An Yi sneered: "So you're threatening me?" ”

Concubine Zhu sighed: "How could I threaten you?" I'm talking to you, thinking about you. It's too late, no matter how she said that the King of Shu intervened in this matter, no matter what she was doing in this place today, no matter what she wanted to say to herself, it was too late. But An Yi wanted to ask her a word, An Yi stared at Concubine Zhu for a moment, and jumped off the horse neatly.

Hu Yue greeted her into the car with relief, the carriage was covered with a luxurious wool carpet, An Yi childishly and maliciously wiped the mud on the boots on the carpet, and Concubine Zhu's beautiful eyebrows didn't even move, as if An Yi was rubbing the carpet of another family.

An Yi was very uncomfortable and felt that she had been neglected, so her attitude became worse and worse: "I remember that you walked very neatly that day, why did you suddenly change your mind?" Actually, you're more afraid that I will find the Shu Wangfu to threaten you, right? Or are you worried that things will get out of hand and affect your future? Or is it because your mother's family refuses to listen to you this time, and there are people in the Shu Wangfu who take advantage of this to make a fuss, forcing you to face the reality? ”

Concubine Zhu looked at her calmly and didn't say a word.

An Yi was very uncomfortable, she wanted to tear off the unchanged mask on Concubine Zhu's face, and even more wanted to destroy all the gorgeous furnishings in this ordinary car with an ordinary appearance and a luxurious interior. But she can't, because this person is not her mother for a long time, because this person doesn't love her in her heart, and all her venting will make her appear weaker. An Yi got up and left: "If you block me on the road just to not speak, then I'll go." Concubine Zhu pulled her sleeve and said softly, "I want to tell you a story." I wonder if you're interested in listening? ”

"I'm not interested. Who are you, why should I listen to your story? An Yi said in her mouth, but the person stood still, because she really wanted to know about those things back then.

Concubine Zhu smiled and handed her a cloud and mist drill forest tea: "Your hands are too cold, sit down and drink a cup of hot tea to warm up." If you want to listen to me, if you want to hear me, listen to it, and if you don't want to listen, let me talk to myself. Concubine Zhu didn't wait for her to agree, and spoke to herself.

"There are some things in the past, you must already know in the palace. You all see me as a shameless woman, and I don't have much to say, the world is like this, there is no need to explain more. Over the years, I have been infamous for this, and I have not paid less, but because I have done what others want to do but dare not do. Concubine Zhu's lips were a little sneering, "Is it right that I am forced to marry a wine bag and rice bag that is not worthy of me at all, should I be tied to him for the rest of my life, lonely every day, and endure all kinds of pain and even shame that he brought to me?" ”

In fact, she didn't blame her for throwing away Baoan Feng and leaving, because Bao An Feng was indeed not worthy of being a husband or father, all she blamed was that she threw her down. An Yi was in a stirring mood, and she wanted to say a few words to Concubine Zhu, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt redundant. Since she abandoned herself back then, it must have been carefully considered, and it was pointless to get her regret at this time. Even if you win the argument yourself, what's the use?

"Of course no one can ask you that, not even your children." An Yi turned her face away, looked at the bare trees passing by the side of the road, and finally couldn't help it, and said in a low voice: "But can you, either don't give birth to her, or try your best to be nice to her?" If you took her away, would she have died so early? Have you ever thought that when she was on the verge of death, when she was tortured to death, she might have been calling out to her mother all the time? Have you ever felt the feeling of being ignored and neglected by all your loved ones, and that all the mistakes or right are all wrong?

You probably haven't felt it, because you have been loved by thousands of people since you were a child, and the only setback in this life is marriage. You don't know what it tastes like, like a weed, lonely in the gravel, thirsty and hungry, but never hopeful. One day, someone suddenly threw a beam of sunlight on her, and she thought it was all warmth, and leaned over desperately, which was the cause of the fatal marriage. ”

The blood color faded from Concubine Zhu's face little by little, her breathing gradually became heavy, and her voice was a little sharp: "I tried my best!" I tried my best! I could have left her without her at the earliest, but I couldn't do it! I ......"

An Yi turned her head and looked at her quietly, her black eyes full of tears. Concubine Zhu's defense stopped abruptly, clenching her teeth tightly to keep them from bumping, and after a while, her voice sounded softly: "I, I also thought about taking her away, but I, I can't ......"

An Yi's tears rushed out: "Because if you take her with you, you can't leave, right?" ”

Concubine Zhu began to panic, all the calm elegance faded from her, her hand on her knee was bruised because she grabbed the skirt too hard, she showed a little old, and said weakly: "She is the flesh and blood of the An family, and the An family is not allowed to ......."

"You said that no one can ruin your life, including her." An Yi wiped away the tears that fell from her cuffs at some point, and glared at her viciously, "Who is her biological father?" ”

Concubine Zhu looked at her in a daze, drooped her shoulders, and whispered in embarrassment: "Of course it's Baoan Feng." Who else could it be? ”

An Yi gritted her teeth and said, "Then why does the An family say that she is a sinister seed?" ”

Concubine Zhu turned her face sideways and refused to look at her, and said in a blank voice: "Who knows, maybe it's because in their eyes, unclean people are unclean from beginning to end." ”

In other words, because of Concubine Zhu's elopement, her lineage has also been questioned. Of course, this doubt came from most people, including her biological father, but her grandfather never doubted it, otherwise, with the power of the An family at that time, even if she couldn't provoke the King of Shu, she would not be allowed to live. A slight wind chill can take her life, where will there be those noble marries later?

An Yi suddenly wanted to laugh, laughing at herself for being stupid, being deceived by the old lady like that, and disturbing herself for so many days.

"If she were his child, do you think he would have allowed his child to be left out of the country for so many years? That's impossible. After Concubine Zhu was silent for a moment, she had some energy again: "I don't care about it, but it's because I think she will be better off without me." ”

"Got it." An Yi stood up and prepared to get out of the car.

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