"I don't want to know what it's called! Obviously, you ignored me first. After Zhen Zhen finished speaking loudly, she suddenly thought that this showed that she cared about this matter very much?

Whoever cares loses?

However, Zhen Zhen, who has an incomparably strong psychological construction, will not evaluate himself like this.

Feng Hanzhao had a faint smile in his eyes, but he just smiled, did not admit or deny, and did not explain: "The matter of Qingxi County is a long story, and it is too late to talk about it in detail today." I'll tell you when I'm free. ”

"Okay." Zhen Zhen was slightly disappointed, "Then how are you feeling lately?" Is it okay to sleep? ”

"What does it mean to do well?" Feng Hanzhao's smile faded, "Once something happens, it is impossible to go back to the past, and you can't forget it, so you can only carry it like a burden and press it on your heart." You don't know when it's going to reappear in your dreams, you don't know when you're going to wake up out of breath and open your eyes to find yourself still in the dark of the night. ”

"What will you do at this time?" Zhen Zhen asked.

"What can I do? Stay up. There will always be a day when the wound will scar. There is always a time when the scar will fall off. The scars remain there, reminding me of everything that has ever happened. ”

Zhen Zhen felt a little uncomfortable at this moment: "Am I too cruel?" Lifted your scars? I just wanted to make sure you're okay. ”

"I'm tired." Feng Hanzhao paused for a moment and said, "It's still useful to leave here for a while. When I'm busy outside, I can't think about anything. Thinking too much is because I'm too idle. Like those who can't eat a few full meals throughout the year, how can they have the heart to think too much. ”

Zhen Zhen was thinking, is he rediscovering his sense of worth? For a while, without picking up Feng Hanzhao's words, the two fell into silence, and only the little county lord in the room was rolling the ball on the kang alone, babbling sounds, but the adults still couldn't understand what she was saying.

Zhen Zhen somehow remembered Qiu Yan: "Mrs. Qiu came to beg me."

Feng Hanzhao lowered his eyelids, looked at the kang table and said, "Feng Qi has told me. You're right to ignore it. ”

Oh? He finally responded. Although this feedback route is a bit longer.

"I think it's pitiful that she can't be with the child."

"Everything has a price. The mother has allowed her to stay with her children for one day every 10 days of the month. ”

"Why can't she take care of the child herself?"

"In that case, she will be reduced to a slave again, and the children of the palace will not be able to recognize the slave and the maid as their mother." Feng Hanzhao's face was expressionless, as if this matter had nothing to do with him, he was just talking about the relevant rules.

If Qiu Yan goes to the crown princess to take care of the child as a slave, then the child will not be able to recognize her as a mother! What are the rules?

Zhen Zhen was taken aback, "I didn't expect there to be such impersonal rules in the palace." Who can make such a difficult choice? Either you can't see the child, or you can't hear the child call her mother. ”

"It's not the first day that Qiu Yan has come to the palace. She knows all the rules, and the moment she decides to be a concubine, she should have thought of this day. Have you ever thought that if there were no such rules, if there was no difference between slaves and wives and concubines, such a large family would be in chaos. ”

Feng Hanzhao seemed to remind her that she would also enter the door in the future, and she would also have to abide by these rules. Zhen Zhen knows that with her strength, challenging the rules is like Don Quixote fighting a windmill. She wouldn't do this kind of thing with an egg hitting a stone. Maybe you can give it a try.

"Isn't there a way to have the best of both worlds?" she asked.

"If she likes children, she can take care of Jin'er." Feng Hanzhao raised his eyes and looked at Zhen Zhen.

"Jin'er is not her own. Can feelings be the same? Zhen Zhen said.

"What? Reluctant? Feng Hanzhao's understanding is that Zhen Zhen and Jin'er have a relationship, and they are reluctant to give the child to Qiu Yan to take care of.

"How can you be reluctant? She takes care of Jin'er, can't I come? Zhen Zhen asked, "I think I should be Jin'er's teacher, just like the children in the Lu Guogong Mansion." You're going to pay me a salary. "Could it be that Feng Hanzhao let himself be Jin'er's stepmother?

"So, what do you think of letting her move in with Jin'er?" Feng Hanzhao asked.

Yes? According to Feng Qi, it was Wang Xiu who arranged for Qiu Yan to move out to raise the baby, but now Feng Hanzhao is asking her if she will let Qiu Yan come back. Is this for her to decide? Or is it temptation? Zhen Zhen was beating a drum in his heart, and he couldn't guess his intentions.

"Lord, I'll take care of the affairs in this mansion, is it appropriate?"

"But it doesn't hurt to say it."

"I think it depends on the wishes of both parties you match. You might as well ask Lady Qiu to come over and take care of the little county lord for a few days, or let her try to get along with the little county lord to see how the two of them are doing. The little princess may be a little resistant to people who are not familiar with me, just like when I first arrived, she didn't pay much attention to me. It will take time for Mrs. Qiu to accept it in her heart. However, in the long run, it is very beneficial to find a long-term caregiver for Jin'er. So I think it's worth a try. ”

"Listening to you, I'm like a matchmaker. Set? The corners of Feng Hanzhao's mouth grinned.

"It's pretty much the same. Twisted melons are not sweet. ”

"Then let Qiu Yan try it first?"

"Hmm. Lord, I deal with children a lot. I think there is a difference between caring for other people's children like a teacher and caring for other people's children as if they were your own. I will be good to Jin'er, but that doesn't mean I can treat Jin'er as a daughter. ”

"Is there a difference?"

"Of course. For example, no matter how good you are to Feng Qi's brothers, you will not surpass Han Chen's position in your heart. ”

"Makes sense." Feng Hanzhao nodded.

"Righteousness and friendship are not as good as blood. Autumn geese will be good to the little county lord, but they may not be able to treat their own children like their own. ”

"yes, I see. By the way, it's about to be the New Year, so you can take a break at home. Come back in fifteen. If you don't take your vacation, the teacher will blame me for squeezing you too hard. Feng Hanzhao said.

How does Zhen Zhen have the feeling of making room for autumn geese? But she only replied with one word: "Yes."

"I have something to do, so I'll go first." Feng Hanzhao stood up, teased his daughter again, and grabbed the ball with her for a while. When he was about to go out, he looked at Zhen Zhen and left another sentence: "Lantern Festival, see you in the old place."

"Oh." Zhen Zhen subconsciously replied, looking at Feng Hanzhao's departing back, she came back to her senses, was he asking her to meet?

The little county lord was tired of playing with the ball, and walked to Zhen Zhen with a shaking: "Auntie, water."

Zhen Zhen poured her another glass, and the little guy drank it, and fell asleep by Zhen Zhen after a while. Zhen Zhen looked at the child's red and cute face, and thought to herself, I wonder if Qiu Yan will like Jin'er?

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