The room was very quiet, I pulled the curtains without leaving a gap, I couldn't see the light outside the window at all, the room was completely dark, facing the computer screen, I felt my silhouette a little sad, what is it like to miss love in the endless night? I can't see a perfect plot.,From beginning to end, it's a person acting.,Always a person reading the dialogue of two people.,The dialogue is always so distressed and so helpless.,I really feel distressed and uncomfortable.,It turns out that a person's thoughts will make me so uncomfortable So much uneasiness I'm really scared of the sudden pain that completely defeated me.,Every day I seem to have lost my soul.,I finally pushed open the window.,Looking up at the starry sky.,The stars are dotted.,The sky I see is trembling.,I want to find something, The stars will still disappear, and the one I want to catch, where? The one I'm looking for is a virtual ethereal star. Close the window, I know, it's going to be gone.

Escape has long been my weapon, and I feel good about myself, what to run away from, I ask myself, I want to talk to myself.

Fingers slowly entered, landing on the long-lost QQ, but I didn't have the courage to be upright, but invisible.

Familiar message tones, familiar avatars are flashing.

"I know all the truth, don't leave me, okay" Qi Gege said three days ago.

"Are you really ignoring me? Are we strangers from now on"? Qi Gege's news two days ago.

It seems that you are really leaving me, and I am sad" Qi Gege said a day ago.

"Don't say goodbye, but, this time, we're really never going to see each other again, are we?" Qi Gege's news two hours ago.

Chen Yitian, what kind of virtue do you have? You really don't deserve it, you don't even have the courage to face it, I know I like to escape, I still chose to escape, I really don't know how to face her.

To my surprise, Yu Hao also sent me a few messages.

"I can only say sorry to you, I let go of Gege, because I know, she has long since lost me in her heart" Yu Hao's news three days ago.

"Chen Yitian, come back, Gege needs you, I apologize to you." Yu Hao reported two days ago.

After reading these records, am I really that important? All the while, I lived under the shadows, I hid in the corners, for fear of being disturbed, and afraid of disturbing people, I began to estranged myself from the world, I began to get tired of reality, I began to feel no temperature, I couldn't feel warmth, I couldn't feel love, I wanted to give back to the world, I became indifferent, I became lonely, loneliness is tragic, and I enjoyed it, until that day, a girl appeared in my life, my life slowly changed, I seemed to feel love, I felt warmth, I felt, It turned out that people were so cute, and I started to like to communicate with people, and I started to like the world.

However, because of a few words, I gave up and ran away, Chen Yitian, what a selfish person you are, a dirty and obscene guy.

"Yu Hao, what happened" After being silent for a long time, I finally took a step.

"I thought you wouldn't show up, I'm really sorry" After speaking, Yu Hao also added a crying expression.

"What the hell has happened these days".

"I thought that if you left, Gege would be able to come back to me, I thought your online dating was ridiculous and fragile, but when you reappeared this time, I found that I was too self-righteous", go back to Gege, I can feel that she really cares about you".

"You're actually right, I'm really not worthy, you're right, the online romance didn't end well, it's too difficult, there is no companionship, you can't type out real feelings under the keyboard, you are far more suitable than me, you don't give up, Gege needs companionship, I support you, or I'll go and say to Gege, if I can resolve your conflict. Ah, is it sometimes a relief to let go or is it a greater hurt?

Hehe, it's impossible for me to be with Gege, I know her, if she is dead to a person, she will really be dead, and there will be no turnaround, so ah, you must treat Gege well, she is really fragile and needs you very much."

"Damn, I've said it hundreds of times, you're more suitable than me, I can't fucking do anything, how can I help? How to accompany? I want to too, but this is the Internet, I can't crawl along the network cable, you are in reality, you can see him, you can hear her voice, you can even communicate with her, hug, what about me, what can I do, except typing, or typing, fucking typing. I exploded, and the energy that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time could finally be released, and I felt much better.

I'll also fucking tell you, Gege loves you, not me, it's impossible for me to be with her, I won't be so kind to you, I've lost, I know how important it is to have, you have to know how to cherish, don't let Gege be hurt, and don't learn from me." Yu Hao also broke out.

The two of us should have been rivals and rivals in love, but now, we are humble, and we both hope that each other will be better, is this a dramatic performance, does love need to be humble, I don't know, I'm just a boy who likes corners.

Finger swipe lightly, familiar numbers.

"Hey, Zichen, I" Xia Zichen interrupted me before I could finish speaking.

"Dongdong, I just want to ask you a word," Xia Zichen said angrily.

"What words".

"Why don't you call me during the day, you can call at night, why is it early in the morning every time, so that I don't dare to sleep before the early morning now, the ghost knows when you call in the middle of the night, it will wake me up."

"I don't know, I feel like you're the only one who can help me", and now I still need your help, maybe it's the last time".

"Okay, let's talk".

When I finished telling the story, there was no sound on the other end of the phone, and the silence was terrible.

"Hey, Zichen, are you still there, did you hear what I said?"

"Well, I heard you, a deep voice came from the other end of the phone.

"What do you think I should do, Zi Chen".

"Dongdong, let me ask you, do you hate yourself sometimes" Xia Zichen's voice became serious.

"Yes, I hate myself anymore, I've always been arrogant, I feel how different I am, and now I realize how useless I am."

"Even if you're fucking self-aware, I'm starting to hate you, don't think I'm talking ugly, you don't dare to pursue what you like, you don't dare to express your thoughts, and when you lose it, you start to fucking miss it, start to feel sad, aren't you fucking a cheap bone? Also, is it possible to make emotional things? You're hesitating in your relationship, why the are you doing so much? It's enough to like it, I really think you're a coward, a high-class waste." Xia Zichen hung up the phone after speaking.

Cowardice, high-class waste, these two words have never been spoken, let alone said to me, and I now appreciate the power of these two words. The first time I came into contact with cowardice, Chen Yitian is indeed a coward, such a person only deserves to appear in a dark corner.

I'm really a high-level waste, I can do a lot of things, I do nothing, I can express a lot of things, I don't express anything, I can insist, but I learned to give up, I learned to escape, is this fucking Chen Yitian, for the first time, I felt how hypocritical and incompetent I was, I was really a coward who didn't deserve pity, a high-level waste.

Chen Yitian is also a fucking duplicitous person, saying that he would pursue his ideal love, but when it came to face it, he chose to escape and retreat.

Xia Zichen's words woke me up.

I should pursue what I like, I shouldn't be entangled in so many problems, and be brave enough to face everything that happens, instead of blindly running away and running away.

Looking at Gege's avatar, this time, I can't hesitate.

"Gege, in the past few days without you, I have dreamed of you every night, even if we have never seen you, in the dark night, all I think about is you, I think, you are really too important to me. Finally say what I want to say, this feeling is called relaxation, it turns out that the feeling of relaxation is so beautiful, the best moment of life is nothing more than this, I don't expect Gege's reply in the early morning.

Less than a minute after I sent the message, Gege's avatar lit up.

I know, my online girlfriend showed up.