Chapter 34 Sometimes we die in order to live perfectly
This hospital has a doctor she knows well, and Zhuo Anran used to treat here. She called her chief doctor in the taxi and said she was going to go for a check-up and hoped he would be able to arrange it.
Zhuo Anran knew that her body had been in some cases recently, and she didn't want those who cared about her to worry about her. If the test results come out that there is no problem, she can naturally rest assured, but if her body is really out of control, then she will also make arrangements as soon as possible.
After arriving at the hospital, Dr. Zhuye had already arranged for her, and Zhuo Anran took the list to pay for the payment, conduct laboratory tests, and check.
It was already more than an hour later when Zhuo Anran finished these things, and Zhuo Anran took out his mobile phone to see that Mu Jingqian had already made more than a dozen calls to her. Because he couldn't bring electronic devices into the inspection just now, Zhuo Anran locked his bag in the locker provided by the hospital.
When Zhuo Anran just wanted to call him back, it happened that Mu Jingqian called at this time, and she pressed the connect button, "Hey, Jingqian." ”
"Ranran, where are you? Why don't you answer the phone? Mu Jingqian's tone sounded very impatient, and it was the first time Zhuo Anran had heard such an eager tone.
Zhuo Anran's tone softened, "I'm in the hospital." ”
"What's wrong, what's wrong with your body?" Mu Jingqian asked eagerly.
"No, it's just a routine check-up."
Zhuo Anran seemed to be relieved when he heard the other side on the phone, and he thought that she had said goodbye again like the last time.
"What hospital are you in?"
"XXX Hospital." Zhuo Anran told the truth.
"Okay, I see, you wait for me, I'll go pick you up now."
Zhuo Anran sighed after hanging up the phone, she knew what Mu Jingqian had in mind, it seemed that that incident had caused a big shadow on him.
Because the examination results were all out at that time, Zhuo Anran took various test sheets to her chief doctor. The doctor looked at his test sheet and said to her, "I would suggest that you come to the hospital now and receive more specific treatment." ”
Zhuo Anran's face was a little cold, "Does it have to be like this?" I don't think there's anything wrong with my current body working. ”
The doctor said very solemnly: "Looking at the situation on the report, your body's functions are still deteriorating, and at this rate, ......."
"How many years will I live?" Zhuo Anran calmed down and asked.
"No more than three years." The doctor paused and said, "Actually, your current condition has not reached that level of incurability, as long as you want to be treated, we can arrange heart exchange surgery for you." ”
Heart-swap surgery?
If she doesn't have this heart, is she still her? If she didn't have this heart, what would she have to love him?
She once read a report that there was an old man who changed the heart of a young man in his twenties, and then his whole person became different from before, and he liked the things he liked just like the man in his twenties.
Without this heart that loves him, what is the point of her life?
Like a walking corpse, living as a shadow of an unknown person, she feels terrible just thinking about it.
Sometimes we die in order to live perfectly.
She thought that if she really had only three years to live, then she would tell him, listen to his decision, and see if he wanted her. If he still wants her and wants to be with her, she will spend the rest of her time loving him well. Even if she dies, she will die with this heart that loves him.
Zhuo Anran rejected the doctor's proposal, and only asked the doctor to prescribe her some more drugs. The doctor shook his head and sighed and prescribed her medicine. None of the people who come here to see a doctor try their best to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, and even if there is a glimmer of hope, they must try to live. After many years of study, he is accustomed to seeing how people work hard and struggle to survive, and it is the first time he has seen such a patient who knows that he will die if he does not treat him, but still does not care about his own life.
Zhuo Anran doesn't care about her life, if she can, she also wants to live like a normal person and work hard. But what she cares about more than her own life is him.
Zhuo Anran took the medicine and put it in the bag he was carrying. Zhuo Anran sat at the gate of the hospital and waited for a while, and Mu Jingqian drove the car and stopped at the entrance of the hospital.
"Yes, I've been waiting for a long time. There was a bit of a traffic jam on the road today, and it was late. Mu Jingqian got out of the car and casually hooked the broken hair next to her cheek behind her ear.
