The surgeon came to bandage Li Siyun's wound, and Qi Ji stayed by Li Siyun's side until her breathing became heavier and heavier, and then she got up and prepared to leave, but Li Siyun woke up instantly, and she grabbed his wrist, "Where are you going?"

Qi Ji sat down again, "You sleep, I'm not leaving." ”

After making sure that Qi Ji would not leave, Li Siyun let go of his hand and closed his eyes.

After Qi Ji promised that he would be responsible, Li Siyun's mental state slowly improved.

Yang Xuan's tears smashed Qi Qi's heart and hurt for a while.

The phrase "I slept with Li Siyun" is a protection of Li Siyi's reputation.

But it was a fatal blow to Yang Yu, "What? ”

"I have to be responsible for her, so let's break up."

Yang Yu shook his head, "I don't believe it, something else must have happened, otherwise, why did the car park in the parking lot of the hospital that day, you lied to me, right?" ”

"That's the way it is, I will take Li Siyun to the United States, don't worry, in the future, we will not appear in front of you again." After saying this, Qi Qi got up and left without looking at Yang Xuan.

Yang Yu chased after him and hugged him from behind, "I beg you, don't leave me." ”

Qi Ji's center of gravity shook unsteadily, and his voice choked, "Yang Xuan, don't be like this." ”

"No matter what happens between you and Li Siyun, we can solve it together, don't leave me, okay." Yang Hua seemed to grasp the last straw and hugged Qi Qi tightly.

The life-saving straw was broken by the other party, and he broke her hand hard, "Don't do it, I can be responsible for what I do." Then, he disappeared from Yang Yu's field of vision.

Two weeks ago, Yang Hua never imagined that his nineteenth birthday would be spent like this.

After Qi Qi left, she immediately went to the bar, asked Jin Yan for glass after glass of wine, and finally, she was sent to the box to sleep all night.

When Jin Yan helped Yang Hua into the private room, she hugged her tightly, "How can you not want me, what did I do badly, you say, you say." ”

After ripping Yang Hua off his body, Jin Yan wiped his clothes with paper, which had a mixture of tears and saliva.

"What the hell is wrong with you? It doesn't have to be such a big battle to break up. ”

"I can't find him, I can't find him." Yang Hua was still crying.

Jin Xuan took a blanket and put it on Yang Hua's body, and turned off the lights intimately before going out.

When she woke up the next day, Yang Hua first had a headache, and then, she felt a pain spreading from her heart, hurting all over her body.

She sat and tears flowed down her face.

Yang Hua never felt that no one couldn't live, but at this moment, she really didn't know what she was living for.

She didn't move, and recalled over and over again what Qi Qi said to herself, he didn't want himself for the sake of Li Siyun?

Thinking like this, the pain in her heart became a little heavier, and he didn't want to be himself.

Jin Xuan came in with food, "Wake up." When he saw the tears on Yang Hua's face, he sighed very lightly, "No matter how sad you are, you have to eat." ”

Yang Huang didn't seem to be able to see the people who came in, and still sat still.

Jin Yan put the plate on the table, "I'll put it here, you can eat it yourself if you want to eat it later." ”

After going out, Jin Yan called Qi Qi, "Come to me to drink, I cried all night." ”

On the other end of the phone, Qi Ji said, "Thank you for helping me take care of her." ”

"What's the use of thanking me, you take care of her yourself? Didn't I say, what the hell is wrong with you? What a good parting hand. ”

Qi Ji said, "I don't want to either, some things are just involuntarily." ”

"No, you're playing really? Really divided? ”

"Well, it's really divided." When Qi Ji said this, his heart couldn't help but hurt, when did he mention breaking up with Yang Miao, he used to fall in love, he broke up at every turn, and he broke up and reconciled, but with Yang Mi, he never said anything like breaking up, and he didn't even have such a thought. Yesterday, he said the word breakup thoroughly.

After Yang Hua left, Jin Yan went in to clean up her things, and she didn't touch a bite of the food on the table.

When I returned to school, there was no one in the dormitory, and everyone went to class.

After lying in his bed for a while, the class man returned.

When she saw Yang Hua, Wang Xiaoling exclaimed, "Yang Hua, why are you in the dormitory?"

Yang Yu sat up, his eyes red and swollen, and his gaze glazed.

The others immediately noticed that something was wrong, and Wang Xiaoling asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Yang Yao's tears fell again: "I broke up with him. Her voice was tired and hoarse.

"What?" The three of them spoke in unison.

Qi Ji and Yang Miao's love relationship is very high-profile, and now that they have broken up, I am afraid that there will be more people watching jokes. This was the first thought in Xu Qi's mind.

Yang Hua didn't think about it in that way, she only cared that that person broke up with herself for a Li Siyun, why should she suffer such a wretch, and what was even more fatal was that she found that she liked him more than she imagined, and she liked him so much that when she thought of him, her heart hurt as if it was torn apart.

When did she start liking him like this way? Probably when we met for the first time, probably when he raised an eyebrow at her, probably when she was drunk and he kissed her.

Every detail hurt so much that it was hard for her to breathe.

