Chapter 566: I'm Leaving the Qi Palace
King Qi frowned, "She's dead, why are you mentioning her at this time?" ”
Yuan Yongyi asked: "It's okay if you treat me as stingy." Narrow-minded or not, I only ask you. Do you still have a place for her in your heart now? Will you still miss her? ”
King Qi lowered his eyes, hiding the pain that flashed by. "We don't mention her, is that okay? People are dead, and I don't think about her. Is there any other point? What does it affect us? I want to be with you now. You want to be a concubine, and I will enter the palace immediately after returning to Beijing and tell my father and queen mother that I will never wronged you. ”
"Do you think I want to be a concubine?" Yuan Yongyi's heart suddenly chilled.
King Qi stretched out his hand to support her shoulder, and coaxed patiently: "I didn't say that you must be the concubine, but I can give it to you." There must be no reservations. ”
"You can give it to me. Not necessarily what I want, and you can't even answer the questions I ask you. How much sincerity do you think you have? Yuan Yongyi asked softly, there was still some pain in Fang Cai's eyes, but now he was calm.
Qi Wangjun's face was covered with a layer of haze, "Is there her?" Is it really that important? ”
"What if I told you. I have another man in my heart, do you care? Yuan Yongyi asked rhetorically.
King Qi was furious. "Who? The Eight Lambs? ”
Yuan Yongyi laughed. Laughing extremely weakly, "So, what you care, can't I care?" ”
She turned around, her back stubborn, wanting to leave, but she couldn't take this step, and she still had a little hope in her heart, hoping to hear his answer, even if it was a deception.
She could deceive herself, but he had to deceive her before she could convince herself.
It's humble.
After waiting for a while, still silent, Yuan Yongyi slowly walked out, "Forget it, I'll go." ”
King Qi grabbed her wrist and forcibly dragged her to him, Yuan Yongyi's eyelashes raised, "If you do it, you are not my opponent." ”
King Qi looked at her helplessly, "Can't you just not talk about this question?" ”
"Yes, then we'll still get along as friends." Yuan Yongyi said.
King Qi sighed heavily, his eyes were lightly sad, "I don't know if it's a worry, my relationship with her for more than a year as husband and wife, it's completely indifferent, impossible." ”
"She hurt you, she almost killed you, do you remember?" Yuan Yongyi looked at him.
King Qi slowly let go of her hand, his face sinking like water, "I remember, I hate her, but what's the use of hating her?" People are dead, everything is over, and I don't want to remember the ugliness. ”
Yuan Yongyi sneered, "So all you remember now is her beauty?" ”
King Qi asked rhetorically, "Why do you have to remember the bad ones?" She is dead, and she will not feel it, but I am alive, and I always remember those ugly and sad things, isn't it torture? ”
Yuan Yongyi heard this, and was resolute, in fact, he said so much, just because he couldn't forget his feelings, he always had Chu Mingcui's place in his heart.
She felt uncomfortable, but gradually there was a sense of relief, knowing where she was going, she looked up at him, her smile gradually raised, and said gently: "You are right, why remember the ugly? Remember the good, it's easier to live this way. ”
She opened the door and left.
King Qi didn't go to keep it again, he didn't know what she meant by this, he only felt that her face was gray, as if she was depressed.
A certain part of his heart was sore, as if it had been eaten by insects, but at the same time, he was a little disappointed.
He had always thought that she should be able to understand him.
How can a husband and wife let go easily?
If he has no concerns, doesn't that prove that he is mean and cold?
Yuan Yongyi went to Ah Si's room, Ah Si looked at her in surprise, she wiped her tears, "Don't ask anything, don't say anything, I'll sleep with you tonight." ”
Ah Si sighed, looked at her worriedly, and then went over and poured her a glass of water.
Yuan Yongyi fanned his eyes with his hands, as if trying to dispel the heat under his eyes, trying to pretend that everything was as light as possible.
However, I can't ignore the pain like a pinprick in my heart.
He said that the love between husband and wife for a year cannot be forgotten, even if the wife in his mouth once wanted to take his life, he can be relieved, forget the ugliness, and remember the beauty.
But what about them? He said that they went through a lot together and almost died together.
The Qi Wangfu was burned by Chu Mingcui, and she accompanied him to stay in the Sun Wangfu and then moved to another courtyard.
She was with him in his most difficult time, he was injured and almost died, and it was she who served at the bedside, watching him go from breath to life.
In getting along day and night, although she occasionally frolicked, she always went all out for him, in and out of the house, with long sleeves and good dancing for him, doing everything she disdained to do before.
She Yuan Yongyi, since she beat her mother's womb, how could she have wronged herself so much?
He repaid him with the position of concubine, which was so good, and he could give it to her without reservation, but did she want this?
All she wanted was his unreserved sincerity.
Yuan Yongyi cried while thinking.
She regretted not leaving before she never looked forward to it, otherwise why would she be so sad?
When Ah Si saw his sister like this, he didn't dare to ask, but just put a handkerchief vigorously.
After Yuan Yongyi cried, she sniffed and raised her red and swollen eyes to look at her, "Don't tell grandmother, I'm fine." ”
"Because of King Qi?" Ah Si asked softly.
Yuan Yongyi nodded, tears welled up again, but she tried to suppress it, "However, it's just such a tear, if it's not suitable, just leave, continue to entangle, the deeper the injury will be." ”
Ah Si didn't understand, "Actually, I think King Qi is not bad to you, as for whether he has Chu Mingcui in his heart, is it really that important?" You're married to him now, and your grandmother has admitted it, so why bother to see if you can get by? ”
Yuan Yongyi shook his head, "Ah Si, my sister told you that if you want to live with someone for a lifetime, you have to budget for a long life, at least you have to be together for decades, if you are both with promises and grievances at the beginning, then in these decades, at least most of the days you are suspicious of each other, which is not good for anyone." ”
Ah Si nodded as if he didn't understand, "So, it's because he still thinks about Chu Mingcui, right?" ”
Yuan Yongyi sighed, "It's still the same sentence, if Chu Mingcui is a good person and dies of an accident or illness, he is understandable to think about her, this at least proves that he is a person who values affection." But Chu Mingcui is not, she is a bad person, she has hurt him, and she has hurt many people, so I can't accept that he is so unclear about right and wrong, black and white, this is the bottom line. ”
Ah Si nodded, "I support whatever my sister does, then after you go back, do you want to leave the Qi Palace?" ”
"Yes, I'm leaving the Qi Palace, and it's indeed time." Yuan Yongyi made up his mind.