It is very simple for people to want to die, but it is very difficult to live, especially for people who are full of despair.

On the eighth day of the first lunar month, in this dark night with a cold wind howling, Nie had endless resentment towards the Lu family and chose to hang himself without hesitation.

However, even though she had already made up her mind to die, in the end, she did not die.

Just as she was about to lose her breath, the originally strong rope suddenly broke, and she fell to the ground.

Her face was covered with tears, and she opened her eyes and looked at the broken rope suspiciously, thinking that she couldn't help but feel sad again if she wanted to die.

But just as she was about to cry quietly, the door was pushed open, and a red embroidered shoe stepped in from outside.

She looked up and saw a person standing at the door, at first, she didn't recognize it, and after thinking for a moment, she said nervously: "You, why are you here?" ”

"I'm here to save you." Feng Qingyan lowered his eyes, looked at her calmly, and his tone did not carry a trace of waves.

"You ......" Nie Shi was a little stunned, thinking of the rumors about Feng Qingyan in recent months, she also understood, but even so, she still yelled at her resistantly: "I, I don't want you to save me, you let me die, I don't want to stay in this house for a quarter of an hour, I'm going to find my Xue'er, she ......"

Thinking of her dead daughter, she seemed to be touched in her heart, and for a moment, the grief made her indescribable.

Thinking of something, she knelt on the ground, crawled towards Feng Qingyan, and then reached out to grab her wide sleeves, looked up at her, crying and begging: "County Lord, please, kill me, I know that Xue'er used to bully you and did a lot of unforgivable things, so you kill me, I am her mother, if you kill me, it will be regarded as me paying for her crimes, okay?" ”

The Nie family is now bent on death, except for Lu Shaozhi in the Lu family, she may no longer trust anyone, so she doesn't believe it, Feng Qingyan really just wants to save her.

Feng Qingyan quietly withdrew his wide sleeves, squatted down again, and looked at the embarrassed woman in front of him.

She is not as good as her subordinates, she is obviously only in her thirties, and it should be the age when the charm still exists, but the perennial work and the harsh treatment of the Zhao family made her born early, and she looked like she was forty or fifty years old.

In this deep mansion compound, she has spent half her life.

"If I told you that your daughter didn't die, would you live well?" She spoke very calmly, her voice even sounding a little cold.

However, Nie's face was full of disbelief, and he kept shaking his head: "No, it's impossible, she ......"

"Didn't she even find her bones, so why do you think she's dead?" Her voice seemed to have a magical power, which made Nie's crazy emotions gradually calm down, and then looked at her quietly.

Xi Hua stood in the courtyard, looking at them.

He knew that she always had a good thought in her heart.

"You, what you said is true? Cher she, she's really not dead? Nie Shi was excited by this simple sentence, and she seemed to see hope again.

"Do you think I'm credible?" Feng Qingyan didn't answer the rhetorical question, and his tone and eyebrows were still faint.

"Believe, I believe!" Nie's eyes were full of tears, but he looked at her and nodded very firmly, "County Lord, you were born extraordinary, and now you are a big man, you can't afford to deal with a villain like me, so you deliberately use this matter to make me happy." ”

Feng Qingyan recalled this sentence, it seemed right to say this, she really didn't bother to worry about the past with them, and not everyone could let her remember it.

And for Nie's family, her own daughter she knows better than anyone else, although she was born in Shangshu Mansion, but she is a concubine, she has not been favored by her father since she was a child, in order to set off Lu Yunjin, qin, chess, calligraphy and painting have not been good, and they are naturally not on the table in large families.

But Feng Qingyan is different, she has been the county lord since she was born, and she has stood at a high point that many people can't reach, if it weren't for her being stupid unexpectedly, then Lu Fanxue could only look up to her in this life, so how could she bully?

What's more, she wasn't stupid later, and after she wasn't stupid, she could also be said to be above 10,000 people.

Such a person naturally can't take a little person like Lu Fanxue in his eyes, because he is not worthy.

This is red. Naked reality.

"Since you believe me, then I'll tell you now, Lu Fanxue's soul was not out of her body on the night of the accident, and she didn't see her soul return for a few days, so she shouldn't be dead, she was very likely to be rescued at that time, as for where she is now, and what, I don't know this."

The tone was still flat, without a trace of resentment and play, but it gave Nie a hope for life.

"Do you understand what I say?" Feng Qingyan looked at her and asked again.

"Understood, understood, thank you Lord County." Nie Shi was grateful to her, and couldn't help but kowtow to her.

As long as she is sure that her daughter is not dead, then for the sake of her daughter, in order to see her daughter again, she will try to live and try her best to find her daughter.

Looking at her like this, Feng Qingyan's expression turned out to be a little more complicated, and he asked, "Aren't you curious why I will help you?" Aren't you afraid that there are other plans? ”

Hearing this, Nie Shi was stunned for a moment, and then said seriously: "What do you want, county lord?" As long as I have what you want, I will give it to you, even if it is life. ”

Suddenly, Feng Qingyan couldn't help but chuckle, slowly stood up, and said, "Maybe you can't give your daughter the best, but you are a good mother, like every mother who loves her children." ”

After finishing speaking, she smiled helplessly, and then turned around and walked outside, Xi Hua had been standing outside waiting for her.

Nie Shi was stunned in place, she remembered that Feng Qingyan and Feng Qingyue had no parents since they were children, although they were raised in the Lu family, but since the death of Lu Taishi, there are not many people who really care about them.

She saved her only because she was a mother.

Besides, she's not too bad.

However, Nie never felt that he was a good mother, otherwise he would not let his daughter be like this.

She felt that the most sorry person in her life was Lu Fanxue, who gave birth to her, not to mention giving her the best everything, but she didn't even educate her well.

If the Son is born and is not taught, why should he be born?

How can she be called a mother like this?

Nie Shi knelt in front of the door, the candle in the room was always on, reflecting the tears on her face, and in the courtyard, Feng Qingyan and Xi Hua were already planning to leave.

"Wait, lord, I, I have something to tell you." Suddenly, Nie Shi stopped her.

Feng Qingyan stopped and turned back suspiciously.

Nie wiped the tears from his face, got up from the ground again, walked to Feng Qingyan a little weakly, grabbed her hand, and whispered to her: "I know how your grandfather died, I saw ...... back then"