"Oh my God~" Lin Ni couldn't help but blurt out.

"What's wrong? Did he tell you he was going on a trip? Ji Yuxi was very curious when she saw Lin Ni's reaction.

"I~I, no, I didn't say it, I~" Linnie was a little incoherent because of the doubt in her heart.

Ji Yuxi asked her several times, but she didn't say anything more.

Lin Ni called Lu Zifei again after the second class in the afternoon, Lu Zifei's voice sounded a little tired, and Lin Ni didn't even know where to start because she was extremely worried.

"What's wrong, Nigo? Talking? Lu Zifei said to Lin Ni on the other end of the phone.

"Lao Lu, I heard Li Yao say that you are going on a trip, right?" Linnie asked cautiously.

"This girl's mouth is so big, I told her not to tell you, don't tell the teacher, my mother helped me ask for sick leave, if she knew that I was going on a trip, I would die!" Lu Zifei still likes to joke as before, but Lin Ni can't laugh at all when he jokes now.

"It's the third year of high school, you want to go on a trip, your parents agreed?" Linnie asked.

"I'm not used to this day or two, if you don't let me go, I'll mess with them and them, haha, you know my temper!" Lu Zifei said.

"Lu Zifei?" Lin Ni suddenly called Lu Zifei's name seriously.

"Huh? Why? It's hard for me to get used to you calling me that! ”

"Do you remember the question you asked me on the day of the party?" Linnie asked.

"What's the problem? I've forgotten about it for so many days. ”

"You said that if you knew that you would choose to travel if you knew that your life was not long enough, you would go where you wanted to go, until you finally went to another world that you didn't want to go to, did you really forget?" Linnie's voice was already trembling a little at the moment.

Lu Zifei's heart was hit hard, he didn't expect Lin Ni to think so sharply, or he didn't expect Li Yao to tell them about his trip so quickly.

"Ji Yuxi, do you also know that I am going on a trip?" Lu Zifei seemed to want to divert Lin Ni's attention at the right time.

"It's Li Yao who Yu Xi asked." Linnie said.

"Oh~"

"Lu Zifei, tell me, are you sick? I promise I won't tell anyone, you tell me okay? Linnie couldn't help but cry already.

"Linny, not everything is going the way we want it to, some things are just out of our own hands, some things are powerless, and some things are also powerless. Maybe I can't make my own choices about my future life, but fortunately, I can still enjoy the present, enjoy the present, and be able to do some of the things I want to do in a limited time, you know? Lu Zifei said these words to Lin Ni almost seriously.

"You mean~ you really have an incurable disease, do you? You're terminally ill, aren't you? There was only a helpless sigh on the phone, Lu Zifei never answered her question again, but the phone was not hung up, Lu Zifei on the other end was holding back his tears, in order not to make a sound, he even bit his arm fiercely.

……

Li Jing almost collapsed, starting from Lu Zifei returning home after the basketball game that day, that day, Lu Zifei originally wanted to take a shower and then go to Ji Yuxi's house to participate in the celebration banquet, but as soon as he got home, he began to vomit wildly, accompanied by violent vomiting, he also had irrepressible symptoms of dizziness and weakness. In fact, Lu Zifei has been suffering from such symptoms for a while, but he didn't pay much attention to it before, and it happened that Li Jing didn't go to the company that day, and seeing that Lu Zifei's condition was so bad, he immediately took him to the hospital for a comprehensive examination.

If there is an idiom called thunderbolt on a sunny day, then this word is the most appropriate to describe Li Jing on that day.

Although she prayed countless times in her heart that her son only had this kind of vomiting because of a simple stomach cold, when her very familiar doctor friend handed her Lu Zifei's diagnosis, when he knew that his son was unfortunately suffering from a terrifying terminal illness, her world was completely destroyed.

Chronic renal failure, also known as uremia.

Li Jing couldn't remember how she kept comforting Lu Zifei with a stunned face, her first plan was to hide it from Lu Zifei for the time being, but as a woman who has been heartbroken by her marriage, as a woman without her husband's support behind her, as a mother who suddenly learned that her only child was terminally ill, how strong can she be? She could only keep hugging Lu Zifei and telling him, "Mom will definitely cure you, Mom must let you live well", she didn't know what else to say.

Li Jing's reaction naturally made Lu Zifei quickly know his physical condition, and the doctor asked him to be admitted to the hospital immediately, and then wait for the right kidney match, but Lu Zifei still stubbornly went to the celebration banquet, and revealed his heart to Lin Ni in a helpless state.

Li Jing sat on the sofa in the living room of the house with Lu Peng with a solemn expression, Lu Zifei has not really been admitted to the hospital for treatment until now, on the contrary, he decided to travel without objection from others, but he did not want to give up treatment, but just wanted to wait for a kidney that could be successfully matched with him in a different way.

"Lu Peng, what do you mean?" Li Jing's eyes have been swollen for the past few days, and she doesn't know how many tears she has shed.

"Wait for the matching, there is no better way to do it at the moment." Although Lu Peng's tone was as flat as water, his heart was already full of pain and despair.

"Lu Peng, I knew there would be retribution, but I didn't expect that what you did would be retributed to my son, the girl you killed lost her parents overnight, but now the bitter consequences of all this have to be borne by my son, why is it so unfair, why is it not you who is terminally ill!" The huge blow made Li Jing's thoughts become extremely active, and she even blamed Lu Zifei's illness on the retribution of Lu Peng and Yuqin's extramarital affair.

"I also hope that the person who gets sick is me, why not me, why does this kind of thing fall on Xiaofei's head, my son is so pitiful." Lu Peng's eyes were red as he spoke.

"Lu Peng, I hate you to death, if my son really has three long and two short, I want you to bury him with me!" Li Jing almost roared and shouted these words.

Lu Zifei, who was lying in the bedroom, heard it clearly, and a crystal clear teardrop crossed his face.