Looking at the two eggs in his hand, and thinking of this bloody crossing, my heart was very entangled! I put the eggs on the broken table, and I didn't care if the quilt smelled or not, so I plunged into it!

Her money...... Deposit...... Savings...... It's been a ...... to save money for half a lifetime!

If she knew that she would cross, she would definitely not be a province of death, she would definitely travel to the Maldives first, and then go to France to enjoy the romantic style, see the sea of clouds once, until the little savings are spent, and then choose to climb Mount Everest, and finally jump down from it, for a gorgeous crossing.

It's really not good, and it's okay to change the way you die...... Thinking of his icy and jade body, Ye Xiaoyan was sad again......

On top of that, she has such a lovely group of students...... Reluctantly, reluctantly!

Now in this strange world, there is nothing...... Even the minimum food and clothing is a problem...... Unlucky! Aren't people crossing to big families to be the eldest lady? She wore such a bloody dress for Mao?!

Wait a minute...... If she travels over unknowingly, will she travel back when she sleeps?!

Thinking like this, Ye Xiaoyan made up his mind in his heart, closed his eyes and thought about some messy things, and fell asleep in a daze.

It was almost dark, Liu San'er saw that there had been no movement in the main house for an hour, his heart sank, and he ran towards the house with his legs open.

When he listened to Ye Xiaoyan, who was lying on the bed and sleeping like an indecent person, made a soft dream sound, he was a little relieved.

I closed the door, turned around and went to the stove, and ate two small boiled potatoes that had been cold, and wrapped them in my belly, and at this time, it was already dark!

San'er was afraid that something would happen to Ye Xiaoyan again, so he simply stayed outside the door.

In the dream, Ye Xiaoyan frowned slightly, and what appeared in the dream was those messy things that did not belong to him. In each scene, there is a thin little girl with long hair tied into a bun and a delicate, dry face, if the little girl could be fatter, it would be very similar to what she looked like when she was a child.

The sky was snowing heavily, the world was white, a large group of people stepped on the snow, and the mourning music resounded throughout the hill, in mid-air, in addition to the snow that had not stopped, it also flew in the air.

Walking in the front are three children dressed in linen and filial piety, the thin six or seven-year-old girl stands in the middle, holding a four or five-year-old boy in her left hand, and a little girl of the same age as the boy in her right hand.

Seeing this, the names of three or three people suddenly appeared in her mind, Ye Hua'er, Ye Qinghong, and Ye Lan'er.

Behind him were eight rough men dressed in black with white cloth tied to their arms, four in front and four behind, carrying a total of two coffins! After a few big men, there was a large crowd of people, crying, shouting, and making trouble, and the mountains and rivers seemed to be stained with a layer of desolation.

Ye Xiaoyan looked at these scenes in front of him blankly! Suddenly, it was dark, and another picture appeared.

The protagonist is still the six or seven-year-old Ye Hua'er who is similar to her childhood, and it is also winter, but she is still wearing the clothes of February and August, squatting by the river and washing a lot of dirty clothes in the basin with the cold biting river water, and her hands are red from cold.

Ye Qinghong took Ye Lan'er's hand and walked from the east, and smiled at Ye Hua'er, who was washing clothes, "Sister, I'll help you wash!" ”

"Sister! I'll wash it for you too! "Ye Lan'er.

Ye Hua'er frowned, looked at her younger brothers and sisters with nervous faces, and shouted softly, "Go back quickly, don't get frostbitten on your hands!" ”

"Let's go back to the fire after washing, sister! Okay, you can let us help you wash, good sister............ "The two little children pulled the clothes of a half-grown child and coquettish.

Knowing that her younger brother and sister were also stubborn, Ye Hua'er had no choice but to be helpless, "Okay, I'll go back to roast the fire after washing!" ”

"Good, good!" The two children answered three times in a row! Squatted beside Ye Hua'er and washed the dirty clothes, and as soon as they entered the water, the two children's little hands became red.

