Since Lu Weichuan is a very suitable man for her and is very sincere to her, why can't she give him a chance and give herself a chance

She had never experienced feelings before. In this life, she wants to taste what it's like.

However, Chu Xintian also understood that before she agreed to Lu Weichuan, she still had one last difficulty to overcome.

Chu Xintian's last level was Bai Yongjing.

Chu Xintian turned his head and looked at his son's sleeping face. There was hesitation on her face again.

Lu Weichuan is also a careful person. In his letter, he not only expressed his love for Chu Xintian, but also considered Bai Yongjing.

This is the real problem Chu Xintian faces.

From the beginning, Chu Xintian clearly felt that Bai Yongjing was hostile to Lu Weichuan.

Now, due to his long-term relationship with the Lu family, Bai Yongjing's hostility has disappeared.

But Chu Xintian was still not sure if Bai Yongjing would be happy if the matter between Bai Yongjing and Lu Weichuan came true

Even if Bai Yongjing is willing to follow him to live in the Lu family, he is not a child of the Lu family. He will be pointed out, and some will say that he is a burden. Chu Xintian felt that these things would cause great damage to Bai Yongjing's young mind.

In any case, Chu Xintian felt that his affairs were not important, but his son was the most important.

She took a deep breath, sat up, and put Lu Weichuan's letter in her pocket.

Then, blow out the oil lamp.

It was useless for her to think about this matter alone, she had to find a chance to ask Bai Yongjing tomorrow.

The next day was exactly the fifteenth, and the school had a day off as usual.

The next morning, after Chu Xintian got up, he wanted to find an opportunity to listen to Bai Yongjing's opinion.

However, Chu Xintian started to get busy in the morning.

Either Jiao Tiezhu came to her to discuss the construction of the house, or Niu Dazhuang and Li Fusheng came to ask her about improving the saline-alkali land.

After that, she helped Niu Li make lunch for everyone.

I'm busy. The whole morning passed.

In the afternoon, she was still busy.

Later, when Chu Xintian was cooking, she figured it out

In fact, she was not very busy at this time, nor did she have no time to talk to Bai Yongjing.

She's just, still a little scared.

In fact, she was worried that Bai Yongjing would react violently, so she didn't dare to ask.

However, Chu Xintian also knew that she always had to face her son in this matter.

No matter what the consequences are, Chu Xintian always has to say.

She's not a procrastinator herself, so it's best to say it simply, so it's good for everyone

Therefore, after dinner, when Hammer went to the Westinghouse to sleep, Chu Xintian and Bai Yongjing spread the futon together and asked tentatively.

"Jing'er, can I ask you something" Chu Xintian's tone was a little cautious.

Although Chu Xintian's own affairs are related to her feelings, she always feels that no matter what choice she makes, it will have a certain impact on Bai Yongjing, and it is likely to be a bad influence.

Therefore, when she was already inclined to accept Lu Weichuan's feelings, she felt as if she had done something sorry for Bai Yongjing, and her heart was always empty.

Although Bai Yongjing is young, he is a precocious, sensible, and sensitive child, Chu Xintian's mood has changed, and Bai Yongjing can naturally feel it: "Mother, do you want to ask me what happened?"

"No, no, nothing happened, it's my mother who has something" Chu Xintian thought about it, and finally mustered up the courage: "Jing'er, if your mother marries someone else, will you be happy?"

After Chu Xintian asked, he looked at Bai Yongjing nervously and noticed the emotional changes on his little face.

Bai Yongjing looked confused: "Marry someone else"

However, he was a very smart kid after all. After a while, the confused expression on his face disappeared, replaced by a small frown: "Mother, are you going to marry Uncle Lu".

When he said this, his eyes were dull and his face was serious.