Chapter 291: Love is Eternal
Chapter 291 Love is Eternal
When Zheng Yilong heard Xiaoxi say this, he didn't know whether to be happy or unhappy. casually perfunctory answer: "That's right!" ”
"Have you been busy filming lately? You haven't had a break in a long time, right? This is your second drama this year, and after the previous filming, you entered the group seamlessly, right? ”
"That's right! I haven't rested, and I just won't have my role tomorrow, so I'll come back for a day off. It's been a long time since I've seen you...... So, check back! Zheng Yilong originally wanted to say, "I haven't seen you for a long time." But after the words came to his lips, he still turned a corner.
And Xiao Xi's thick lines didn't notice it, just drinking the water in the cup in his hand. While looking at the menu at hand: "Brother Long, have you ordered?" ”
"Not yet? You can order whatever you want, I'll say it! ”
"I don't know what to eat either! I don't like ordering the most, so why don't you order it! I watched it for a long time, and my head was big. There are too many menus in Hongding, and it is also quite nerve-wracking. ”
Zheng Yilong saw Xiaoxi scratching his head at the menu, and felt very cute! So, he smiled indulgently: "Okay! Then I'll do some! ”
Subsequently, Zheng Yilong asked the waiter to come in and ordered a few dishes that Xiaoxi loved. I handed the menu to the waiter. Of course, these details, Xiaoxi did not notice. In fact, in Xiaoxi's cognition, he has always felt that the four of them are partners and best friends. Usually, at work, everyone is the most tacit. In private life, the four of them are also the people who know each other best! So, they get along with each other really casually! Naturally, she didn't think deeply.
Xiaoxi suddenly felt that the box was too deserted at this time. glanced around the box, only to find that there were only the two of them in the box, Xiaowei and Li Mingyu did not arrive. So he asked him: "Why haven't Mingyu and Xiaowei come yet?" ”
Zheng Yilong only asked Xiaoxi to be alone today, and originally wanted to confess to her, of course he would not invite Li Mingyu and Xiaowei to be light bulbs. However, who knew that Xiaoxi would suddenly ask like this, he had to lie, "They don't have time today." ”
"Oh! That's a pity, I haven't seen them in a long time. Strange to theirs. It's been a long time since the four of us have been together! These days, I haven't been in contact with them either. ”
Zheng Yilong was afraid that Xiaoxi would continue to talk about Li Mingyu and Xiaowei, so he took the initiative to divert the topic: "Have you rested at home these days?" ”
"You mentioned this, I just happened to have something to talk to you about."
Zheng Yilong was quite happy when he heard that Xiaoxi had something to talk to him, so he asked her expectantly, "What's the matter?" ”
"I had an idea lately! I want to write my love with my second brother into a song. Record the sweetness and happiness between couples when we were together! I've been working on the lyrics lately, but I'm not done yet, so I want you to help me compose the music when the time comes. I wanted to make this song perfect, but at my level of composition, I'm afraid I won't be able to express the feeling we had at the beginning! So, I want to entrust this difficult task to you!
”
As soon as Zheng Yilong heard Xiaoxi's words, he felt that the whole person was poured a plate of cold water. Moreover, it is the kind that is drenched from head to toe. The anticipation and joy I felt when I first entered the door will be gone! Leave only shocked and hurt expressions!
At this time, Xiaoxi was very surprised when she saw Zheng Yilong's expression! "Brother Long, what's wrong with you?"
"Xiaoxi, it's been two years since the curtain night court left, and you still can't let him go?"
When Xiaoxi heard this, she lowered her head, and then, she said in a low voice: "Brother Long, have you ever loved someone?" If you have really loved, you will know that truly liking someone, whether he is by his side or not. There is no way to forget, let alone forget! The most important thing is that in fact, I don't want to forget this person who appeared in my life and gave me white moonlight! I regret his departure now, but I also miss him a lot. However, I feel that others are not with me. However, his love for me has not changed and has not disappeared! He just kept his love for me with me in another way. So, I feel now, though I can't see him again. However, I will let this love between us live forever in my memory! Just like the lyrics sing that love is eternal! In fact, in this life, once you fall in love, you really can't go back! Willing to sink! ”
After Zheng Yilong listened to Xiaoxi's words, he didn't speak for a long time. He really wanted to say to Xiaoxi: I loved! And, love deeply! From the first time he saw her in the classroom. She found that this girl is so youthful and beautiful! A pair of eyes, as if they could speak. Moreover, it was different from the girls he had seen before. This girl is very temperamental, and, moreover, very smart!
At that time, she sat in front of her on her first day of school. He looked at her from behind and thought she was the prettiest girl he had ever seen! Moreover, sitting behind her, he always felt that there was a faint fragrance on her. It's not like the perfume smell of the female classmates in the class. It's more like a pure body fragrance from the inside out. Just like her people, wonderful and unique!