In this way, three children, who are not yet 20 years old together, gather around the river with thin ice to wash their clothes, although it is cold, it makes people feel as warm as ever!

The picture turned again, in a farmhouse yard, an old woman stuck her waist and paddled her feet, scolding Ye Hua'er who was burning the fire, her tone was harsh, and her words were vicious~ Her face was even more mean!

During the meal, the old woman deliberately served her a small half bowl of brown rice...... When she went to bed, the old woman would let her go to the room and wait all night, and she could not sleep for several hours a night...... When the old woman was brought water to wash her feet, she either blamed the water for being too hot or too cold...... In short, in everything Ye Hua'er, she can pick out the bones in the eggs......

Ten years old, living to ten years old under such a cool sun, I really don't know if this leaf flower is big or the old woman deliberately left a breath to torture her, in short, she lived to be ten years old!

On that day, the old woman told her that she should buy something at home and let her go with her! Ye Hua'er didn't doubt it, what chores and tiring work at home she hadn't done? If you can take her to town, you can think of it as a big guy! I nodded and agreed!!

No, before she arrived in the town, she met a group of people, the old woman sent Ye Hua'er away and whispered to the group, and after a while, those people walked towards her, and before she could ask anything, those people tied her up! No matter how she shouted and called the old woman, the old woman only glanced at her coldly, and counted the white silver in her hand, "In the future, you will no longer be a child of the Ye family!" Let's go and enjoy the blessings! ”

Enjoy? Ye Hua'er realized that she was sold by her own mother! On weekdays, she is allowed to point fingers and give orders, and she has never complained! Now, I let my own mother sell it!

And when she knew that her own mother had sold her to a septuagenarian, her heart was like ashes, and she was happy? This is happiness?! Why didn't she enjoy it herself? Isn't her age more appropriate than her own?! Father, mother, why did you leave so early? Why did you give birth to me and my brothers and sisters and abandon us?! She hates!

The Liu family, except for Liu San'er and Old Man Liu, no one treats her well, and she secretly makes her stumble, but she is like a living dead and has no feelings!

Old man Liu felt sorry for Liu San'er, which made her come to the spirit, every time she beat and scolded Liu San'er in front of Old Man Liu, she thought that if she hurt the old man's favorite child, the old man would beat her to death or abandon her in a rage.

Die! It was also a relief for her, but the thought of having younger siblings too! She only begged the old man to spare her life and divorced her, but unexpectedly, the old man Liu didn't take this matter seriously at all!

Why is this so? The old lady of the Ye family didn't just because her favorite youngest son (Ye Huaer's father) died, she scolded her father and scolded her mother, and her mother couldn't stand her vicious words before she went with her father, although her mother went with her father, Mrs. Ye was still angry, so she was more and more tormented by her! Could it be that she didn't fight hard enough? The scolding is not poisonous enough?!

Thinking about it like this, she added a little more strength when she beat Liu San'er, and when she scolded him, she said her words a little harder! But this old man Liu is like a deaf and dumb person, he didn't see or hear it!

Stay up to the old man, she has no love, she didn't get the letter of resignation, she can't go back to her parents' house, she can't see her younger siblings, this life is ...... Maybe the days will never see the light of day! She was depressed all day, and finally, that night, she fell asleep and never woke up again!

The memories of the whole ten years old were quietly and neatly displayed in my mind.

The sky was cloudy, Ye Xiaoyan blinked his eyes lightly, and woke up leisurely! The blue-black curtain that caught my eye was the blue-black curtain, and I blinked again, not only did I not put it back on! I also dreamed of Ye Huaer's flat body! Alas, what a poor baby......

It is said that people have three urgencies, Ye Xiaoyan didn't have time to sigh, so she quickly jumped out of bed, put on her shoes and walked out, just when she opened the door, her heart couldn't help but be touched by the previous scene!

