Summer vacation.

The days are passing day by day, the summer vacation is still that summer vacation, the difference is that this summer, grandpa came.

It's a visit, but also a summer escape.

Because the hometown of this time period is surprisingly hot, it is a humid heat that is different from dry heat.

Grandpa came in person, of course, to take him to appreciate the customs here, the first stop is the small park we frequent, at this time the amusement facilities are still in the limelight, especially popular.

Inside the park.

Adults and children can be seen everywhere, playing and frolicking.

Our group came here, stood with Grandpa as the center, and then, Grandpa looked at the various facilities with appreciation, and we three children were first arranged on the merry-go-round.

Although he is not a child at his age, he is a child in the eyes of his parents.

Ride on the merry-go-round, round and round, very slow, but dizzy.

The world is spinning.

As the most basic facility in the amusement park, everyone loves to play, but I can't play, and I even get dizzy, and I am ashamed of myself.

It's not the first time you've played the merry-go-round, but it's the last one so far.

I still remember the first time I played this rare thing, it was in my hometown, when my mother and brother came back, I went to the market, outside a simple store, a small merry-go-round was erected there, and the children were all excited and jumped around.

Everyone was very excited about this impossible thing to see on weekdays, and grandma bargained on the side for a long time, until the merchant nodded, and then she was able to enter.

Then, after my mother had paid the money, the three of us children sat down, all surrounded by envious eyes, and the adults in the family did not allow it, so they could only look at it with their eyes.

Like museum exhibits, zoo animals, they were watched.

The first merry-go-round experience.

emmm……

Very bad.

When I came down, my feet seemed to be spinning, I almost didn't stand firmly, my head was dizzy, and my whole body was floating.

I'm wondering, as long as it's about sports equipment, I can't do it?

It turns out that this is indeed the case.

Now, however, following the end of the second carousel experience, we are once again seated on the pirate ship.

Due to the people who had just finished the batch, the pirate ship was empty in an instant, and there were only three of us at the moment.

Even if it is three people, the administrator is going to sail the boat, after all, they are going to make money.

At first, I just sat on it, and it felt pretty good, at least it wasn't spinning, and I wouldn't get dizzy.

But......

Soon despair followed.

The pirate ship started, and the others looked at it swaying from side to side, but only when they sat on it did they know that it was not the case, and the moment it descended, the whole person was not good.

Afraid of heights?!

Holding my sister's arm tightly, this moment was as if falling from a tall building, the terrible feeling spread, the whole body was numb, and I shook back and forth again and again.

I held my breath, my stomach churning, for fear that one would accidentally vomit out, it felt too fluttering.

The closed eyes only opened once the whole time, and then there was no second time, this seems to be my limit, I used to always envy others who have done roller coasters, but now that I think about it, I won't envy it, a simple pirate ship is already like this, let alone other projects.

It's not too scary, I really admire people who dare to play these.

Below, as if he saw something, Grandpa walked up to the administrator, and I don't know what he said, I think it should be to stop this pirate ship, after all, the three of us don't look very good.

Sure enough, the pirate ship gradually stopped.

Thanks to Grandpa for saving me!

After completely stopped, I slowly came to my senses, and as soon as I stood up, my stomach churned again, and I hurriedly ran down, sorry for the trash can next to me, I vomited.

For the first time, I experienced a feeling that was even more uncomfortable than motion sickness.

Since then, I have rarely experienced this kind of exercise, and if it is not suitable for me, I will not be reluctant, otherwise the result will be miserable.

But now Aoi still wants to challenge bungee jumping! To feel the desperation of falling from a height, just to think about it.

……

After that, continue to take grandpa around.

It's rare to come once, of course, I want to go all over here, but fortunately, grandpa likes to get up in the morning to exercise on weekdays, and his physical fitness is great.

But we got tired first.

On the way, passing by a lot of clothing stores, grandpa was about to buy us clothes, and took the lead in approaching one of them, 100 yuan 3 pieces of large character code, appeared in front of us.

"Come, pick three pieces for each person." Grandpa said to us.

Isn't that 300 yuan for one person? It's very expensive, and I can't let my grandfather break the bank.

"It's enough for one person to pick one." After talking for a long time, in the end, we won, one by one.