Since then, he has changed all the bad habits of sleeping in class, being late and absent from class. Just to be able to see her every day, even every moment.
When Li Mingyu offered to let her join their band, his heart was actually more excited than herself! He felt that they could work together for the same ideal. It's a really good feeling! They can spend more time together and have more communication. Actually, don't look at himself as a big boy, but, in terms of feelings, he is still a relatively reserved person. Moreover, it is not too proactive.
After they had known each other for a long time, he felt that the time was ripe, and when he finally wanted to take the initiative to confess to her, he found that she already had a boyfriend. How congested he was at that time, this feeling is still fresh in his memory. However, he still couldn't help falling in love with her.
This love is more than 5 years, and in these 5 years, knowing that she has a boyfriend, he still has it
couldn't let go of her, and then watched her with the person she loved. appeared in front of him and watched the two of them show affection in front of him. He was still reluctant to let go, and he didn't want to forget her. I just hid my feelings for her and didn't want to be seen through!
On the night of their wedding, he drunk himself so much that when he woke up, his heart ached! However, I still can't forget her. Since then, he seems to have lost the ability to love people. The women around him couldn't get into his eyes, and they used her as a reference standard in their hearts. I couldn't find the ideal type.
Later, he tried to avoid meeting her as much as possible, not knowing how to face her. I am afraid that she will see her heart, and I am afraid that she will pity herself. I don't want to see her guilty expression. Because he knows that she is a kind-hearted girl and does not want anyone to feel sad for her! So, he decided to put her down slowly, not wanting to embarrass her.
Just when he wants to put her down completely, something happens to her beloved, and seeing her so painful. He couldn't bear to see her sad! I'd rather that one he could come back. Even if he can only send blessings behind them, he is willing. However, this wish of his did not come true.
Just when everyone thought that she couldn't bear such a blow, they were afraid that she would not be able to think about it, and they were worried that she would be decadent from now on. After suffering a heavy blow, she finally stood up on her own and slowly walked out of her sadness. I have regained my optimism and self-confidence! It turns out that there is a powerful lion living inside her. Seeing her change from an innocent and lively little girl to a strong young mother! His heart was as uncomfortable as a knife!
After all this time, I was happy to see her at last! He thought she should have forgotten about him. He may have a chance to tell her that in the future, his life will be taken care of by him. He wanted to be by her side, to give her broad shoulders, to let her lean on!
But I didn't expect that my words had not yet been spoken. was defeated by her theory of "love is eternal". I used to think that he knew her very well and knew her very well. Now it seems that he has never understood her, let alone understood her. Now I am a joke in front of her! Big joke!
It turns out that she is a person who is very dedicated to feelings. In her life, she planned to fight to the end with the curtain of the night. No one else has anything to do at all! Even if he is no longer in this world. He is still an irreplaceable person in her heart! In her eyes, he Zheng Yilong must also be a dispensable person. But I still have an obsession with her, just like her, knowing that there is no result. I just don't want to let go of myself. Zheng Yilong felt that in fact, Xiaoxi and him were the same kind of people. They have a habit of cleanliness in their feelings, and they will only have true feelings for one person in their lives. On the contrary, the two are still in a triangular sadomasochistic relationship!
He looked at Xiao Xi who was distracted in front of him and felt that he was quite sad! It was so obvious in front of her, but she was only immersed in the world of herself and the night court. I didn't notice the love and despair in the eyes of the people around me.
In the end, it was Zheng Yilong who received it first
I came back to my senses. After adjusting his mood, he smiled and said to Xiaoxi, "Okay! When you fill in the words, give it to me, and I'll compose the music. I will definitely give you a satisfactory work! ”
Xiaoxi also smiled at this time and said to him: "Brother Long, you are the best in my heart!" I knew there was nothing you couldn't do. ”
Zheng Yilong looked at Xiaoxi's tearful smile and felt heartache. At the same time, a painful decision was made. Just like Xiaoxi said, love is eternal, knowing that she can't get it, I still don't want to see her hurt a little, I don't want to see her sad! As long as I can do it, I will definitely do my best to fight for her! The kind that doesn't ask for anything in return.
As long as I can be by her side! Being able to watch her live happily by her side is also a peace of mind! The one who falls in love first is always the humblest! In front of her, he is willing to be the humble one, as long as she is happy!
This meal, both of them didn't know how to eat. As soon as the meal was finished, Xiaoxi stood up and said to Zheng Yilong: "Brother Long, I have to go back, Niannian is waiting for me at home." I need to go back early, you're busy with work during this time, so you should pay attention to rest. Rest assured! I'm fine, really! Don't worry about me! I'll take care of myself. You have to take care of yourself when you're outside, too. When there's time, the four of us will get back together! ”
"Okay! Shall I send you back? ”
"No need, the driver is waiting downstairs."
"Alright! Shall we go down together? ”
"Let's go!"
(End of chapter)
Recommended: Witch Doctor Awakens Mobile Reading.