Escape, this word has almost become my label, yes, no matter what happens, I will subconsciously choose to escape, such me, what use will it be in the future?

Before I knew it, the vacation was over, and I woke up to find out, damn it, I'm going to be late again.

On the first day of school, it is inevitable that you will feel very melancholy, this disease is called school opening syndrome, but as long as you get used to the first day, it is nothing.

At the entrance of the No. 2 Middle School in the city, I found out that the school had been renovated, and I have to say that I am a nostalgic person, and I am very uncomfortable with this.

The door was closed, and the doorman was an old man of about sixty years old, who was reclining on a chair with a teacup, and the sun was shining on his face, and he enjoyed it.

Uncle is very refreshing, as soon as I called, he opened the door for me, I thought it would take a lot of speech. Teachers are busy all over campus, and that's always the case on the first day of school. The passing classrooms were full of people, although there were no teachers, but the class was very quiet, not that they were too obedient, but that the school punished students who did not follow the discipline too severely, of course, I was an exception, a negative teaching material.

Before I knew it, I arrived outside the door of class 17, and through the window, I saw that the head teacher was talking about something, and I was late on the first day of school, what the consequences were, I didn't dare to imagine, but I also had to shout "report" hard.

Qi brush's eyes turned to me, some of them gloated, such as Zhang Xiaohua, at this time he was smiling evilly and waiting to see me lively, and the squad leader Ding Xiaoyu looked worried, probably because she was afraid that I would not have the money to pay the fine and would not be able to explain to the above.

If the teacher doesn't speak, I can only stand still like a telephone pole.

"Okay, let's continue" The head teacher chose to ignore me and continued to talk about her things, "Now that you are in your third year of high school, the last year is time to work hard, this year you must be mentally prepared, put away your hearts, put down all the things in your hands that have nothing to do with learning, and devote all your energy to studying, this year you have to be like a machine, working, working, working, no rest, as long as you survive this year, your good days will come".

"Chen Yitian, on the first day of school, you were late for me, do you still want to read" The head teacher turned to me and gave me a slap in the face.

Back in his seat, Zhang Xiaohua rarely didn't hurt me, but the sun came out in the west.

After the head teacher left, I found that there were four seats in the class that were empty, "It seems that I am not the only one who is late" I pointed to the empty seats towards Zhang Xiaohua.

"It's not that they're late, it's that they're not on it."

"Ah, not on? What are you kidding", I was surprised, if I didn't read in the third year of high school, wouldn't this high school be in vain, but the most amazing thing is that these classmates who walked were all boys! It's a good thing, there were originally eight boys in class 17, and now half of them are gone!

In their free time, everyone chatted, after all, they hadn't seen each other for two months, and they had too much to say, but this was only for girls, because there were only a few of us left in our class, you look at me, I looked at you, just these four people, me, Zhang Xiaohua, Qi Junkai and Yang Fei.

However, we also got the good news that in the last class of the evening self-study, the homeroom teacher suddenly interrupted the math teacher's class, and the math teacher had to wait outside the door.

"Students, I just learned that tomorrow there will be a new student in our class, and you will be warmly welcomed when the time comes, don't bully others if they are freshmen, okay, there's nothing else, you can continue the class." The head teacher left after explaining.

The people in the off-duty couldn't sit still, and they all began to discuss this freshman, "Make no mistake, there can still be a freshman in the third year of high school"? "yes, yes, that's amazing." "We guessed whether he was a boy or a girl, and if we guessed wrong, please eat." Everyone talked about it, completely ignoring the existence of the math teacher. The math teacher didn't signal us to be quiet.

The main thing that is excited is these girls, look at us boys, there is no movement at all, because for us, there is no difference, if it is a girl, there are enough girls in our class, and if it is a boy, there are so few boys in our class, and one more is still the case, so we don't have any expectations at all.

I thought that under the baptism of more than a dozen classes a day at school, I would become tired and be able to sleep in bed, but on the first night of school, I suffered from insomnia, my brain seemed to be out of control, and I remembered some images that have been lingering in my mind.

I made a mistake again, I couldn't restrain myself, turned on the computer again, logged in to the long-lost QQ, looked at the familiar avatar in a daze, this is an inexplicable mood, when did a person I have never seen live in my heart, I don't know, but now, my heart can't be closed, how many times I looked at the familiar chat record and was sad, I have never been afraid of the night, from today on, I am afraid, whenever this time, her appearance, her voice, and even her favorite expression, all in my mind like a roller coaster, keep running and running.

I tried everything I could to forget, but at night, at that moment, you would appear in my picture, really, there is no greater pain in life than this, I can't see you, but I know you exist.

Looking through the process of chatting through the chat history, I realized, hehe, it's been three months, and without your news for three months, you are really like that smoke ring, floating and disappearing into the air.

Even though I have a thousand words, I don't know who to say it to now, so I can only stare at the screen in a daze, as if a voice has been telling me all the time, "You should wake up, don't live in memory"!

。 I also began to regret it, regret that I would know you, because I knew you, even if you disappeared for a few months, I couldn't forget you, but the memory became deeper and deeper, I seemed to be caught in this bottomless pit, I couldn't get out, I couldn't find the direction, I was completely lost, you left, I returned to my former life, there was no sunshine, no warmth, only the loneliness that accompanied me at night!

I hope that memory can take me to sleep, to see her in it, even if I can't speak, as long as I can see, even a glance, it's enough, but in the end memory still didn't take me to find her, and it didn't even make me fall asleep with peace of mind, I came to school with dark circles under my eyes, but it's okay, I finally stayed up until the day, the night has left, I don't have to think so much during the day, waiting for the arrival of new classmates.