chief instructor in charge, so they basically dare not approach.

It was quiet and tiring.

During the break, I accidentally heard the discussion of the girl next door, just accidentally, not deliberately.

"I heard that the elected pacesetter will issue a certificate of honor, and then you can add points in the college entrance examination."

"Really? That's a huge honor, we must work hard, there are no friends in front of the competition. As she spoke, the girl deliberately lowered her voice.

"Let's go buy a bottle of water for the instructor."

"Okay."

So, the two girls looked at each other and smiled, ghostly walked up to the instructor, handed water, but the instructor ignored it, picked up his thermos cup, and politely refused.

I thought that the two girls would retreat in the face of difficulties, but they walked closer to the instructor, and asked the instructor vigorously, looking for topics, and it seemed that the effect was not bad, I just watched from a distance, and I couldn't hear what they said, but, judging from the expressions and movements, the communication was very pleasant.

Is this another area that I haven't set foot in?

Unlike them, when I met the instructor, I would rather hide far away than take the initiative to come forward, and during training, if the instructor did not take the initiative to guide, I might not ask at all, it is such an unpleasant character, but I was born in this land.

I understand the truth, but I just can't do it.

Because I don't like myself like that, flattery, flattery, etc., forgive me for not being able to do it, and even getting bored.

Sometimes the things I see with the naked eye may not be real, or it may be just a simple conversation, maybe I think too much.

Soon, the rest time passed, and the training continued.

The six of them stood in a row, repeating over and over again, I don't know if it's an illusion, I always feel that the chief instructor looks at the girl next to him differently, I don't understand, maybe it's important.

After all, here, I'm the worst in terms of all things.

That is to persevere, after all, persistence is more terrible than hard work.

You still have to rely on yourself in everything.

……

The day before the parade.

On this day, I returned to the team and started to prepare for the competition, which is a competition of the results of the training of each class these days, and the winning class will be awarded a certificate.

It's a class honor.

Standing at the training venue and heading to the exam site, everyone was indirectly nervous, especially the subconsciously serious expressions on everyone's faces, which faded away from the usual fights, but they didn't expect such a serious moment.

The impact of the environment on people is really important, and I think everyone will be extra nervous in such a serious situation.

I was nervous.

The competition is not only an assessment for us, but also an assessment for the instructors who lead each class, after all, this is our common achievement, the instructor of our class looks very young, he also said that we are the first students he bred, he is very serious, we are very honored.

Of course, you can't disgrace him.

Everyone can see that among the instructors in the entire military training base, our instructors are usually considered group pets, so let's do our best to continue to spoil our group pets today.

This responsibility is very heavy.

The competition has officially begun.

With an order from the instructor, in front, a class came on, with sonorous steps, they were heroic and unruly.

The slogan of the instructor and the pace of the students seem to be natural, as if they are moving forward with a beat, turning, straddling, walking in unison, running in unison, and with the completion of a set of actions, they will end smoothly.

The next class moves seamlessly.

We just watched like this, especially the first class to play was so good, and the pressure came in an instant.

Moreover, everyone is hiding their little nervousness at the moment.

It's really easy to get nervous when you put yourself in your shoes, and besides, you're surrounded by onlookers, in case you make a mistake......

This is what we are worried about, to be exact, what I am worried about, because of the training of pacesetters, I have very little practice time with my classmates, and this assessment, only panic remains.

Panic process and outcome.

Although I know that there is no advantage in standing in the team, I am a member of the class, and it will be even more regrettable if I am absent.

However, if it was for the sake of class grades, I should have been out, thought for a moment, and applied to the instructor, who only gave me a two-word reply: "Go back!" ”

I saluted him to accept the mission, and then returned to the team, the instructor didn't want to leave anyone behind, the results are a collective common honor.

At the last moment of the game, I still practiced silently in my heart, especially paying attention to distinguishing between left and right turns, when I was nervous, my brain was easy to become blank.

Play.

Today's instructor is particularly heroic, standing diagonally opposite our entire team, giving orders seriously, I know he must be nervous, no matter who faces such a fierce momentum, he must be nervous, not to mention the competition assessment.

As soon as I got on the field, I was like an intelligent robot, receiving commands, reacting immediately, and then executing them, until the final end.

I think it's going well, but some people don't think so.

For example, new texts.

"You don't train in the team every day, and when it comes to such a critical assessment, do you want to make us count down in the class?" didn't point to Sang scolding Huai, Xinwen just raised her ugly face in front of everyone and said it to me.

Am I having a grudge against her?

I looked around, all forty or so eyes looked at me, but none of them spoke for me, and there was a small number of students who seemed to think that what Xinwen said was right, right or wrong, and that I was aiming to complete my task.

As for her, feel free to think whatever you want.

Our class was played at the back of the game, so it was over quickly.

Xinwen was also so arrogant when she saw the instructor leave first, otherwise with her strong anger, how could the instructor be indifferent!

