Chapter 37: A Beautiful Encounter, Gratitude and Gratitude (6)
Uproot.
My sister and I are about to go to high school, and my brother is about to go to junior high school, and we are ready to move.
The new home is very close to Dad's supermarket, close to where Mom works, and still very close to my brother's new school, but it's just ...... It's far from my sister's school and me.
Living on campus may have been a strategy they had already thought of, but they only told us at the end.
It has also become accustomed to nature, after all, there is no choice.
The new home is still in a courtyard, there are many families living in it, we live on the second floor, and the yard below is huge.
And the first floor is not inhabited, curious to explore, the empty room is extraordinarily cautious, as soon as I get closer, I feel a gloomy wind passing by, goosebumps on the ground.
Horribly surprising.
However, it was good that we were on the second floor, next to two neighbors, the room was not big, but I liked it very much, it was not so scary.
At least not living with the landlord's family, remembering the impatient eyes of the landlady when she forgot to bring the key to knock on the door, I felt a panic in my heart.
It felt like someone was under the fence, but we paid the rent.
Ay!
……
When I occasionally go out to play during the holidays, I come across a fairy shop, which is full of celebrity peripherals, such a store is rare to find in our small place, and the usual small supermarket only sells some posters.
It's really the first time I've seen a store like this, which sells celebrity merchandise wholeheartedly, and I've passed by it before, but I've never been there, and now when I see it, it's really worthy of its name, and I hate that I didn't find out earlier.
Walking into this small shop, the jingling wind chimes ring, the retro sycamore color like a tree hole, as if entering another world, warm and quiet, the small shop, full of all items, can be called orderly in chaos.
There are countless posters at the door, and after rummaging through a few times, I saw the poster of the goddess, and I didn't hesitate to pick it up, because it was really hard to buy.
My goddess, as a Buddhist actor in the entertainment industry, really rarely participates in variety shows, and is filming almost all year round, so it can be regarded as a clear stream, and she will not try her best to increase her popularity because of the sudden explosion, she did not choose to consume her own value, and worked hard to make herself better and shoot more excellent works to prove herself.
Even so, her fame is still the same, and I think everyone knows about the post-90s generation.
Gentle and elegant, with generous manners.
At that time, she was the only light in my life, and when I saw her, all my worries vanished.
Immediately after shopping for some small objects, everywhere printed are the male god idol who was popular at that time, knowing but not feeling.
I like this store is real, and then I saw the postcard of the goddess in a row of postcards, picked up a box, and the harvest was full, I was not too happy.
After that, I put the posters and postcards I just bought on the wall of my bedroom, lay on the bed, and in front of me was the poster of the goddess.
With a few exceptions, of course.
For example, brother.
Mom's work unit takes turns on duty, and it happened to be her today, so I left early after cooking, and after dinner, it gradually got dark outside.
Some of my brother's strange words and actions angered me, and I can't remember exactly what it was, but I remember that I was very angry at that time, very angry.
I'm an impulsive, angry, and long-term bad character.
This day, that's it, angry again.
It was clear that his words hit me, but he also said angrily that he wanted to sue, and sat on the side angrily, with his parents and the whole family supporting him, as the only boy in the family, he would only sue.
Just like us, even if we tell our parents something, we end up blaming ourselves.
In the bedroom, with the dim light, my sister and I were plotting a big thing, taking out her scattered makeup.
My face was whiter than flour, my mouth was the reddest lipstick, and then I put my natural pure black straight hair to my ears, covering two-thirds of my face, draped in white sheets, and matched with the already vicious eyes, of course, these are all things that my sister helped me do.
When everything is ready, open the door, turn off most of the lights, grab a flashlight, press it against your chin, pick up the mirror and look at it, and startle yourself.
Then, I went to my brother's room.
"Ahh
Before I could fully walk over, he was frightened and ran out in a panic, and I guess he went to find his dad.
That's it?
I haven't started my performance yet, I know that my brother is timid, I didn't expect to be so timid, I still stood upstairs and watched him run down, my brother is like this, if you don't fix it, you will never know how thick the sky is.
My sister and I looked like we were gloating when our plan succeeded, and we almost laughed out loud, if this is a TV series, it must be the villain in it.
However, nothing can be done for nothing.
……
A few minutes later.
The mobile phone rang, it was a call from Dad, and sure enough, as expected, it was said to be right, and I clicked to answer it without hurry.
"What are you scaring your brother for? Idle, isn't it? Yes?! "My eardrums almost died when I roared,
Then, with an extremely flat "um".
"There's something wrong with the big night!"
"Hmm."
"Believe it or not, I'll kill you!"
"Hmm."
"Will it be?!"
"Hmm."
Dad finally hung up the phone angrily, I took off my makeup and sat in the living room waiting, waiting for him to beat me to death, this sentence has been heard since I was a child, he said that he is not tired, I am tired of hearing it, I have long wanted to kill me, after all, I have not been treated well since birth, and I have not been treated by this world.
Waited and waited, but as a result, he fell asleep.
Now that I think about it, I really acted very naïve at that time, but it was really my behavior, and I don't know where the courage came from, that is, I was not afraid of anything for a moment, and I just wanted to go down.
In this family, I was used to being scolded, and I was used to my sister having to let my brother forever, and I learned not to speak.
Because no matter what I say, I am quibbling, and whatever my brother says is right, just like the current process of not asking about things at all, my brother's quibbling character will definitely not say that he is verbally abusive to me, but will only add fuel and vinegar.
The people who hate to look down on me the most in my life are all people, why are you noble, but you think of yourself as high.
A little good impression of my dad was also worn out again.
Going round and round, it's still the same.
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This holiday season, my aunt came with my little sister.
Judging from the size of her little sister, she has lived a good life over the years, round, but very cute.
The reason is simple, my aunt's family has only two daughters.
There is no situation like our family, and it can be seen that she lives a very happy life, at least with the love of her parents.
I like her, I will be very good to her, all kinds of walks will take this little sister, at this time, I really want to have a sister, this is better than a brother who will only complain and annoy.
It's a pity that this little wish is no longer possible.