In the early morning, when Li Luzhuo opened his eyes, he didn't see the bright morning sun, but what he saw was the face of Wang Xiaodi, who had washed away the pure and pure powder, Wang Xiaodi seemed to have a kind of magic, she could see through Li Luzhuo's heart with only her eyes, and walk into the softest place in his heart.

"Are you awake?" Wang Xiaodi asked delicately.

"Well, why are you so early?" Li Luzhuo yawned and asked lazily.

"I always wake up early, if I don't wake up in someone else's bed on weekdays, I will habitually do yoga to stretch my tired body, if I wake up in someone else's bed, I prefer to remember a person's face through observation, and then recall some tender and sweet moments." Wang Xiaodi's words were slightly yellow, but they were obviously very effective here in Li Luzhuo, and what responded to her words was a flushed cheek.

"You really don't mind sleeping with so many different men?" Li Luzhuo's expression was full of curiosity.

"Mind that? Of course I don't mind, I think it should be women who don't dare to do it if they want to do it, or who don't have the opportunity to do it! Wang Xiaodi straightened the hair on her forehead, but her subtle movements were full of charm.

Li Luzhuo stretched out his hands to caress her face, and there was pity in his expression and more incomprehension.

"Why do you have to live like this?" Li Luzhuo asked.

"Some people have the right or ability to choose the life they want, but I believe that this world is more people like me who simply don't have the ability to live the life they want to live." Wang Xiaodi's tone was sad and sad, this kind of lonely look was the first time Li Luzhuo had seen it, you must know that this amorous woman almost never showed even a trace of helplessness and helplessness in front of anyone.

"Why don't you have the ability to choose? You are so good, beautiful, and highly educated, I think you are impeccable in all aspects, why do you have to look down on yourself like this? Li Luzhuo's question is from the heart, in his heart, Wang Xiaodi is indeed a goddess-like existence.

"Excellent? It's just a mask for myself, my past is too unbearable, I can't face my past, you won't understand it. Wang Xiaodi looked helplessly at the scenery dotted with fish belly white outside the window.

"I don't understand because you never want to tell me, if you want, I can listen to all of you, I know, many people in the company have bad opinions about you, but I always think it's just because everyone doesn't know you well enough, I believe that behind your seemingly watery poplar there must be a distressing and unknowable past, are you willing to tell me?" Li Luzhuo used up almost all the words he could think of, and said to Wang Xiaodi almost begging.

"Do you really want to know?" Wang Xiaodi asked with some suspicion.

"Hmm~"

"Okay, then I'll make an exception and tell my story one at a time." Wang Xiaodi told Li Luzhuo his story as if he had made a big decision.

"I have never met my own father, and even my impression of my mother is very vague, for as long as I can remember, I only remember that all kinds of strange men I did not know would come to my house, they would not say hello when they came, and when they left, their faces were full of disdain, I vaguely remember that every time a strange uncle came to my house, I would be able to eat the snacks I wanted to eat for a few days, and sometimes I could even get a few beautiful clothes, which was my mother's reward for keeping silent to me. Occasionally I will see my mother take out something similar to the flour of dumplings and suck desperately, she enjoys it and I am very scared, I know that finally one day, she seems to be extremely excited and never woke up, my mother died, the house is rented, for a while I don't even seem to have a place to stay, a dark cloud, just a piece, too small to set off ****, can only float in the air like that, no one likes it, it will only make people feel scared and disgusted. Wang Xiaodi wiped away the tears that couldn't help falling with her hand, and looked out the window helplessly and blankly.

"And then?" Li Luzhuo asked.

"Then I came to a big family, where there were many children about my age, I don't know what they have experienced, maybe they don't have the same past as I don't even dare to recall, because they don't seem to hesitate, but always have a free smile, in that big family, we eat the same meals, are taken care of by the same so-called dean, but the same, children who know how to please always have candy to eat, and children like me who are wary of everything can only have scraps of cold food, It's not easy to survive, and how dare you expect to have delicious candy. ”

Li Luzhuo hugged the woman in front of him hard, there was pity and unbearability in this hug, and more distress.

"Until one day, I was adopted by a couple who seemed to be very kind, and on the day I left the orphanage, I naively thought that I could finally live a normal life, but I didn't think that I was just jumping from one fire pit to another. My adoptive father and adoptive mother had three sons in the family, the youngest of whom was three years older than me, and from the moment I came into the family, I could feel the hypocrisy and disgust that had been concealed by harmony. The three so-called brothers are very good to me, and I may have been very beautiful at the age of twelve, and I find that the way they look at me is always like a hungry tiger pounceing on food, and I don't want to remember how they took advantage of me as a young girl, I only know that I can't cry, because if I cry, I will be beaten, I will be left out, and I will not even be able to eat. Gradually, I found that I could only live a stable life if I coaxed three so-called brothers at the same time, so I learned how to please people at a young age, how to figure out a man's heart, and these are all lessons summed up after tasting all kinds of abuse, do you know what I mean? Wang Xiaodi's tone and expression are calm when she tells her story, and it looks like she is talking about the past of an irrelevant person.

"They ~ bullied you?" Li Luzhuo asked cautiously, for fear that his words would hurt her again.

"More than once, I only remember the first time I was bullied when I was thirteen years old, at that time I didn't understand anything, only remembered that I was tormented by physical pain and I didn't even dare to go to school." Wang Xiaodi responded.

"That~ have you never mentioned it to your adoptive parents?" Li Luzhuo asked.

"Why haven't I mentioned it, it's just that the whole family is blood relatives, I'm an outsider, who cares what I say." Wang Xiaodi said.

"And then?"

"Later? Later, of course, I learned how to be patient, my goal was very simple, I needed the food they gave, I needed them to provide me with education, I needed them to provide everything I needed to live, so I gritted my teeth with tears and passed a few years, and I didn't leave that hell until I went to college. Hehe~ For a normal child, going to college is a matter of course? And I, but I have been waiting for so many years, not just waiting, I am boiling. Wang Xiaodi didn't shed any more tears, what she saw in her eyes was endless pain and hatred.

"Then they didn't harass you again?"

"Yes, even now, one of the three brutes will contact me occasionally."

"Then you~"

"Me, it doesn't matter, anyway, what has happened, it doesn't matter if anything happens, I need money, you know? I want to give myself the best packaging, so that I can live a more decent life in this society. Wang Xiaodi said.

"Do you think that's decent?" Li Luzhuo couldn't understand Wang Xiaodi's concept.

"Yes, as long as I look good, as long as I can make most women jealous, that is the greatest psychological comfort for me."

"I sympathize with your past, but do you know that your current concept is really sorry for your past forbearance, and now that you have the ability to support yourself, why don't you completely end the pain of the past and start living a normal life again?" Li Luzhuo's tone was quite excited.

"The end? How can it be that what has already begun ends? Who would treat me as a girl to be cherished? Is there really anyone who doesn't mind my past and willingly guards me for the rest of my life? Impossible! Wang Xiaodi hugged her knees helplessly, and her back was facing Li Luzhuo like a mirror.

Li Luzhuo looked at her back and hugged her behind him without hesitation.

"As long as you want, I can~"