An eight-year-old dirty child was sitting in the doorway, leaning against the doorway, as if it was a little cold, and his body was curled up! Seeing that the door was opened, he raised his head to look at Ye Xiaoyan, his big eyes were full of tiredness, and his tone was a little cowardly, "Little lady!" ”

"You've always been here?" Ye Xiaoyan pursed his lips and said, for some reason in his heart, he seemed to be touched.

Liu San'er lowered her eyes, didn't admit or deny it, and just said, "Little lady, you beat me and scold me!" ”

"Huh?!" Ye Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, stunned, what do you mean?

He added, "As long as the little lady lives well!" ”

I don't know if it's because of being a teacher or because I'm a mother, looking at San'er's appearance, and listening to these words, my heart softened a lot, and I forgot about my internal urgency for a while, squatted down and looked at San'er's eyes, and said slowly, "Okay, I'll live well, you can go to bed and sleep first?" ”

San'er only listened to the previous words, and didn't care about the latter words, and there were ripples in her big black and white eyes, "That little lady...... Isn't it true that you won't sleep for many days like before in the future? ”

Ye Xiaoyan was stunned, then nodded affirmatively, and said with a soft smile, "Well, I promised Xiao San'er that I wouldn't sleep for many days in the future!" ”

San'er smiled reassuringly, and suddenly thought that this was the first time that the little lady didn't scold him or beat him! It's also the first time to be so close to my little lady and speak so kindly! And said so mildly to him! I always feel that such a little lady is a little unreal!

"Ahh Seeing San'er smiling, she remembered her internal urgency, and immediately stood up, "Where is the thatched house?" ”

San'er was stunned, pointed to the path on the right side of the detour to the back yard, and said, "Backyard!" ”

"Got it, you go rest first!" After Ye Xiaoyan finished speaking, he trotted to the backyard.

came out of the thatched house and went to the front yard, Liu San'er did not go to bed to sleep as Ye Xiaoyan explained, but sat on the small wooden bench in the courtyard, staring at the path to the backyard with a pair of big eyes, and when he saw Ye Xiaoyan's figure, he seemed to be frightened and drooped down.

Ye Xiaoyan sighed slightly, since he was destined to come to this world, and the chance of going back was so slim, it was better to live this day.

At the age of twenty-five in modern times, she is stunned that she is not married, and it is not that she does not want to get married, but she has never found the right person! Although I am not married, I am also looking forward to having a child, although the age of this body is ten years old, but the age in my heart is really not small! Since San'er is willing to be called a little lady, you might as well accept this cheap son! Accept the world!

Besides, this son is also strangely beautiful, she doesn't lose. She is already adaptable, even if she doesn't know anything about this world, it's not difficult to integrate step by step and accept step by step, right?

As for modern times, without her as a teacher, there will be other better teachers to make up for it, but I don't know if the group of naughty students who get along well on weekdays will mourn her death in silence!

Whether it's at home, he has lived with his grandparents since he was a child, and since his grandparents died, there is no one worthy of his special concern! In the year when her grandparents died, her brother happened to be admitted to the civil service, and her parents, who had little contact with her since she was a child, took her to the city, but ...... She was a stranger to these families, and growing up, she spoke very little to them and was able to spend less time together!

Since she was a child, she was left in the township by her parents to live in the countryside with her grandparents, while her brother and parents took her to school in the city and took care of her personally! It's rare to go to the countryside once a year, and that brother doesn't go back even more! She only remembered that she had a biological brother, but she was not spoiled by her brother.

There seems to be a kind of estrangement between getting along with her parents, and it is embarrassing and uncomfortable to stay in the middle, so Ye Xiaoyan went out to rent a small single room, and after she was a student, after getting her teacher certificate, she went to teach in a neighboring city! In addition to going back for the New Year to have a New Year's dinner together, there are few intersections, and even the phone calls are quite rare on weekdays!

When other children's children have parents nagging, she seems to have forgotten that she still has a biological father and mother!

The two people who are most concerned have been buried in the loess, what are the obsessions?

Thinking about it like this, she suddenly felt that it didn't seem so important to go back to modern times! Perhaps, she should start all over again here.