I have lived a period of undisputed life, but my relationship with the boys in the class has gradually changed a little, everyone is lukewarm to me, needless to say the relationship with Zelin, although we meet all day, but they are cold and do not speak.

It's just that the relationship with many of the girls in the class has improved a lot, maybe they see what I should have been or what they want to see.

Zelin took the people in the class to fight with the other school every day, and I mingled with the girls in the class every day, and I saw them fighting several times after school, in fact, I wanted to go over and help, but I still left again and again, every time it was late at night, I was thinking about a question, why did I start to change myself now, is it not good to live a life of fighting every day?

At that time, I suddenly realized that maybe this is the power of love, although my crush did not show a good impression of me, but at least now we can communicate, we can learn from each other, I have more opportunities to get close to him and even be alone, which is another kind of happiness.

During that time, I heard too much gossip about me, and even some buddies from other schools asked me why I became honest now, so I had to answer them, I was tired of this kind of life, and I wanted to change my lifestyle, and they only shook their heads after hearing about it.

Until one time, I went to play in another town with a few girls, and I had long heard that the town was very dangerous, because the people there were very xenophobic, and many outsiders were kicked out, and I didn't care, because I didn't believe that such a place existed in the world, and with my arrogant character, even if it was true, I was not afraid.

But as soon as I stepped into the town, I felt something unusual, and the students around me looked at me strangely, all the way, and I started to feel uneasy, and finally I asked the girls in the class, "Is it really so xenophobic here?"

"Well, don't look at them, or it's dangerous." As soon as her voice fell, I felt a pain in my stomach, I didn't know where to run out of a person kicked me, I subconsciously wanted to fight back, at this time, I found that six or seven people rushed towards me, I was dumbfounded, my mind was blank, I didn't react and was knocked to the ground, the girls next to me were also frightened, crying to make them stop, but it didn't work, I don't know how I got up, I can still run, they are a group of eight people chased me until they drove me out of this town, The moment I escaped from the town, I suddenly burst into tears, not because I was beaten up, but because I didn't have the opportunity and strength to fight back.

My beloved relationship with the boys in the class is so stiff, and the people who used to follow me are already indifferent to me, if they know, not only will they not help me, but they will also make fun of me, maybe all this is caused by themselves, crying and crying, I laughed again. It's all fate, it seems that I'm going to suffer this dumb loss, so I hope that this matter will not spread to the school, not to our class.

When the girls saw me covered in bruises, they began to feel very guilty, because they brought me out to play and came to this town, so they kept apologizing, looking at them like this, I just said lightly, "This incident should not have happened."

When I went back to school, everyone looked at me strangely, because I had a lot of gauze on my face, and the people in the class looked at me curiously, maybe they were wondering what was going on with me, but they must have guessed that I was fighting with someone, and I must have failed miserably. I didn't dare to look them in the eye, so I had to pretend to look at the book with my heart.

Xia Zichen and Huang Bingtong looked at me with solemn faces, sighed and said, "I haven't seen you for the past two days, what have you experienced?"

"I'm fine, I accidentally fell".

They didn't ask any more, just shook their heads and walked away.

A few days later, a girl in the class said to me in a hurry, "I saw Zelin and Xia Zichen take seven or eight people to that town, I asked them what they were doing, and they ignored me, did they take revenge on you."

I was shocked, "Zelin ...... "I don't know how to organize my language anymore, and I swallowed it back halfway through."

"When did they go".

"I saw it twenty minutes ago, I just remembered it, and then I came to tell you."

"Why didn't you say it sooner," I yelled, and ran desperately in the direction of town.

Zelin, Zelin, why are you so reckless, let alone seven or eight people, even if you take twenty people to go back and forth, it will be in vain, and you will even get into trouble, it is full of their people, you must be surrounded by people when you go, I am very anxious along the way, I just hope that they have not arrived yet, I have to arrive as soon as possible to stop them, I don't want them to be cannon fodder because of me!

However, I was still a step late, and when I arrived, I found that they were surrounded by a group of people, and they were all around them, and I was just about to rush over, but I was stopped by a girl, it turned out that this girl was the person we were looking for in the town last time, to be precise, friends of the girls in our class.

"Don't go over, this has nothing to do with you, you stay honest."

"Those are all my dear friends, are you making me stand here stupidly and watch them being bullied, am I still human? I'd rather be the one over there than them, let them rush at me, let them go".

"They won't beat you anymore, last time I told them that it was a misunderstanding, but your friend, there is nothing I can do."

At this moment, the guy who took the lead in beating me last time saw me and smiled at me with a wicked smile, "Yo, don't come to harm, what's the matter, come to watch the play."

I tried to rush up, but a few of them came and controlled me, leaving me unable to move. They rushed over in a swarm, this is an extremely unfair war, I have witnessed the brothers who were born and died being knocked down again and again, standing up again and again, and then being knocked down again, trampling on dignity again and again, and I stood here unscathed as if watching a play, like a gentleman, Chen Yitian, do you like this result, I asked myself.

Seeing them being beaten without the power to fight back, my heart was dripping blood, but they didn't flinch, they still desperately wanted to fight back, but, they were too few, there was no chance at all, then I found out that I was a fucking sinner, a selfish bastard, for a little children's selfishness, let these innocent people implicate, I damn it, the person who was beaten should be me, it's me, I struggled like crazy, and finally broke free from the obstruction of these people.

I cried and shouted for them to stop, and finally, they stopped, Looking at Zelin and Xia Zichen who fell to the ground, my tears flowed down my eyes!

As the only person who is still well-dressed, I am ashamed to walk with them, when have I been bullied like this, it was all because of me, because of my stupid and selfish thoughts!

I'm very glad that Zelin and they can still forgive me and accept me again, and then we gathered more than 30 people to take revenge, although we won, but this matter later spread to our school teacher, and finally was taught by the teacher for two hours, I wrote a letter of guarantee with Zelin, from then on, no trouble, no fighting, and began to officially live a life of Gao Bei Gu Boy,

Not long after that, I left City D and came to City H, in this new environment, I was depressed every day, I had no friends, and I began to slowly change, and gradually became the damn way I am now!

But I'm thankful that today, I can find my true self again, my childhood friends, and that indelible memory, at least, I used to be crazy and had something that many people envy but can't get, it's just that God is fair.