When I opened my eyes, I found that Anna was already sitting across from me, looking at me all the time.

"Sister Nana, when did you come?" I asked, confused.

She didn't answer me, just kept her eyes on my hand, I looked at my hand,, I still hold that pile of CDs in my hand, now this is really jumping into the Yellow River and can't be washed clean, my reputation is gone!

"Well, this ...... Actually, right...... Well, that's not what you're like," I stammered. What is this called?

"It's okay, puberty, it's not a shame to look at this, it's just that you like this too much, you still hold it when you sleep" He covered his mouth and laughed as he spoke.

Oops, oh my God, I can't explain anything this time, but then this sister is really too open, and she actually talks to me about this kind of topic, it seems that her thoughts are quite avant-garde, and I like to chat with this kind of person.

I looked at the room, is this still the place I am familiar with, the floor is clean and tidy, still reflective, the garbage in the corner is long gone, the dust on the TV is gone, and even, on the sofa where I am lying, the mess is gone, everything around is so neat, new, there is a woman who is different.

I got up and went to the window, pushed it open, and found that it was dark outside, and the sun didn't look obvious.

"Well, the air pollution is so bad now that even the sun isn't bright," I sighed.

"That's the moon" came Anna's voice, and after saying that, she smiled and said, "Yitian, you are really dazed, do you know what time it is?"

I raised my hand to look at my watch, Nima, it was almost nine o'clock, I was just sleeping for a while, but I didn't expect to sleep for five or six hours.

"What, Sister Nana, I'm going out now, you can stay at home by yourself" After saying that, I ran to the room, took off my school uniform, and changed into a tattered beggar cowboy outfit, I don't want to wear the school uniform to the show anymore.

"Wow, it's so cool, what are you going to do when you go out," Anna exclaimed.

"Hehe, I forgot to tell you that going to school is just my hobby, and I am a guitarist by profession," I said playfully and left the house.

When I arrived at the bar, I immediately went to the rehearsal room to rehearse the songs that I was going to sing today, in fact, they were very familiar with them, and many songs were sung many times, mainly because I joined as a newcomer. There are a lot of things that need to be familiar to me.

This time I went on stage, not as nervous as the last time, looking at the crowd, I felt excited, this is the effect of the show, who doesn't want to be that superstar.

I was playing on the stage, and I saw the crowd under the stage, some people were shaking wildly to our beat, some were drinking alcohol, some were hugging, some were drinking wine, talking about something, indulging in their own space, taking drugs, dancing wildly,

People who come to the bar are a crazy group of people, everyone who comes to the bar has a sad story, crazy in the bar, drunk, wake up, feel as if everything is in a dream, if you leave, the mood is still not good, so you will go to the bar to indulge, looking for complete relaxation in the bar, indulgence is all their own youth, everything in this is so illusory, just like the changing stage lights now.

When I was done, our performance was over, and the guests dragged the band members to drink, and I was not spared, I really don't drink, but the first day I arrived at the bar I understood a truth, here, nothing can't be done.

I came home with a tired body, I don't know how much I was poured alcohol and how many times I threw up along the way, is this life?

I felt the darkness of life, but fortunately, I could be happy in this dark night.

"Why did you come to me so late, what are you doing all day?" Gege said, sending a dissatisfied expression.

What should I do with him? Gege doesn't want to be deceived, and I don't like to be deceived, but should I tell him the truth, if I tell Gege that I have to go to the bar to work part-time every night after school, I have a stomachache, what will Gege think in his heart, I think in addition to worrying or worrying, except for typing out a few words with the keyboard, I can't do anything, Gege has something to do, so am I, except for tapping the keyboard, nothing is good, this is an online romance, if there is no deception, I won't believe it anyway. But my deception is good-intentioned, and I hope that the deception of me that I like will be good-natured as well.

"I have a lot of homework, so ah, it's late to go online, even so, I'll still look for you."

Quick, say "I love you" to me. Gege said.

Hearing this, I immediately blushed, this kind of words, for me, the scale is too big, I really can't adapt to it.

