Speaking of the past, the old lady was also interested, and said with a smile, "I felt brave at that time, and I was different from other women, you see that I can only go to the battlefield to find my husband, who can, which lady can?" I packed up a few soft things, took a few guards, and rode to the front line, but the front line was not what I thought, it was too dangerous, he scolded me at the time, of course, I later learned that he didn't really scold me, he blamed me for taking risks on my own initiative, the barracks are not a place for women to stay at all, it is ugly, and I can't even find a convenient place. ”

"But I wasn't convinced at the time, I thought I was coming, I couldn't give myself or embarrassed my husband, I was like a man all day long and mixed with the soldiers, and sometimes I followed the battlefield, but my heart was really bitter, and I was really afraid, I gritted my teeth. In fact, I thought later, I thought I had wronged myself to accompany him to take care of him, and I could help him fight, but in fact, I gave him a soft underbelly, the most taboo on the battlefield is to have worries, my existence is always his worries, he worries about me wherever he goes, with me not at ease, not with even more worry, when he leads the troops to rush forward, he can no longer go all out to move forward, he has to shrink his hands and feet with me in his heart, in short, he has to think about everything more, which is bound to distract his heart. ”

"Thinking about it now, he was really stupid at that time, he could put up with me, and probably cared about me." The old lady thought of her deceased husband, and there was a lonely smile on her face, "Ruqing, our existence is their bond, what we can do is not to make trouble for them, although they are comfortable in their hearts, but they are worried." ”

Xie Ruqing understands the meaning of the ancestor, but she understands the reason, it is difficult to hold it psychologically, otherwise the old lady would not have gone back then.

"I listened to what you said." She said, "I can't compare to my ancestors, you ride a horse to fight, I guess I won't be able to live for a day, he may have to find a place for me to live, add to the chaos, don't worry, I know in my heart, I won't go to make trouble for him, he doesn't want to talk about the war, I won't ask, not to mention I don't understand anything." ”

The old ancestor nodded, "If you can't figure it out in your heart, just come to the General's Mansion to chat with me, I am a person from here, and I understand your thoughts, it is good for me to enlighten you, save you from thinking nonsense." ”

Xie Ruqing couldn't beg, "Yes, I moved to live in the Qingyang Marquis Mansion these days, and I came over every day to have a meal with my ancestors and talk." ”

"It's okay, you can go to the Hou Mansion, there are a lot of chores in the palace, and it's not comfortable for you to live."

After Xie Ruqing came out, he was pulled by Yu Yan to speak again, Yu Yan, this girl has not seen her for a long time, and she looks thin, like a long cigarette, like a big girl.

A few days ago, she said that her father and mother gave her kiss, she had a very quarrel with the family, anyway, it was very unpleasant, I heard that his father also beat her, and the girl is easy to grow up when she has a heart, no, she looks like a big girl.

"Sister Ruqing, you don't come to see me, I've had a hard time these days." Yu Yan dragged her for a walk in the garden, "My father told me a broken son with crooked melons and cracked dates, I don't want to marry if I die, I said that I would rather be a monk than marry, my father slapped me a few times, and I haven't talked to him for a few months." ”

Xie Ruqing sighed, the marriage of children has always been arranged by their parents, some can be obedient and not resist, some can be wronged to marry those they don't like, and some want to make a fuss, in short, there are difficult scriptures to read.

"Then what do you plan to do in the future, you can't stay silent."

"First of all, my father said, in the future, I will marry whoever I like, he will not give a dowry, my mother still feels sorry for me, and said to give me some secretly, but you also know, how much can I give, there are two younger sisters at home." Yu Yan pinched a flower and pinched it, "I think it's a big deal that I won't marry in the future, my mother will give me some money, and I will support myself, if I am lucky, I will find a man who can tolerate me, and if I can't find it, I will move out by myself." ”

Xie Ruqing shook his head, in the end, it was still a child's mind.

"Sister Ruqing, is there a spare room where you live, can I move in with you?"

This...... Of course it's not suitable, it's okay to stay for a day or two, I'm afraid that she won't have a place to live for a long time, and Xie Ruqing can't drive her away. Besides, she must call her parents to say no, blaming her for conniving at the aftermath.

"There is no one in the Hou Mansion, but there is no family matter over there, and I also packed up my things in the past, I'm afraid I have wronged you."

"If you are not wronged or wronged, I just want to live in another place for two days, you can rest assured that Sister Ruqing, I will go over and live for a few days, and I will not cause you trouble." Yu Yan begged. "Do you promise me, I dislike cats and dogs at home now, it's really uncomfortable to live, so you can call me to go."

After saying this, Xie Ruqing couldn't say anything, so he had to nod and agree.

So she brought a small oil bottle back to the Hou Mansion, but it was also good to have someone to talk to her.

Yu Yan's temperament is still a child in the end, once he leaves home, he is not so restrained, the first time he comes back to the Hou Mansion, he sees that everything is fresh.

"Wow, the Hou Mansion is so big, it's much more magnificent than I imagined." Yu Yan is in the General's Mansion, he has lived a tight life since he was a child, and he has never been in such an open place, just like a rabbit that has just been released, bouncing around in the yard, "I like this place so much, it would be nice if I had such a yard in the future." ”

In the end, it's still a child's character, and I'm thinking about finding someone to marry in the future, where can I endure such suffering.

Xie Ruqing: "It's not easy to want a yard, you have everything to find a good husband." ”

"Hey, where do I have my sister's good life, and my husband doesn't know where it is." Yu Yan jumped around in the courtyard, "However, it's okay for me to stay for a few days, as long as you and Hou Ye don't dislike me." ”

"I don't like what you're doing, it just so happens that I don't have anyone to accompany me, this yard is weird, and I'm bored to live alone." Xie Ruqing had never been to this courtyard, so he walked around the courtyard with her.

This house is indeed big, the emperor loves Qi Yanzhi in the end, everything is good, but it is a little overstepping, the pool in the courtyard is bigger than the palace, pavilions and pavilions, elegant and exquisite, very good-looking.

"I also think it's very good here, although the palace is big, but I don't like the layout, it's very good." Xie Ruqing came for the first time, and he liked it at first sight, but he couldn't wait to move in.

walked around the yard with Yu Yan for a while, and was not called to eat by Ruhuan until it was dark.

"It's been a long time and I haven't finished shopping." Yu Yan was very excited, and happily didn't want to go back, "I'm going to get up early tomorrow morning to shop, it's so interesting." ”

"It's not too late for you to take your time, but don't get tired." Xie Ruqing said with a smile.