Chapter Seventy-Three: Epilogue (End)
"I want to be a writer............
Li Qi walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside the window in a daze, and as he spoke, the corners of Li Qi's mouth curled more and more, and the smile on his face seemed to be missing something, something worth cherishing and remembering.
Outside the window, the curved crescent moon spilled its thin moonlight, and the outside was shrouded in this vague moonlight, please see it but not clearly, and in this way, it makes people have a hazy and beautiful feeling.
This situation made Li Qi's gaze a little sloppy, and he seemed to have returned to that moment at this moment..................
"Lao Li, you are still writing your strange things there that only you can understand, come here, come and kill, it's not too late to write after killing!"
"No, wait, I still have some things to finish, so come back when I'm done. ”
Listening to his friend's words, Li Qi put down the pen, and then looked at what was written in his notebook, thinking if he was still missing something, writing a wrong word or something, and this time, his heart was inspired again, and he turned back to respond to his friend, thinking that when he wrote out the inspiration, he would show them how it would be.
And when Li Qi finished writing, the sunset was already about to sink to the west, and Li Qi was the only one in the classroom, Li Qi shook his head and began to pack up his things............
"At that time, I was young, and I was very obsessed with the storylines of those novels, and from that time on, I thought, when will I be able to write such a book............"
Li Qi said leisurely..................
"Son, Mom is not against you writing this, but, Mom still says that, while writing this, you can't be a little sloppy in learning. ”
"Come on, look at his current grades, it's a mess! If he continues to be used like this, I'm afraid he won't even be able to afford to go to high school in the future! Just look at it!"
And just a few short words that didn't fit the ideas of the two, the two had a big quarrel.
Li Qi looked at the notes in his hand in a little confusion, looked at the textbooks again, and finally, he put down the thick notebook that had been written............
"I'm not a genius and I can't do it at the same time, so I gave up. ”
"I'm not qualified to chase this dream of myself, because I know, I understand, I, reality. ”
Li Qi said with some emotion.
"But........." After a pause, Li Qi laughed, "Forget it, what's the point of talking about it now?"
I don't know if it's the reason for the crossing, but now when I think of the past, recalling the past mistakes and mistakes, Li Qi can actually smile, okay, this smile is more likely to be a little bitter.
"I feel like I should have summed up, in fact, that I should have done it a long time ago. ”
Sitting back in his seat, Li Qi picked up the pen that was resting on the table, and re-lit the lamp that he had turned off when he stood up before.
"I feel like I'm holding on to my last breath now, patient!"
"Even though the people are still there, in fact, I feel like I'm an empty shell. ”
"There is no goal, there is no direction to strive for, there is no ambition, for these, perhaps...... How many people should I provoke as enemies?" Li Qi frowned slightly, and carefully wrote down this word by word.
"Hehe, of course it's impossible. ”
"But it doesn't matter anymore, because I feel like I've found my direction, my goal. ”
Writing this, Li Qi's brows stretched, and the pen in his hand was getting faster and faster, and the more he wrote, the smoother it became.
"It's crossed, then it's time to start over, in other words, the past, it's really faded, it's funny, it's just three months like this, but it's not funny, on the contrary, this is the right choice for a normal person. ”
"Well, anyway, it doesn't matter, I think I can finally pick up that idea again, I want to write a book. ”
"As for what book?"
"I think it's better to write my own book, just like a diary written every day, I write down my current experience one by one, and add up a lot, isn't it a book?"
"Wouldn't it be more meaningful to write about this kind of thing?"
"Of course, that's just my goal and direction for the future. ”
"First of all, I have to have a near-term goal. ”
Writing this, Li Qi stopped writing and did not write.
"How about sitting in the position of the dean of the Magic Academy and the town committee?"
Li Qi thought about this question for a while, thought about it for a while, and then nodded silently.
This shouldn't be a big deal.
Well, for Li Qi, it's really a bit of a problem now.
How to re-establish this order, which he didn't understand at all, was a difficult problem in front of him.
"But, none of this is a problem!"
It's like the confusion that has been in his heart has been completely solved, and Li Qi feels that this is no longer a problem.
"Wow, I think I can fight ten at a time!"
Li Qi couldn't believe that this was his inner thoughts now, but it seemed that there was nothing wrong with this.
Shaking his head with a smile, Li Qi slowly spit out: "Why do I think I'm a little schizophrenic now? But I think I'm quite sensible, forget it, it's not too late, let's go to bed first." ”
Li Qi looked up at the time, yo, it's not early, it's almost eleven o'clock, let's go to bed early.
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