Gu Guerlan was puzzled, and swept a pile of books on the desk to the ground in a fit of rage, "Shen Ning, Shen Ning, don't think I can lose to you, you show me, you make me feel bad, and I won't make you feel better......"

Daughter Niuniu was obviously frightened by Gu Jiaolan's sudden anger, and was so frightened that she cried, and the baby's cry added fuel to the fire of Gu Jiaolan, who was already irritable.

She is no longer as gentle as she was when she first became a mother, and her mother's love has been wiped out by the cruelty of life, and only the numbness of being tortured by reality is left in her eyes.

"Crying, crying, your dad is not home all day, your mother and I are not crying, why are you crying? If I had known, I wouldn't have given birth to you, a money-losing product! ”

"You're a debt collector who came to kill me, your mother and I haven't served anyone since I was so old, now it's okay, I'm serving you all day long, you say that when you grow up, will you make money and give me flowers or will give me a pension, if you can't do anything, I'll just strangle you now."

Gu Jiaolan scolded her daughter to vent her resentment.

At home before, she didn't feel anything when she gave birth to a daughter.

There is no distinction between boys and girls.

In the end, it is the first time to be a mother, and it is still very novel and happy.

In addition, Ge Liqiong helps her share the pressure of taking care of the children.

Overall, she was doing well.

You don't have to worry about housework or making money, you just need to spend half of your energy taking care of your children.

But since moving out of the house and moving here, a lot of things have changed subtly.

The surrounding people live are the family members of the workers, there are many mouths, all of them saw her holding the child, so they came to ask the gender, as soon as they heard that it was a girl, one by one began to say something yin and yang.

For example, the lover of a factory worker saw her daughter for the first time, that is, she said: "Yo, it's a girl, it's okay, it's okay, the next child is a male baby." ”

"Look at the lover of Xiao Liu, the technical person in the workshop on the third floor, he has hugged the two of them for three years, and they are all boys with sticks, do you say they are amazing?"

"Yang Bin and his daughter-in-law, you can go and learn from Xiao Liu's lover when you have time, and they will be born."

"Sooner or later, this daughter will have to be raised by others, or give birth to a child, you hurry up and have another one while you are still young, otherwise your in-laws will have to have opinions, my first-born daughter, my mother-in-law's two old things are not even a glance, fortunately, my stomach is angry, the second child is a boy, I was not discharged from the hospital at the time, and a big red envelope was sent immediately."

The women in the neighborhood, you say everything you say, on the surface, they seem to be well-intentioned, but when you think about it carefully, it is extremely harsh, and in the long run, they have been brainwashed a lot, which makes Gu Jiaolan, who was originally proud and conceited, collapse her mentality.

Then the more I looked at my daughter, the more unpleasant it became.

It was as if this daughter had brought her a very great misfortune in her life.

Especially her daughter cries all day long, which brings trouble to her life all day long, and she even attributed Yang Bin's absence from home to her giving birth to a daughter.

Yang Bin is from the countryside, and Gu Jiaolan naturally thinks that Yang Bin is patriarchal.

The more I think about it, the more so.

No wonder, since she gave birth to a daughter, I haven't seen him much happy.

I really can't look down on my daughter.

Niuniu cried louder and louder, Gu Jiaolan slapped her in the mouth a few times, and then she suppressed her anger and picked up the books on the ground.

Then he began to complain about Yang Bin, "I haven't seen a book that has been turned over a few times, what is the use of putting it on the table all day long, and I don't think the house is messy enough?" I'm going to burn all this now, and see if he can get some manly temper? ”

Gu Jiaolan muttered to herself, her expression was a sneer, a cruel smile, and her eyes were full of resentment, "If only I could have a little man's toughness." ”

Since she gave birth to a daughter, the number of times they have made out is only a handful, and every time she urges him to make love, it is like guillotining him, especially recently on his side......

As soon as Gu Jiaolan thought of this, she vomited so much that she wanted to vomit blood.

Could it be that she is going to be widowed at a young age?

Gu Guerlan felt that her life could cry like this?

It's comparable to Meng Jiangnu who cried down the Great Wall.

At this moment, a piece of paper fell out of the page of a book in his hand and fell to the ground silently.

She looked down and bent over to pick it up.

On this white piece of paper is a sketch portrait, with black hair draped, bright eyes and bright teeth, and a smile that seems to dispel all the darkness of the world.

Gu Jiaolan's eyes were locked on the sketch portrait, and she trembled with anger, "Shen Ning......"

No matter how blind she is, she can see who this is.

It's not a blind guess, but it's really Shen Ning.

Yang Bin's sketches are very good, and he used to sketch her in order to pursue her, so he captured her heart.

It's just that since I married her, I rarely use a pen to paint again.

She asked for it, but he was just perfunctory, using busy work as an excuse to shirk it.

But in the pages of the book, the person he secretly drew was not her, but Shen Ning.

Gu Guerlan was devastated and sat down on the chair dejectedly.

With the sketch in her hand, her heart was tumbling, and suddenly she got up and rummaged through other books, trying to find more.

flipped around, and found another one in Yang Bin's workbook.

Gu Jiaolan was so angry that she tore the sketch in half and tightened it in the palm of her hand.

"Yang Bin, Shen Ning, you dog men and women, I must make you pay the price!"

The other side.

Yang Bin took advantage of the fact that he was working outside and passed by the provincial university, hesitated for a moment, but still stopped the car and pushed the car into the provincial university.

This is his alma mater.

When he first entered this school, his family had a lot of trouble before he was finally recommended to come here.

At that time, it was really difficult for the children of poor families to compete for resources with those children with family backgrounds.

I still remember the first time I came to the provincial university, he was ambitious and full of ambition, as if the future was under his feet and the world was in the palm of his hand.

But soon the cruel reality made him understand fiercely.

For him from the bottom, it is difficult to climb to a higher level.

Knowledge cannot change fate.

Ambition can.

He pushed his bicycle and walked in, as if he was remembering the boy who once had a dream and a pure heart.

The Yang Bin who is dead and can never come back.

He came to the outside of the teaching building of the Department of Foreign Languages.

There were dense trees, birds chirping, and the sound of students singing in the classroom.

He propped up the car and casually searched for it from classroom to classroom, like looking for a needle in a haystack, but he never tired of it.

Until a familiar voice came from a classroom.

As soon as he heard it, he could tell.

It was the wind in my ears when I was a teenager, the spring in a mountain stream, and the lullaby in my dreams......

He silently found a stop in front of a classroom.

He stood in front of the window, the sun shining through the dappled shadows of the trees, through the glass window, on the girl's thin body.

Today is the oral quiz, and as usual, students come to the stage one by one for oral expression training.

Shen Ning stood on the podium and told the story of "Jane Eyre" in fluent spoken English.

She tied up her black hair with a veil and tied it into a clean and crisp ball, which set off her bright and moving little face more and more radiantly.

The Four Thousand Update is over~

(End of chapter)