Chapter 20: Grief
The sky in the south has been bright, the dark clouds have dispersed, and the city that has just experienced a shower is now bathed in a warm and brilliant morning light, and everything is full of life.
A tall and silent figure faced the morning sun, stepping across the wet stone road, and with a little wet wind blowing his serious and low face, it could not soothe its frowning brow, and quickly stopped in front of a low hut in a hurry.
Lu Yu looked at the closed door in front of him, silent for a long time, and occasionally passed by one or two hurried passers-by behind him, and no one knew what he was thinking.
The hand clenched into a fist finally slowly lifted and knocked lightly on the door......
And, after a long time, the door was still closed, and there was no sign of opening itβ
She's not at home?
Didn't you say you were off today?
What about people? Went on a date?
Seeing that the door was not opened, such questions kept popping up in Lu Yu's mind, the ghost knows how much courage he mustered up to run over this morning after thinking about it all night, but the person was not there!
Suppressing the boredom and loss in his heart, he took out his mobile phone to find the familiar number and dialed it viciously......
"Hello, the user you dialed is turned off......"
Shut down!
Good! Very good!
Yu Fan, you are so good!
Lu Yu was laughed at angrily, and disappeared without saying a word, and ran all the way to find her, even if she was angry and didn't comfort her, now that he ran away, he didn't receive any news! He is psychologically twisted to come over and be abused by her again and again!
The hand holding the phone slowly drooped, holding it too tightly, and the fingertips were slightly white. Finally, he stopped struggling for anything, turned around and walked away with exhaustion, and soon disappeared into the wet street, in front of the closed door, and returned to the same tranquility......
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Different from the rotten and bright in the south, the weather in Chengyang at this time is dull and depressing, the cold and bleak north wind mercilessly beats the pedestrians on the road, and the low and cold air presses on people's hearts, which makes people feel depressed and heavy.
As soon as he got off the plane, Yu Fan quickly found the hospital where Yu Shunan was located according to the address provided by Wang Chengyi, and hurried all the way, the clothes on his body were stained with abrupt stains at some point, and his shoulder-length hair was also blown away by the wind, scattered messily on his shoulders, and the whole person was very embarrassed and haggard.
The nurse at the front desk couldn't bear to see the little girl like this, and quickly found the ward where Yu Shunan was through the information she provided, and brought the dejected girl up.
In the family area of the intensive care unit, Yu Fan saw Wang Chengyi who was silent at the door of the ward, wearing a black medium-length windbreaker, holding a folder in his hand, his resolute and serious face was faintly tired and distressed, and his always firm and sharp eyes were looking at the sleeping woman in the ward sluggishly at the moment......
"Uncle Wang......"
Seeing him, all the way over and forcibly suppressing grief and fear, the warm tears could no longer help but welled up in his eyes......
Hearing the sound, Wang Chengyi turned his head and saw Yu Fan who was embarrassed and grieving, his eyes moved slightly, his lips were tightly pursed, and finally he slowly lifted his stiff legs, walked towards her, and hugged the girl who was shrouded in grief tightly into his arms......
The warm and generous reliance allowed Yu Fan to finally unload all the forbearance and strength, the grief and suppressed cry was squeezed out of the closed teeth with difficulty, and the cold body couldn't help shaking, and the tears were quickly soaked.
Such a desperate and suppressed cry made Wang Chengyi feel a lot of self-blame and pain in his heart.
He had promised her that he would do his best to keep Shunan well, this mission, she could obviously get out of the way, but at the last critical moment, because she failed to find the code loophole in time, the network stronghold that had been hidden for many years was discovered by the other party's hackers, so that when the other party brought someone over, they couldn't deal with it, and the loss was extremely heavy, Yu Shunan didn't hesitate to risk exposing his identity in order to protect him, and blocked a bullet for him......
If it weren't for his own negligence, the action that had been planned for so long would not have been interrupted, and Yu Shunan would not have been injured.
When Yu Shunan fell in front of him covered in blood, no one could imagine how desperate he was in his heart, and even at that moment, hated everything he was doing now!
In order to stop the flow of drugs to the Chinese market, and in order to save countless families who were mutilated by drugs, his comrades-in-arms fell one after another, and even a tombstone could not be erected after death! But what did they get? Friends and relatives are puzzled? Bitter that you can't go back home? Or is it the despair that his comrades-in-arms fell in front of him again and again, but he didn't even dare to shed tears?
Now, even Yu Shunan has fallen, coming out of the same school, the three people who are rushing to the same battlefield, Yu Jie, Yu Shunan, Wang Chengyi, to this day, only he Wang Chengyi is still standing unharmed, this road is too hard, and he has paid such a heavy price, what is this persistence for?
I don't know how long it took, Yu Fan gradually calmed down, retreated from Wang Chengyi's arms, his eyes that had released his emotions were still a little red and swollen, and he looked up at Wang Chengyi, who was full of complicated eyes.
"My mother, how is she?"
Suppressing the river and the sea in his heart, he pulled through the door of Yu Fan's ward and looked in through the window.
"Before I got out of danger, the bullet passed through my neck and saved me for more than ten hours."
The two quietly looked at Yu Shunan who was in a coma inside, the woman who used to be quiet and elegant, now lying on the hospital bed so lifelessly, the oxygen mask covering most of her face, her body was full of various tubes, and the monitor on the side was coldly recording her vital signs......
Seeing her like this, Yu Fan's nose couldn't help but feel sour.
My mother, who had always hated hospitals, now had to stay alive here.
They hadn't had time to see each other properly, she hadn't told her that she had a good time in college, and she wanted to tell her that her roommates were friendly and that she had made a lot of friends. She wanted to tell her that she wasn't as silent as she used to be......
The bitterness in her heart became more and more intense, and the tears that had just been suppressed couldn't help but come up, she was really afraid, if even her mother fell, then her last support in this world would also collapse, she really didn't dare to imagine, without Yu Shunan, how would she continue to go down......
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The sky in Chengyang is always so dark and gloomy, and the cold wind is still unscrupulously sweeping through the city, and it is obviously the season of spring, but it is so cold and biting.
Wang Chengyi rented a house for Yu Fan near the hospital, and on Chinese New Year's Eve today, after spending an afternoon in the hospital, Wang Chengyi took Yu Fan to the restaurant and ordered a table full of dishes.
"Eat, today on Chinese New Year's Eve, we will also have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner." poured a glass of juice and put it in front of Yu Fan, and sandwiched a large piece of fish meat for her.
"Yu Fan, no matter how difficult the reality is to accept, we need to force ourselves to live well, not for ourselves, but also for those who have fallen."