39. Be my light
Mitsuseong's eyes turned upward, and he remembered the past.
It was definitely his own thoughts, but he was able to say them boldly because someone had talked to him about the past.
When those memories came to mind, everything in the room lost its gravitational pull. Tables, pillows, curtains...... They all fluttered with Guangcheng's gaze.
Even the lotus leaves outside were about to rise, and the lotus flower and the symbol of her blood color were pushed away.
"What's going on?" Karaka looked at the queen of Toto, and what was happening in front of him was beyond his expectations.
Yes, in the decades he has been silent, even time has become meaningless, not even a symbol. His body was soaked day and night, and the waves pushed his solidified body. And all his thoughts are on how to win the beautiful on the day he returns, and every step he takes is to win, and he never imagines failure.
The queen smiled, but did not answer him.
Doesn't he like to guess people's hearts the most? Go guess, guess is sure to guess, it's up to him to see if he can or not.
And Guangcheng's idea was very simple, he was so focused that he didn't even notice that the space where his mind was broken and didn't notice that the lake outside was overflowing, he only thought of that day-
"Hey, do you want some water?" Mitsukoto's shoulder was rubbed.
It felt so solid that it made Mitsusei feel sick. How do they do it, one moment like a ghost, the next a palpable volume. He didn't even want to look up, he didn't want to know what was going on around him, just sit on the ground for the time being.
"What's the matter, you're still mad at me? The little boy is quite stingy. β
Guangcheng pushed her hand away and shouted: "The test is the test, why do you do this, you are a deception!" β
Mr. Gao's delicate face was facing him, and there was no emotion on his face, nor was there any anger. If you really read it carefully, there is a hint of relaxation?
"I didn't lie to you from the beginning, I said, let's play a game. I told you not to go out, you still have to open the door to the demon, now it's okay, you have destroyed a mature demon, you have grown, and your friend is lying on the ground...... I don't know if this will have an impact on his future. β
Guangcheng was speechless. Li Junying suddenly appeared here, he could only be regarded as passing by, even if his original purpose was to find himself.
Yes, seeing his classmate being stopped by a strange woman, and then standing up to see righteousness and courage is something that Li Junying can do. And now, this heroic hero is lying on the sidelines, sobbing in pain.
His body is intact, but his spirit has been damaged by the invading demons, and all Guangcheng can do is pray to the heavens to bless him, if there really is a heaven.
Teacher Gao also sat down and leaned on Guangcheng's side.
"When I was your age, I used to be full of anger in my chest, and we didn't experience things the same. Looking at your appearance, I even began to wonder, is it all like this in adolescence, all anger? Teacher Gao rubbed him on the shoulder again, "You just gained a new ability, which should be a happy thing, so tell me, why are you angry?" β
Anger does take away reason, and Mr. Gao must know this. In fact, it's not an exaggeration to say that she can see through everything, her eyes are like she can see through a person's soul, every time Guangcheng is stared at by her, she feels that she can't leave anything, so she always doesn't dare to look at her.
That's it, she can understand everything, and Guangcheng also knows that she can understand, but she has to ask like this. Why? A person must think about why when doing things, because this is reason, she is calling for the reason of Guangcheng, and when reason returns, the problem will eventually be seen clearly.
Guangcheng opened his mouth, sighed, and then said, "It's not because of you, even if I'm angry, it's for myself." You were just stopping me at the time, and Lee Jun Young was unfortunate enough to be in that place. I'm not angry that you stopped me, I just think...... I feel sorry. I thought it would be nice if I had been by his side at that time, but at that time, I couldn't do anything even in the past, and my new abilities hadn't really been integrated. I know that, but I still feel sorry that I don't get to do something. That kind of regret should be what you call anger. β
This was the first time that Guangcheng took the initiative to look at the soul-absorbing eyes, and at this moment his eyes were full of tears. He hadn't cried much before, and he didn't know how many things were worth his attention, but since he came to this dimly lit place, tears had become worthless.
He doesn't know the fake Gao brothers and sisters, Li Junying, even if he often appears by his side, he is not very familiar with it seriously. But he did shed tears for these people.
"Hey, Guangcheng, listen to me-" Teacher Gao didn't finish speaking, and was interrupted by Li Junying on the side.
The non-mainstream boy seemed to enter a nightmare, and the words came out of his mouth, and gradually, he opened his eyes slightly. Soon, however, he fainted again, for he saw once again the face that had caused him to be delirious.
Those lifeless eyes, as well as the bright forehead, were destined to be the shadow of his life.
Guangcheng felt that this was a bit rude, but he also knew another idea in his heart. Li Junying shouldn't have been involved, and he didn't hear a word about what happened here.
"You'll remember this face too, right, and you'll instinctively hate it no matter what happens." Teacher Gao smiled at him.
"You can change your appearance at will?" Mitsusei asked her.
Teacher Gao raised her eyebrows, she also knew that this child was no longer the same. Then she replied, "No, but the next time we meet in this scene, I can be like you, are you interested in continuing to listen?" β
"No need. What did you want to say before? Guangcheng replied indifferently.
"I want to tell you a story, a story from the past."
"Then you can talk about it."
Then Teacher Gao's gaze softened, she must have remembered someone, or something. Her voice gradually became distant, like an organ in the wilderness, which was blown by the wind and spread to heaven and earth. It was an ancient ballad, with a heavy and warm tone.
"People's hearts are limited, and the love that can be divided is also limited, so if you have to choose, do you love dad or mom the most? Or is it my sister?
Heha, don't look at me like that...... I, I never think about it, but there was a person who was asked that way, and I happened to be right next to her, and I learned it.
But that person wasn't like youβI mean 'independent,' I should have saidβshe was asked about her lover and friend, who were equally unrelated and needed to be cared for and reciprocated. She replied then...... You can't imagine it.
She said that among all kinds of love, there is only one that is the most eternal and unique, and that is love for oneself, but if this love is exchanged, its equivalent value can make the sun pour into every corner of the world, and the power is enough to love every beautiful person around you. She added at the end that everyone in their family was like this.
She spoke proudly and lightly at the time, leaving those who wanted to see the joke out of the way. Probably no one thought that she would answer so seriously, she just loves to drill the horns of the bull and admit death. She doesn't lie, and those who heckle may never understand what she means.
This person is your aunt, Guangcheng. You inherited the surname from your mother, and you carry their glory, Guangcheng, you are also a member of the Guang family. You may forget something after today because you have more important things to do, but you can remember this phrase and let it give you strength when you are lost.
β¦β¦ Guangcheng, there will be a period later. β