Looking at the 100 yuan that grandpa raised, I was distressed at that moment, but no one could resist him, grandpa's temperament, as if inherited to me, is stubborn.

If you don't pick it, grandpa thinks that he looks down on him, and he is embarrassed, but the three of us pick a piece of clothing one by one, and grandpa is satisfied after paying.

However, I know that it is not easy for my grandfather to make money, and when I was at home, every time I saw him go to the city with a passbook, my heart was full of sadness, and I always thought, am I spending too much money?

Later, I couldn't bear to open my mouth if I wanted anything, and the only toy was the Barbie doll, and I was very happy to sew clothes for her with a small rag.

However, my grandfather's whole life was also devoted to education.

Kind, unpretentious, sincere.

I hope he is doing well in the future.

When my grandfather came, he would get up early every day, sometimes calling us, and sometimes going out alone.

He loves sports.

……

Soon, it was time to check the scores.

On this day, Grandpa still got up early, went out to exercise, and came back with breakfast happily, but there was only frustration left at the dinner table.

Exceptionally quiet.

Grandpa, who didn't know why, thought that the breakfast he bought was not delicious, and he picked it up and tasted it himself, "It's so delicious, let's eat it quickly." ”

I nodded and picked up a bun.

Because of the arrival of the high school entrance examination results, the reason for this atmosphere can only be that I didn't do well in the exam!

I really didn't do well in the exam, looking at my grades, it seems that I didn't have a chance with a key high school, and the bun in my hand was not fragrant in an instant.

This is also the first time I have this feeling, it turns out that I can't eat if I'm in a bad mood, I think so, but I can't quite understand, why is my sister so happy to eat next to me? Like nobody.

I thought she was because she got a good score in the exam, but when she came over to take a look, she was miserable.

Isn't she sad?

Maybe.

Now I always feel very sorry for my grandfather, when he was so happy to bring back breakfast, but I was very disappointed, at this time I have not learned how to hide my mood, always write all my happiness on my face.

Let's try to grow.

……

Immediately afterwards, the students on the social platform began to ask each other about their results, and at this time, I also received a message, which was from Xin, "How many exams have you taken?"

The question is simple.

I don't know what purpose she asked me, but I replied to her directly, my grades, not good but not bad.

And she, maybe it's a group post.

After that, I didn't ask anymore, and no one came to ask about my grades, and later I learned that it was Xin who told almost the whole class about my grades, and at the same time, it attracted a lot of ridicule.

Because there is Na in their small group, the hidden friendship between me and Na is not very obvious to anyone, she sent it to me, and Na is very upset for me, because it is completely unnecessary ridicule.

I regret replying to Xin at the time.

Why tell her, she can turn a blind eye to it, and she doesn't know her very well.

I opened the pictures sent by Na and read them carefully, and there were more than a dozen chat records, almost all of which were laughing at me.

"I usually see her study so well, I think she is a top student, but she turns out to be so good."

"Yes, with the same score as me, I really don't know if she is really good at studying or a pseudo-academic bully."

"I'm embarrassed to tell others about this result, hahahaha."

"Yes, I just asked her and said it directly, and I don't know who gave her confidence."

"Just an outsider, still addicted to staying with us? It really is!"

「……」

Many, many ......

The mood suddenly went to the bottom.

I have never said that I am a top student, and I am indeed a foreigner, this prejudice is something I can't erase and can't avoid, after all, everyone is their idea, and no one can interfere.

"I'll pull you into the group, go back! You can't let you be scolded like this for no reason!" Na's news.

"Don't do it, that will hurt you." I say.

"It's okay, they've long seen me unpleasantly and want to kick me out, I'm a little transparent in this group, and I'm a small person."

Then, Na pulled me into the group.

Moreover, directly edit the mood of this moment into text and send it to the group chat they are in.

"My score in the exam is not high, but I am worthy of myself, and I have never said that I am a top student, and it is true that I am a foreigner, but at least I will not talk and laugh at others behind my back, can you stay in this city for the rest of your life? Thank you for showing me how hypocritical the human heart can be."

After sending it, I quit the group chat, and what they scolded me next had nothing to do with me, out of sight and out of mind, and then Na also withdrew.

We're the ones who go all the way.

However, I can't seem to tear off the label of an outsider.