I glanced at her, didn't respond, didn't explain, turned around, and walked away.

Because, I don't know the point of staying here.

In the whole team, it is inevitable that someone will make mistakes, even if it is a small mistake, it is impossible to escape the eyes of the instructor, and the instructor of the judging seat, there should be someone in our class who will make mistakes.

Because when I'm in the back row, I can't see the whole line neatly.

However, our instructor left after commanding, didn't he want to face the result?

In the end, I also listened to the discussion of my classmates, and the class grades were neither high nor low, and they were decent, and they had already made a lot of progress.

Because before this competition, there was a small test, and the instructors and teachers who did not have the judging seats conducted their own drills, which was equivalent to the rehearsal that we would have before the large-scale performance, and only one instructor was pulled out to be responsible for the simulated scoring.

As a result, our class ranking was at the bottom, on the one hand, it hit the students' self-confidence, on the other hand, it also encouraged the students' competitiveness from the side.

Moreover, at the moment of playing, it seems that everything has changed, concentrate, strive for the top, and do our best, the instructor and we are in the same mood.

After all, here, we are one, and our results are also his assessment results.

So, none of us want to let anyone fail.

After this competition, because of Xinwen, when people in the class looked at me, it was as if they were looking at an outsider, and I didn't seem to belong to this class.

However, I really don't train with them every day.

But, don't they know the reason for this? I'm also trying to bring glory to my class.

Explanations, perhaps, are superfluous.

I don't want to explain, and I don't think it's necessary.

Everyone has their own ambitions, who cares about your words, I just do my own thing.

But......

Even his own things don't seem to be done well.

Today, the final selection of pacesetters was announced, four pacesetters, two substitutes, and yes, I became that substitute.

After the competition assessment, I didn't leave rashly, but the chief instructor ordered us to rush to the gymnastics venue as soon as possible for rehearsals and drills.

To be familiar with the process, so familiar that I can walk the whole way with my eyes closed, and when I went to the venue, there were already two girls rehearsing, walking over and over again, repeating and repeating.

Life is infinitely repetitive.

I walked over and naturally joined the team, but I was "kicked out" and refused to join them, but who am I going to train with?

The pacesetters were originally meant to cultivate a tacit understanding together, but now it seems that they want to indirectly eliminate me.

Every time I tried to join, they turned me away for various reasons.

At this moment, the chief instructor came over quietly, it seemed that the game was over, and what he saw was the scene in front of him, other people's serious practice and mine were just waiting.

The results seem obvious.

The four of them were like a strong wall, and the other girl was just like me when she arrived.

It is said that it is a bit false to say that it is important to pay attention to the first come, first come, first come, but it is very realistic.

The chief instructor sat down to watch them and gave them guidance if necessary.

The two of us outsiders didn't seem to have a chance to join the group chat.

After a while, the chief instructor finally cued to us, and took the initiative to let the two of us join the pacesetter team for drills, and also to memorize the position, because each point is fixed, when to turn around, when to look right and look forward, etc., will be memorized according to the drum beat of the music, and the slightest mistake is not allowed.

However, I got it wrong right now.

I was trampled on by a classmate in the back, I turned around and paused, and then immediately squatted down to lift my shoes and keep up with the group.

Such a picture must be embarrassing.

The chief instructor called a stop, and when we got out, I knew he was going to reprimand me.

"What's going on?" This was the first time the instructor had listened to an explanation.

"Instructor, I'm sorry, I accidentally stepped on this classmate's shoes, and that's why I'm like this." The girl who stepped on my shoes opened her mouth delicately, and then added in a whisper: "However, it was her wrong pace that made me ......"

Am I on the wrong track? Looking at her like this, I almost believed it.

"I walked according to the drum beat that the instructor said, obviously it was you ......"

"Obviously what?"

This rhetorical question of hers interrupted me, and I suddenly understood that she was doing it on purpose, and it seemed that I was unforgiving.

The chief instructor who saw this scene didn't want to see us continue to argue, but in fact, there was no quarrel.

He always stood upright, it was an occupational disease, and then said to us: "Today is the last day before the drill, hurry up and practice, this kind of situation will never be allowed tomorrow, it is not only you who will be embarrassed at that time, this is a taboo for soldiers!" ”

It seemed that the instructor was upset, and he faced the four girls and said, "You four will play tomorrow." ”

Then he turned to me and another girl, and continued: "You two should be substitutes, and the substitutes must be fully grasped, and if there is an emergency, you must always be on standby!" ”

"Yes!"

It sounds like our responsibility is also very important, in order to ensure that nothing goes wrong, the chief instructor went to check the other equipment and grounds, and he is the one who is really the busiest.

It is said that the guests who will be there tomorrow are very important.

Now, the four girls were so happy, their careful thinking succeeded, and if it were me, I would be very happy.

However, the premise of happiness is a clear conscience.