"Yang Yu, don't, don't be too sad." Xu Qi sat on Yang Hua's bed, not knowing how to comfort him.

Wang Xiaoling pulled out a piece of paper and handed it over, "Don't cry, your eyes are swollen." ”

Yang Hua took the paper and wiped the tears that flowed continuously.

Qi Ji never appeared again, and disappeared with Li Siyun. And the news of his breakup with Yang Hua spread in school.

Towards the end of the semester, Yang Hua did not take any more orders, went to and from class on time every day, and went to the library with Xu Qi and them to prepare for the exam when she was free.

There were a lot of people in the library, but everyone was quiet, and Yang Yu sat by the window, wandering from time to time. Since breaking up with Qi Ji, she has rarely seen her smile again, and her personality is not as flamboyant as before.

Sometimes when walking on the road, I hear someone whispering, "Isn't this Yang Yao, have you heard?" She broke up with Qi Ji. ”

"The whole world knows, okay?"

"That's right, when you're in love, it's not like you've broken up."

Yang Yu didn't care about these gossips, but Xu Qi was a little angry when he heard it, "These people chew people's ears behind their backs all day long." ”

Yang Hua said, "It's nothing, just let them go, I won't lose a piece of meat." ”

The entire campus, in Yang Hua's eyes, may be just a gray patch, in other words, she can no longer see the light.

In the end, it is the happiness of two people and the desolation of one person. was talked about by her classmates, what did she do wrong?

But the days have to go on, and soon, the exam is over, and the first semester of the freshman year is over.

At the beginning of the school year next year, Yang Hua's state is a little better, although he still doesn't smile often, but he doesn't miss any of the jobs he should take, he goes to class when he should go to class, and he skips class when he should skip class. Slowly returned to the state before being with Qi Qi. Only, when she thought of that person, the feeling of being tugged at in her heart made her very uncomfortable, but slowly, she no longer rejected that feeling, but accepted it, so that every time she thought of him, her mentality of driving him out of her mind and going crazy no longer existed.

After the pain, it is dull.

College life, just like that, it's over, I want to be alone, I hate someone, and I can't forget someone. For Yang Xuan, these four years are a long time, but no matter how long they are, they can't match the pain of the loneliness when they think of him, and the pain almost leaves no room to swallow her, and then spit it out, day after day.

Zhuang Rui put most of his energy into his work, and he was promoted quickly, and now, the position is higher than Zhang Huan, who came in before him. Last year, he was already an associate professor in the Department of Foreign Languages and Literature, and the school was expanded to set up a personal office for all associate professors and above.

Now, Zhang Huan can't see Zhuang Rui for a week, she originally thought that as long as she didn't contact him for a long time, her feelings for him would slowly fade, but it turned out that when she couldn't see him, she thought about him and her mood intensified, she felt that she was almost stunned, sometimes, she would pinch his time after class, appear on his way, pretend to meet him by chance, whenever this happens, Zhuang Rui will always smile and greet her, and she always responds to him as if she saw him inadvertently, and when people go away, she looks at each other's backs with nostalgia. For Zhang Huan, such days are also day after day.

In love, we are both willing to do the same thing for each other day after day, and we never get tired of it.

These four years are also a long time for Zhuang Rui, he has also thought about a person all day and night, and even, he has hated each other, but he still doesn't blame that person in the end, fortunately, Si Kouxing got everything he wanted, and at the cost of giving up herself, she got her acting career in the entertainment industry rising step by step, so he was relieved, and when he thought of her, he only wished that she could be prosperous, rich, safe and happy all her life.

is such a gentle person, but she is allowed to throw it away at will. Whether some things are really more important than a person who truly loves himself, of course the current Si Kouxing can't think about it, perhaps, only in the twilight of his old age, recalling this past, can he really judge whether he really doesn't let himself have regrets at that time, and that judgment, no one will care anymore, and only she knows best in her heart if she regrets regrets, maybe, she will cry, she will cry, she will regret her choice at that time, but at that time, she may not even be able to recall the scene at that time, All she knew was that she had lost a very important person.

The most terrible thing about life is not what we have lost, but we can't find the meaning of life, Zhuang Rui and Yang Hua when they fell out of love are like this, they couldn't see the hope of life for a while, but when the sun rose again, the dead heart came back to life, and the person who once made himself miserable never appeared again, sometimes, once in a trance whether there was really such a person in his life, that person, whether he made it up in his dreams.

After graduating from university, Yang Hua did not look for a job, but still engaged in the photography industry, and opened a studio with the financial support of his family.

It is difficult to find a job for students who graduated from a third-rate university, Wang Xiaoling returned to her hometown to develop, Xu Qi was not admitted to graduate school, and the job she was looking for has been unsatisfactory, and finally, she went to Yang Huan's studio to help, and as for Ruan Huan, she went to a small company.

Xu Qi is mainly responsible for managing finances and receiving orders in the studio.

A photographer couldn't get busy, so Yang Hua recruited a male photographer. At first, there were only three people in the studio, but later it became larger, and recruited a man and a woman. In this way, a photography team of four photographers and a financial photographer was officially established.