"What's the matter, don't dare to say"? You don't love me anymore," followed by a series of angry emojis.

"I love you" I finally uttered these three words, which was really embarrassing.

"No, I want you to say it yourself, you say it in your voice," Gege said playfully.

Hearing this, my heart trembled, let me say the three words I love you personally, this is really no different from killing me, I have never been a person who can sensationalize, I fell into a panic.

"Hurry up, if you don't say it, I won't bother you anymore," Gege urged.

Oops, this Gege is really forcing me, I clicked on the record a few times, and clicked cancel a few times, I'm really too conflicted, first of all, it's true that I like Gege, and it's true that I love her, but let me say it to her, I feel too hard.

"Looks like you don't love me anymore," Gege added, adding a goodbye emoji.

Seeing this, I panicked, and I didn't care if it was sensational or not, and I couldn't die if I said a word, as soon as I gritted my teeth, I sent three words with my voice "I love you" After saying this, I didn't say the question of blushing or not, I immediately lay on the bed, covered my head, I couldn't believe it, this sentence, I can really say it.

"What are you sending, why is there no sound?" asked Gege.

I wiped it, the only time in my life I said the three words I love you, she didn't receive it, she didn't hear the voice, that is, I have to send it again, and go through this torment again.

"I love you, really, did you hear that this time?" Huhuhu, I'm really nervous, chatting in the early morning, it's really exciting.

"What, what are you talking about, there's no sound," Gege added an eye-rolling expression after speaking.

I suspected that there was something wrong with my headphones, but after checking, I found that there was no problem at all, the problem was that Gege just couldn't hear my voice, there was no way, I could only send it until she could hear it.

"I love you, this is the third time, maybe I have a problem with my headphones, I'll buy a new one tomorrow and send it to you."

"Haha, you stinky sabby," Gege laughed.

I looked confused, and then I seemed to understand something.

"You're so naughty, haven't you heard the voice a long time ago," I asked.

"Ahaha, haha, laugh at me, laugh at me, my little cutie, you are too simple, in fact, I heard it the first time."

Then why did you say you couldn't hear it, and I sent it three times," I complained.

"The Lun family just wants to hear you say to me a few more times, I love you," Gege added, and added an aggrieved expression after speaking.

Hearing her words, I feel that this guy is really too naughty, and I really can't do anything about her.

Then let's go to bed now, it's too late, don't wait for me if I'm not there at night in the future, go to sleep by yourself, we want to talk about how long we want to talk about the holidays" After speaking, I plan to get off QQ.

"What, go to sleep, don't you think there's something you didn't do"? Gege said.

"I've said I love you, what else is there to do?" I asked.

Gege first sent a goodbye emoji before saying, "You liar." Then he ignored me.

I'm even more puzzled, this face is faster than turning a book, what's the situation, I don't recall the bits and pieces of Gege, see if I can find some clues.

After thinking about it for ten minutes, I finally remembered,, last night I promised to sing to her, no wonder she called me a liar, and now ignore me.

I didn't care what time it was, so I took out my guitar and prepared to play and sing. I chose a song "How Much I Like You", and I've always scoffed at this type of song, the lyrics are too explicit and too sensational, but now I'm already sinking.

Do you remember, dear

The moment I kissed you for the first time

We both ignored the heat of the holiday

Just be free and happy

You said I was going to protect you

Like a priceless crystal box

I promised to write a song for you

It's our happiness in it

Dating is no longer a practice

Every bouquet of flowers is genuine

We're going to be together forever

What I like is your smile

My rainy day is shining with you

What I like is to be hugged by you

Warm and subtle

What I like is the corner of your skirt

All seasons are surrounded by spring

Like is what you need

Plant the mark

After singing this song, about five minutes or so, Gege's personality signature was changed, and it was replaced with a sentence like "Listen to this song you sang and fall asleep, die happy" Gege's avatar also dimmed.

Haha, Gege, do you know how much I like you, even more ruthless than the lyrics.