"What do you mean?" Wang Xiaodi asked the doctor.

"Have you had multiple abortions before?" the doctor asked.

"Well, if you have anything, just say it" is not a good thing after all, Wang Xiaodi said with a little resistance.

"Your uterus is very damaged, the uterine wall is very thin, it should be the result of multiple curettages, if you have another abortion, it is not ruled out that it will cause habitual miscarriages in the future, that is to say, if you get pregnant again, it will be very difficult to protect the fetus."

The doctor's words were like a slap in the face to Wang Xiaodi, although she had no plans to have a child so far, but when she heard the doctor say that it would be more difficult if the child didn't want it in the future, she felt very panicked.

A woman who has not given birth to a child is incomplete, although Wang Xiaodi does not like children, but she has never had any illusions about motherhood.

"I'll think about it again" Wang Xiaodi did not decide whether to have surgery immediately, but walked out of the hospital hesitantly.

The buildings in the square are beautiful, the hot springs are beautiful, the sun is beautiful, and the children playing are also beautiful.

Wang Xiaodi sat on the stone bench, looking at the children playing and frolicking, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

Marriage was not in her plan, and Li Luzhuo was never the kind of person she wanted to marry, if she hadn't been moved by Li Luzhuo's warmth and manipulated by Li Jing for no reason, she would still be an unmarried woman now.

Just like the doctor said, Wang Xiaodi is not the first time she is pregnant, not counting this time she has had four abortion surgeries, the first and second time are for love, when she was still a freshman, she was deeply fascinated by the class leader next door, she felt that he was a gift from God, and finally got rid of her beast-like brothers, and the most important person in her life finally appeared.

After dating for a year and a half, two abortion operations, and three times witnessing her boyfriend's cheating, she thought that the gift from God had caused her serious physical and mental damage after all.

The third time was in the senior year, Wang Xiaodi, who has been working part-time to earn tuition, happened to learn that several female classmates who usually seem to have a good life turned out to be so-called "money worshippers", they rely on their youth and beauty to find a man with good economic ability to support themselves, the best is single, and it doesn't matter if they are married.

So Wang Xiaodi bought a few beautiful clothes and tried to mingle in the bar at night like others, but he didn't catch any golden men, but he fell in love with the little brother who was bartending.

Wang Xiaodi poured all her financial resources and energy into just wanting to stay with him, she was obsessed with the way he looked when he was bartending, liked his crooked smile, and even the way he brushed his teeth could fascinate her.

The good times didn't last long, the bartender brother who was four years younger than her was finally snatched away by a rich woman who was six years older than her, Wang Xiaodi cried and made trouble, but the bartender was always unmoved, and the reason given for breaking up was "I like you, but I love money more." ”

Wang Xiaodi has completely lost her heart at this point, and she also knows the importance of money, so since she graduated, she has learned and used the temperament of a dusty woman to the extreme.

The fourth miscarriage gave her a house and a beating, yes, she seduced the married man, who was not only rich but also willing to spend money for her, and he would try to satisfy her as long as she wanted, except for divorce.

In contraception, Wang Xiaodi wanted the mother to borrow the child to take the position, but the man didn't love her enough to abandon his wife for her, after she took it upon herself to show off and provoke her in the main palace, the man beat her in the house he gave her, she was not lightly injured, as compensation, the house still belonged to her in the end.

Looking at the scenery in front of her, recalling her unbearable past, Wang Xiaodi had tears in the corners of her eyes, her childhood experience was indeed unfortunate, and she had suffered various injuries in her growth, but she had to admit that she did miss a lot of choices, and it was precisely because of those wrong choices that she was in such an indecisive situation today.

Unlike the man she had dated or had an affair with before, Li Luzhuo was the first person willing to marry her and go home, Wang Xiaodi was not completely ignorant, she knew Li Luzhuo's sincerity to herself, even if Li Luzhuo hit her last time, she knew very well in her heart that it was because of his care and his love.

The mobile phone rang, and the name of the remarks on the screen was "dependence" that Li Luzhuo helped her modify, at that time Wang Xiaodi felt that Li Luzhuo was too self-assured, how could he say that he was his own dependence But with the passage of time, after slowly getting along, Wang Xiaodi had to admit that Li Luzhuo was a man worthy of her reliance, although he did not have a handsome appearance, not so much money, and did not have a high social status, but he was really good to her, very good

Li Luzhuo: "Wife, what are the results of your examination, why do you feel uncomfortable?"

Wang Xiaodi: "Husband, it's nothing. ”

Li Luzhuo: "Something is wrong with your voice, you have cried"

Wang Xiaodi: "No, I just sneezed." ”

Li Luzhuo: "Are you still in the hospital if you have a cold, I'll pick you up now, you are waiting for me in the same place"

Wang Xiaodi: "Husband, no need, I'll just go home by myself, come back early, I'll make dinner and wait for you to come back." ”

Li Luzhuo: "Don't do anything if you're not feeling well, I'll just go back and do it, you obediently take a taxi home, I and Mr. Lu ask for a leave, go home now, good"

Wang Xiaodi hung up the phone, and her face suddenly felt a little relieved.

What is the rarest thing about a woman's life, is money, wealth, beauty, youth, vanity, satisfaction, and pride when comparing, maybe not, the most rare thing is nothing more than meeting a person who is really good to herself, knows pain and warmth.

Wang Xiaodi already had the answer in her heart, she smiled and took a taxi directly to the nearest vegetable market from home, originally she was only used to going to the supermarket, but Li Luzhuo told her that the vegetables in the vegetable market were fresher and more cost-effective, she originally disliked him old-fashioned, but today she was happy to come here alone.

"Auntie, bring me a bigger fish for me"

"Uncle, your dish is not very fresh today, let's get cheaper."

"You big brother, I said I wanted more lean meat, and you deliberately cut me such a big piece of fat, then I don't want it"

Wang Xiaodi is familiar with the price of the traders, like a frequent visitor to the vegetable market, in fact, it is the first time for her to come here alone.

Not only delicacies, but also red wine candles, Li Luzhuo was confused by Wang Xiaodi's careful preparation.

Wang Xiaodi took his bag and tie, it was rare to smile so happily, Li Luzhuo felt like he was celebrating the New Year, and he couldn't believe all this in front of him.

"Wife, are you okay, why am I a little scared if you're like this," Li Luzhuo said.

"Why are you afraid, why are you afraid that I have always been bad to you" Wang Xiaodi has been smiling, on weekdays at home, Wang Xiaodi is used to wearing home clothes, but today she deliberately changed into the little red dress that once amazed Li Luzhuo.

"No, no, no, I don't mean that, I'm just a little uncomfortable. What is this special day, I forgot it for a while," Li Luzhuo said.

Wang Xiaodi smiled and shook his head.

"Husband, I actually have a lot to say to you, so I specially prepared these for you today."

"Okay, you can say whatever you want, my husband listen."

"Husband, thank you for tolerating my willfulness and unkindness, thank you for not taking care of my bad habits that I have been scheming, thank you for not minding my unbearable past, thank you for being willing to be by my side all the time, husband, I love you" Wang Xiaodi confessed to Li Luzhuo so affectionately for the first time.

"Wife, what the hell is wrong with you today"

Wang Xiaodi didn't answer his words, she got up and walked into the bedroom, and when she came back, she was holding a red box made of velvet fabric in her hand, usually Wang Xiaodi didn't like to laugh very much, even if she had a smile on her face, she mostly looked very evil, but at this time, her smile was very pure and warm, like a child holding a baby, and walked towards Li Luzhuo step by step.