Zhuo Anran shook his head, and said with a smile: "No, I just came out too." ”
Mu Jingqian opened the car door for her, and carefully blocked the door with her hands, for fear that she would knock into it. The two got into the car, and Mu Jingqian started the car and asked, "Ranran, is the result out, what did the doctor say?" ”
Zhuo Anran's eyes flashed, and then he smiled: "It's nothing, the doctor said that it has begun to get better, and there is no major problem." ”
She thought that now was not the time to tell him, and if he knew, he would definitely arrange for her to be treated in the hospital, and he would definitely agree to the doctor's proposal.
"Well, that's good." He has been worried about her physical condition, and he was too busy to accompany her to check on her during this time, but it was her negligence.
He was relieved to hear that she was okay now. Her body is also starting to improve, does it mean that everything is slowly starting to get better.
A smile overflowed from Mu Jingqian's mouth, and his good-looking face looked even more handsome.
Zhuo Anran looked at his smile, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart. She left no trace and showed a wry smile, but this smile was more like a sarcasm, satirizing her self-deception.
Mu Jingqian didn't take her home directly, but went to Xia Xin's house. In the elevator leading to Xia Xin's house, Zhuo Anran asked puzzledly: "Jingqian, why do we want to come to Xiao Xin's house for dinner today?" ”
Mu Jingqian just smiled lightly, "Today is Shaoyi's birthday, in Xiao Xin's house, let's get together well." ”
Hearing that it was Lin Shaoyi's birthday, Zhuo Anran immediately became annoyed, pouted and said to Mu Jingqian: "Today is Shaoyi's birthday, why didn't you say it earlier." I forgot, you see I didn't even have a gift! ”
Mu Jingqian rubbed her head. "Fool, I've been ready for a long time."
Isn't Xia Xin the best gift?
Mu Jingqian knocked on the door of Xia Xin's house, and listened to the sound of crackling footsteps from inside the house, and the door suddenly opened.
The person who came to open the door was Lin Shaoyi, and he was also wearing an apron printed with a pink bear, this apron was Xia Xin's, because she went to buy it with her. Lin Shaoyi's height is more than one meter eight, this person is quite tall among men, but such a tall and handsome man is a little small for him, and it is a little funny if he still has such a cute apron.
Zhuo Anran laughed out loud when he saw Lin Shaoyi's unceremonious "poof" at the first glance, looked at Lin Shaoyi's somewhat dark face and held back a smile, while explaining: "Shaoyi, I'm sorry, I couldn't help it, you look really cute." ”
"Hmph." Lin Shaoyi snorted lightly and turned his head very arrogantly. If it weren't for the apron left in the kitchen, he wouldn't have woken it.
Xia Xin heard the sound at the door, walked out of the kitchen, still holding a stir-fry shovel in his hand, glanced at a few of them, and said, "What are you talking about, don't come in yet?" ”
Zhuo Anran and the two entered the house, and when she saw Xia Xin's fully armed appearance, she knew that it was her chef today. Zhuo Anran immediately lowered his face and looked at Mu Jingqian with some grievances, "Why didn't you tell me in advance that Xiao Xin was cooking today, in this case, I should take some stomach medicine in advance and come back." ”
Mu Jingqian shook his head and chuckled.
As soon as Lin Shaoyi interrupted to say something, he was interrupted by Xia Xin's Hedong lion roar on the side, "Zhuo Anran, what are you talking about!" Are you disgusted with my cooking?! ”
Zhuo Anran immediately shook her head, how dare she say that she dislikes it, but she really dislikes it, okay?
"Don't dare, don't dare!" How could Zhuo Anran say this kind of disgust in front of Xia Xin.
Xia Xin glanced at her and said quite arrogantly: "It's about the same." ”
The meal was prepared quickly, to be honest, Xia Xin's craftsmanship has indeed grown a lot during this time, and the taste is not bad, compared to the black food she made before, Zhuo Anran couldn't help but give her a thumbs up, "Xiao Xin is good, it seems that she is in love, but it is different." ”
Xia Xin's face was flushed, and he knocked her head with chopsticks, and sneered, "What are you talking about." ”